Single-minded

Single-minded
Warm



"Good morning, Mr. Azzam!"


"Morning!" Azzam said coldly, Vira smiled when she saw Azzam focusing on his laptop screen.


"You're still the same as you used to be. Work is a world that is always comfortable. A world that no one can ever get rid of?" Vira said warmly, he saw Azzam dissolve in work that sometimes makes Azzam forget to be around.


"The virus!" Azzam said, shortly after hearing the words of Vira.


Azzam turned his body upside down, when he heard the voice he so longed for. Azzam's premonition was right, when he saw Vira standing right behind him. Azzam instantly turned off his laptop, along with Vira who was sitting right in front of Azzam.


"Only you can make me forget all the work. For me, wealth or success means nothing. Compared to your existence!" Azzam said, Vira nodded while putting on a smile.


Azzam stared at Vira. Such a sweet smile, as if such a frightening mark to him. Azzam seemed to be afraid that smile was only happy before suffering. Azzam's fear is not without reason. Vira's sweet attitude, inversely proportional to Vira's attitude a few days ago. Azzam hoped Vira's smile was just a dream. A dream that will feel menis remembered in his memory. Not a reality that would taste so bitter.


"Your imagination won't shake my heart. If your words are true, I'll be happy to hear them. But that was when my love was so great for you!" Said Vira loudly, Azzam immediately lowered his head.


The sense of happiness he had just felt, instantly turned bitter. Vira smiled at the look on Azzam's pajamas face. The handsome face of Azzam who was defeated by the charm of Vira. Azzam is always fragile, when dealing with Vira. Perhaps Azzam's love was too great, so Azzam was always afraid of losing Vira.


"I've guessed, your smile was just sweet before your words were bitter!" Azzam said, Vira just smiled. It was as if Azzam's words were funny to hear.


"Oh yes Azzam!"


"Hmmm!"


"Congratulations on your victory today!"


"Victory!" Azzam said not understanding, Vira nodded slowly.


Vira resuscitated her body on the chair. Azzam shored his chin with his chin. Some people were standing not far from him. Obviously Azzam is not a random person. The care of Azzam was very strict. It is not easy to get close to Azzam, just sitting at a table with him will not be possible.


"This morning your team won a new project. Once again congratulations, your team is always reliable. They're great people you deserve to keep!"


"Why do you know about the project?" Azzam was confused.


"I'm one of those companies that competes with your company!"


"You're back in the business world!" Azzam said curiously, Vira shook her head weakly.


"Want to!"


"I came here as an advisor. I have no time to think about the outside world. I'm accompanying them!" Said Vira, pointing towards 2 o'clock.


Azzam then turned to the direction Vira was pointing. Fatih and Bayu sat facing each other. Right at the table next to Fatih, Farah sat down while staring at her laptop. There are several thick books right next to the laptop. Azzam then twisted his body, Azzam stared longingly at his two children. A son born of sincere love.


"Train and Farah!" Azzam said softly, a voice so faint. A clear voice indicates a great longing.


"You miss them!" Vira said, Azzam nodded slowly.


"Since I was there. Even Farah told me. You're sitting here alone. With Fatih's permission, I came to see you. I'm not afraid of their anger. Yet I tried to make your image good in front of them!"


"I know Vira, what happened because of my fault?"


"No need to blame yourself. Righteousness exists only in our hearts and minds. One of the most important things. Live what is in front of us. Fix the wrong, keep the right. Blaming yourself, will only make our lives ruined!"


"If it's not my fault, why are you punishing me this much?"


"When am I punishing you?"


"Your departure, the death sentence I once felt. If it's a death sentence, it hurts once and then it doesn't feel anything. But the death penalty you gave. It hurt so many times, that I forgot to live!"


"Sorry!"


"For!"


"Your wounds!" Vira said briefly.


"Honestly, Vira, I don't need an apology from you. I just want to be with you. All these wounds will heal. I'll come back alive, because your smile breaths my life!"


"Nadya!" Azzam said coldly, Vira nodded.


"He was a friend who used to be in my joys and sorrows. I destroyed his happiness enough. I will never lose the smile on his face again. He deserves to be happy!"


"Then I don't deserve to be happy!"


"Azzam was happy, but Azzam was too afraid to look to the future. Without Azzam knowing, Nadya who has been making you happy. The breath erases your longing for Fatih. Those in your life right now!"


"Then, are you happy with my marriage? Aren't you angry, disappointed at the betrayal of my love!"


"I'm happy, not because of your marriage. I'm happy, because I once loved and had proof of love from you. I am angry, disappointed in your traitor. But I will be more sorry. If my departure turns you into a man without faith. I'm grateful that you erased your sadness by making Nadya right. Otherwise, I'm the most stupid and ungodly wife. Because I made my husband perform!"


"Again, Vira, you're mad at me once. To make me feel meaningful in your life!"


"You never realize how much you mean to me in my life? But my love must be kept. All for the heart that is between us!"


"I give up Vira, I'll never be able to defeat you forever. No words can change your decision!"


"Mas Azzam knows me very well!"


"I know your strong side, but I've never seen your weak side. The reason that made me lose you!" Azzam said coldly, Vira smiled.


"I'm never weak, because I feel strong when I see you and them!" Vira looked at Fatih and Farah.


"Really Vira, if I may ask. I want time to stop. So that I can keep staring at the shade of your face. Seeing your sweet smile. Feel the warmth of your voice. I feel happy, even though I look from far away my son. All because of you Vira, you're my sad excuse as well as my happy reason!" Inner Azzam while looking fixed Vira.


"If the past could return. I'll take off Atmaja's big name!" Azzam said firmly, Vira just smiled knots. Azzam's words were too late. Their meeting and their separation. It has become a road that must be traveled.


"Once again congratulations, you've always been tough in the business world!" Vira said, then stood up and walked past Azzam.


"Wait for Vira!" Said Azzam, grasping tightly Vira's wrist. Azzam held off Vira's footsteps. Azzam felt that time was spinning too fast. Azzam felt his friendship with Vira was too short.


"What's wrong?" Vira turned his head, then let go of Azzam's hand slowly.


"Warm!" Inner Azzam, when Vira's hand touched his. Azzam felt a warmth that had long been released from him.


"If you want, I can quit this project. I don't want Fatih to feel inferior, having lost this project!"


"No need!" Vira said warmly, the head of Vira became the final answer for Azzam.


"Why?"


"See them!" Vira said, pointing towards Fatih and Bayu. Azzam turned his head, he followed the gesture that Vira said.


"They were defeated earlier, not the reason they withdrew. Fatih must taste the bitterness of defeat. Before Fatih tasted the sweetness of victory. That is why it is life!"


"But!"


"Mas Azzam need not worry, is not Fatih and Farah your flesh and blood. They will be just like you, ready to fight without fear of losing!"


"Vira I missed you!" Azzam lirih.


"Don't drink too much coffee. Your stomach isn't as strong as it used to be!"


"You're switching the conversation!" Said Azzam lirih, looking down at the floor where his legs rested.


"I never switched the conversation, because my worry was part of my love. Now it's just an anxious proof of my love!" Vira was right in front of Azzam's face.


"What a beautiful eye!" Inner Azzam, while looking closely at Vira who was so close to him.


"I have to go!"


"When did we meet?"


"Eitherway? Only time can answer.