Single-minded

Andra Dwi Kusuma

A FEW YEARS LATER

"Azzam!" greeting the friendly Andra, Azzam looked up at Andra.

Andra Dwi Kusuma, Azzam's personal assistant and best friend. The figure that is always there in every love and sorrow Azzam. He deliberately approached Azzam at the cafe in front of the office. Andra had waited a long time for Azzam inside the office. But Azzam did not come, but ten minutes later there was an important meeting.

For many years Azzam always sat in the same place. Silently pensively staring at the crowded street in front of him. A glass of coffee accompanied the days of Azzam. Even Azzam bought the cafe. So that he can come at any time? Without anyone to ban it. Azzam is like an undead, time may revolve around him. It stopped spinning for him. Azzam forgot every day he went through. Azzam only remembers the day, where Vira went so far as to carry half his soul?

"I'm guessing you're here!" andra said with a smile. Azzam was silent, no more smiles on Azzam's face. Cold there is no obvious warmth shown Azzam.

"What's wrong?" sahut Azzam cold.

"We need to leave immediately. This morning's meeting is very important!" andra said, Azzam nodded. Then cast his gaze towards the big road.

"Azzam, it's been over five years. Forget Vira, maybe she's happy. You have to organize your life, every day you are here. If you don't want to live, at least get up and live for the hope of Aunt Melda. He lost Fariz, don't perfect his heartache with your absence!" andra said softly, Azzam let out a long sigh.

"Maybe five years or even ten years. I will not forget that day. The day I felt the cold and hard of Vira's heart? His determination shattered my life expectancy. I will never forget that day!" azzam said, then looked down to remember the bitter memories of that day.

FLASHBACKS

"Sister, we're going home now. You should rest. Later in the night you should be fit. Your flight took a long time!" said Rayyan reminded, Vira turned her head while nodding slowly. Azzam looked up at the astonished look towards Rayyan.

Azzam did not believe, and did not understand the meaning of Rayyan's words. Azzam was astonished to see the smile on Vira's face. It was as if Vira had agreed to Rayyan's words. Azzam felt that something was wrong with Vira's warm attitude. Rayyan's words clearly indicate the departure of Vira. Azzam did not believe it. If Vira will make the flight. Where does Vira go? Azzam felt anxious and agitated. Her shadow will part with Vira. It is now real in front of him.

"Sister Azzam, thank you for bribing me. I have to leave, in three hours I have to leave for the airport. Today I meet, all goodbye to you!" vira said kindly, Azzam shook his head in disbelief.

Vira smiled at Azzam. A smile before the cry that Vira had intentionally left behind. Azzam felt confused, in an instant he had to lose Vira. Not only Vira, but the Son she had not seen. Maybe he'll never even see.

"Where are you going? What is the meaning of the happiness you have just given? If it's real you'll go. You came to see me just to say goodbye. I can't believe you could be this cruel to me. I'm sure your heart isn't this cold, until you have to leave me alone!" azzam said in disbelief, Vira shook her head while putting on a smile.

"I'm sorry, Azzam. Once again I have to disappoint you. I have to go for a few years. I left not away from you, but looking for my humiliated pride. I have to pursue a dream that has been delayed. I was determined to be the backbone. Before I became my priest's rib. Now I will fulfill my responsibility. I will be the backbone of the family. I have to choose for the good of everyone!" vira said softly, Azzam shook his head in disagreement.

Azzam looked down right in front of Vira. Azzam confused what to behave like? He did not want to lose Vira and his son. But the firmness that emanated on Vira's face. It was as if the sign of separation could no longer be avoided. Vira chose to be his backbone and removed his ribs. Vira went with the heart of Azzam. Carrying half of Azzam's soul growing in Vira's womb.

"I'm sorry, brother, my decision may be wrong. I forgot my responsibilities as your wife. If you were not a member of the Atmaja family. Maybe I'll lean on you to achieve my dreams. But the fact is real. I left not just for my family, but just so I deserved your sincere love!" vira said firmly, again and again Azzam shook his head in disbelief. Vira was so firm on his thoughts and decisions.

"Vira, I beg you!"

"Sister Azzam, maybe today I'll ask for proof of your love. By letting go of me, let me go. I won't succeed, without your sincerity and desire. Brother Azzam my husband, ridho and your blessings open my way. One more thing Azzam must understand. I left unconditionally, there was no promise I asked or gave you. You're free to live, hang with me or let me go. In order that one day when I return, there will be no demands from me!" vira said coldly, Azzam lowered his head weakly. It's all over.

Vira's decision was very strong, even though the storm hit. Vira will not waver in his decision. Vira is determined to fight for self-esteem that was never considered. Vira will find her true self. Not silent holding hands, receiving insults and insults that never end. Vira went on to get the self-esteem that was commensurate with Azzam. So that no one looks one eye at him. Vira believes he is capable of being on par with Azzam. If Allah SWT wills it.

"Why does it always have to be like this?" azzam said, Vira looked at Azzam closely. A smile was seen on her beautiful face. Vira cupped Azzam's face with both hands.

Vira understands the pain of separation, but meeting after separation will feel happy and meaningful. Every sacrifice is necessary for true happiness. Vira leaned closer towards Azzam's face. Vira kisses soft cheek Azzam. The warm attitude Vira never did. Especially in front of many people, but the kiss was real Azzam felt. Sweet kiss before bitter farewell.

"Because it's all written. We just follow the path. I'm happy to have known you. I'm proud to be your rib. Brother Azzam is not the priest I dreamed of, but brother Azzam my chosen husband!" vira said firmly.

FLASH BACK OFF

"It's Azzam, everything will be fine! You have to get up, all for aunt Melda's sake. Don't give her bitterness for the rest of her life. Give her a smile in her life, even if you have to cry!" andra.

"You're right, Vira went to wipe away her mother's tears. Why can't I leave her for my mom's smile? I would do anything for my mom. Including marrying the girl of his choice?" sahut Azzam.

"You're right Azzam, Azzam's spirit. You must be happy, even without Vira!" andra said softly, Azzam nodded in agreement with Andra's words.