
"Good morning pa!" The cheerful voice of a teenage girl. From the way he spoke, it was clear he was someone who was cheerful and sociable.
Twenty years changed the life of Azzam. Life that was once warm, is now back cold heartless. Azzam became an unachievable figure. The departure of Vira, makes Azzam a terrible figure. Azzam turned himself into an iceberg ready to freeze anyone who approached him? Nadya and her little daughter are no exception.
Azzam was devastated by Vira's departure. Until Azzam thought to break the heart that has love. The pain is also felt by others. Azzam is a heartless robot. In work he is firmly merciless. Inside the house, Azzam was cold untouched. The laughter of his daughter was no longer able to make Azzam laugh.
"Morning!" Azzam said coldly, Nadya only glanced at the Azzam sahutan.
A very good law. Given Azzam's never warm attitude to his family. Azzam is like a body without life. Nadya never cared about the cold Azzam. As long as Azzam doesn't hurt his daughter. Nadya survived for her daughter, Nadya will also rise for her daughter as well.
Nadya was too ordinary to hear the cold Azzam said. Not just a year or two, for years Nadya tried to warm the frozen heart of Azzam. But all in vain, Azzam's heart was frozen and cold. There was no warmth in Azzam's gaze. There was no softness in Azzam's voice. There is no love in Azzam's touch. Everything feels cold like ice ready to freeze.
A relationship that is bland without taste, cold without being warm and happy without love. Relationships that try to survive just for the sake of one name. Samaira Nafisa, the charming daughter of Azzam Atmaja's extended family. Fatih's blood sister who was never considered by him. The younger brother who missed the affection of an older brother in silence. A child born with love, although Azzam never confessed his love for Nadya.
"Father!" Greet a girl with her voice.
Azzam's little daughter was born out of a loveless marriage. A princess who echoes laughter in a home without love. A home that is always quiet, away from warmth and affection. Azzam's cold attitude, increasingly makes his magnificent house gloomy. No love or warmth, Azzam dissolved in his grief and despair. Losing Vira changed the course of her life. Azzam forgot his responsibility to the small family he had built.
"Hmmm!" Azzam said coldly without lifting his face.
Nadya shook her head weakly, as if she could not believe Azzam's attitude remained the same. Despite all these years he tried to stay beside Azzam. There was no real affection for Nadya. Azzam's love never turned away, even though there was a daughter between Azzam and Nadya. But the presence of a beautiful little princess. Can't turn Azzam's cold to warm.
"This morning I'm off to college with papa!" Pinta Nafisa was carefree, a cheerful smile that always stuck on her beautiful face. I wish Azzam had been moved by his smile.
Azzam seemed silent, there was no voice or nod of the head. Azzam was like a body without a heart, he was so cold and his heart was untouched by anything. Azzam is like a robot that never knows love. Azzam was so calm, even impressed not to care about the request of his little daughter.
"Why did you go with papa? Where's your car?" Said Nadya astonished, Nafisa smiled faintly hearing Nadya's words.
A smile that implies something special. Nafisa deliberately spouted the intention behind her desire to go with Azzam. Nafisa was happy, because there would be a surprise for the father she loved so much. Nafisa tried to make a laugh in the cold Azzam. A meeting that Nafisa had designed since a few months ago. Hope all will improve and leave happiness for Azzam. The father who missed him so much.
"There!" Plain saute.
"Lantas, why go with papa?" Nadya said coldly, Nafisa just smiled. He occasionally glanced at Azzam.
Nafisa lowered her head for a moment after she saw Azzam's attitude. Nafisa was sad, when she realized Azzam ignored her every word. There was no warmth or mere pleasantries in responding to his request. Azzam was silent, looking down at the plate in front of him. Not once did Azzam look up, staring at the look on his little princess's face.
"I'm leaving now!" Azzam said, without looking at Nadya.
Braaakkk
The sound of Azzam's chair thrust, breaking the silence that was suddenly present. Nafisa only went silent in silence, Azzam's indifference clearly hurt her heart. Nadya could only shut up and leave. When she saw her daughter's pain. Nothing can turn Azzam's cold to warm. Sometimes Nadya wants to be angry, just vent her pain. But his love for Azzam made him weak. Love that is too big makes him continue to lose and give up.
Braaakkk
"Father!" Shouted Nafisa, along with the sound of the chair she pushed.
Azzam stopped his steps. Without looking Azzam waited, Nadya again and again bowed. Not a single look of Azzam's affection for Nafisa. Although occasionally Nadya saw the warmth of Azzam. But all of this is rare and expensive.
"Serious papa won't be attending any events on my campus!"
"Papa's got a meeting, after that papa has to get out of town!" Azzam said firmly, Nafisa walked over to Azzam.
But his steps came to a halt, when Nadya held her hand. Nadya shook her head weakly, as if asking Nafisa to stop asking. Nafisa gently brushed off Nadya's hand. A big smile indicates that Nafisa is fine.
"Nafisa, don't disturb your papa. He's very busy!" Shouted Nadya preventing Nafisa. A moment after he saw Nafisa continued to approach towards Azzam who stood looking not far from them.
"Just come to campus. Trust me, the time I ask for won't make you lose!"
"I'm sorry papa!"
"At least for twenty years lost in Fatih's life!" Nafisa said softly, immediately Azzam was silent. His heart is beating great. Nadya took a few steps back, her eyes completely rounded.
Nadya was afraid, and in disbelief. When his ears hear a name he never wants to hear. Son who made Azzam changed 180°. The son who chooses to forget his father. Stay away from the family who expected it. A name that has not been mentioned for twenty years. This morning Nafisa reminded him. The day Nadya never expected, the fear of losing took hold of her heart.
"Nafisa, mama already said. Papa's busy, don't bother him!" Nadya said annoyed, Nafisa shook her head in disagreement. Azzam pensive, the name he so missed. It was clear in both ears. Shatter the unwritten longing.
"Today's the first and perhaps last chance you can say hello to Fatih's brother. After twenty years papa resisted longing. Today, I have that opportunity. Papa can be a father that Fatih's brother can never refuse!"
"She is silent!" Shouted Nadya furiously.
"Pa, today Mr. Fatih will be the best student on campus. He graduated with an incredible achievement. Fatih's brother probably didn't expect our congratulations. But he will not refuse, congratulations from the honorary guest of the campus!" Said Nafisa straightforwardly, Azzam turned to look at the wonder of Nafisa.
Azzam was shocked when he heard the name Fatih. Moreover, Fatih will graduate from university, which means that time has spun so fast. Fatih is no longer a child, now she is growing up. His little son used to be an established man. But one thing is the same. Fatih's rejection of her, it's still the same. Azzam is destroyed every time he realizes, Fatih grows up without him and Vira.
"You mean?"
"Papa will not be able to father Fatih's brother at his best. But papa can be a proud campus representative with his students!" Nafisa said loudly and cheerfully.
Azzam could no longer resist his longing. Nafisa's words seemed to give a cold angis in the thirst of her longing to Fatih. Azzam was always waiting for an opportunity to hug Fatih. Maybe today, the right time for Azzam to hold Fatih tightly. Say congratulations, because you can grow up without it. Fatih became the pride of Azzam. Long before Azzam heard of Fatih's proud achievements.
"Nafisa enough!" Admonished Nadya loudly, immediately Azzam raised his hand. Azzam opened his right palm wide. A signal that Nadya is silent, not to interfere with her affairs with Nafisa.
"Say it clearly!" Azzam is cold.
"The gift that may never reach your hand!" Nafisa said, while offering an invitation to Azzam.
Azzam swiftly picked up an invitation that looked so neat. Such a lavish invitation, obviously only for special and important guests. Slowly Azzam opened the cover. Azzam read every word he wrote. His two eyes were fixated on one real name that would be the star of the show.
"Why is this invitation on you?" Azzam hetan said, Nafisa shrugged both of her shoulders. He seemed to not understand, the right reason to answer Azzam's question. But a second later, Nafisa realized only honesty would calm her down.
"I found it in the trash. Maybe someone threw it away!" Nafisa's voice was plain, Azzam turned to Nadya. When Nadya looked down, she felt accused with the sharp gaze of Azzam.
"We're leaving now!" Azzam said coldly, Nafisa nodded without hesitation.
"Train my son, I hope today will be a good start. Opportunity that you always wait for. A sincere prayer that I offer. One wish meets and looks at your face. Shake your hand warmly, congratulate your success. It is a joy to imagine a meeting between us. Papa feels like the luckiest person. Papa will never regret, if today were to be the last day of your life. As long as you see your face, hug your body tightly and gently caress your head. Papa is happy Fatih, happy!" azzam is full of joy.
"Your nature never changes, the reason that makes me never love you!" Azzam's whisper was right in Nadya's ear. The sharp words that drew right in Nadya's weak heart.
"Fatih, we'll meet. Papa make sure you will receive a helping hand. The hand you always hold, the hug you always hold. Twenty years of waiting for this day. Hope that never dies, even though it always hurts with your rejection. Fatih, if you realize. The wound is not just you feeling it. Papa is sick, papa is broken, papa is fragile, but papa is much more helpless. Every time you see your hateful gaze. Papa's life is dark without you. Vira has turned off the little lamp in papa's heart. He warmed my heart. He made it dark. If papa can touch you, papa wants to hold you. Says the whole pain of losing your mama. Daddy misses you, papa misses your mom. But this miss will no longer be the same. Everything has changed, papa is no longer the same!" Inner Azzam powder.
"Missful!" Call Nadya soft, Nadya's gaze hinted at something strange to Nafisa. But Nafisa's jolly attitude, not necessarily make him care about Nadya's opinion. Nafisa never understood Nadya. Especially when it comes to Fatih, another mother's brother. More precisely the son of Vira, the woman who filled Azzam's heart completely.
"What's the matter ma?" Nafisa's voice was relaxed, as if she did not understand the meaning of Nadya's gaze.
Nafisa may be very young, but she is well aware of the condition of her parents' marriage. Nafisa never felt disappointed, when she realized Azzam's cold attitude towards Nadya. As long as Azzam is loyal and does not wish Nadya. Nafisa tries sincerely, when she has to see the unhealthy relationship between her parents. Nafisa is able to act mature, only for the sake of calmness Nadya mother who gave birth to her.
"Why did you mention Fatih's name in front of papa?"
"Mommy might hate Fatih's sister, but whenever Fatih's sister Nafisa's sister?" Nafisa said firmly and loudly.
Nafisa firmly rejects Nadya's wishes. Nafisa always considered Fatih as her brother. Although for that, Nafisa had to argue or argue with Nadya. As a child, Nafisa sometimes felt lonely. He had a father, but never felt the warm embrace and defense of Azzam. Therefore Nafisa always wanted to be close to Fatih. For Nafisa to feel warm embrace of a sister. And comfort when someone is looking after it.
"But he never thought of you as a sister!"
"It doesn't matter if he admits it or not. I'm happy to see Papa happy. Twenty years, I'm trying to make papa smile. Trying to carve memories with him, but all in vain. Twenty years I lost with only two years together with my brother Fatih. Today in any way? I'll find them. Papa has the right to hug Fatih's brother!"
"Missful!" Shouted Nadya furiously, Nafisa passed by without caring for Nadya.
Nafisa was determined to bring Azzam together with Fatih. A meeting Nadya never expected. As a wife, Nadya was only a wife on paper. Even Nafisa is only a princess who is always ignored by Azzam. As a father, Azzam only met the physical needs of Nafisa. But the inner need, Nafisa never felt Azzam's affection intact.
"The thick water can never replace the thick blood!" Sahut Nafisa while running.
Azzam heard Nafisa's words, Azzam was happy for a moment. When Nafisa admits a sibling relationship with Fatih. The son he loved so much. The baby that he so expected. But he never touched, even hugged. Azzam was a long way from Fatih. The destruction seemed complete, when Vira left and Fatih did not want it.
"Sister Fatih I'm coming with papa!" The heart of Nafisa is full of happiness.