Single-minded

Decisions

"Mama!" Azzam's greeting was friendly, Melda gasped in shock. When I realized Azzam had been standing right behind him.

Azzam sat right next to Melda. Looking up at his house. Azzam was lost in endless restlessness. Dissolved into worries he could never have imagined.

"What's Azzam? Something happened to you!" Melda said softly, Azzam was silent. At first glance Azzam closed his eyes, he did not mazmpu challenge the world. Vira asks her to choose. Make Azzam no longer warty.

"Mama, Vira wants me out of the Atmaja family!" Azzam said softly, Melda immediately turned to Azzam. His heart ached, just as Azzam said he was leaving him.

Melda is still a mother who will be hurt away from her son. But continue to let Azzam away from Vira and Fatih. Melda will not. Moreover, Azzam's love is so great to Vira. Makes Melda suppress a mother's sense of ego. With only blessing, Melda hopes Azzam gets his happiness.

"Lantas, what's your answer?"

"I was confused to accept or reject Vira's request. I am not afraid of living poor. But leaving this family, I really couldn't!" Azzam said softly, Melda stroked Azzam's hair.

The warmth Melda could never show. All this time Azzam was always tough, never did he complain to Melda. If today Azzam complains, it means that Azzam is really worried and hesitant. Choosing one of two, both of which are very meaningful in Azzam's life.

"If you can't leave this family. With a heavy heart, you must release Vira. Till anytime? Vira with this family will not be united. Like the earth and the sky, it needs each other but cannot be fused. Memories of the past that happened. It will not be easy to forget, especially now that Grandpa Arka interfered. It's going to be a lot harder!"

"But Fatih, I want to live with him!" Azzam said, Melda nodded in understanding Azzam's intentions.

"Fatih will always be with you, with or without Vira. No one will be able to avoid the relationship between you. He's your flesh and blood, fully you deserve to be with him. Neither Vira nor the law, will be able to separate you!" Melda said, Azzam was silent.

Why is Azzam's mouth closed? Azzam's throat was blocked, no sound could come out. Just want to express his heart. Silence became the way Azzam passed through this burden. Azzam could not choose, because Vira was forever part of his life.

"I love Vira. The woman who made me feel stupid and broken. He's the one I hurt, but he's the one I love. The complementary vira in my empty life. I could no longer stand staring at Vira. If I choose to survive with this family!" Azzam said, Melda was silent. Now there are no more words that can answer the wounds of the son's heart.

For years, Melda saw the void of Azzam's life. Away from the unborn Vira and Fatih. With both of her eyes, Melda saw Azzam's regret. Tears that never shed. It was easy to drip answering Azzam's heart wound. All those memories will never be forgotten. Vira is real in her son's life.

"Azzam, go back to Vira. Before everything gets away. Build your little family with Vira. Later mama prayed, Vira will accept this family. On the contrary, Mama hopes that Vira will become the real daughter-in-law of the Atmaja family!" Melda said, Azzam silently looked up at the sky of his house.

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"Stupid, if you get out of this house for her!" Said Arka loudly, Azzam looked at Arka. With a look that is no longer capable of being interpreted.

"Melda, you fool. You should have banned Azzam with Vira. Not even supporting, even praying for Vira the ART child. Till anytime? I won't let him be part of the Atmaja family. ART blood does not deserve to be fused with the Atmaja family!"

"I'm sorry pa!" Sahut Melda shriek, Arka trace the waist. His anger can no longer be contained. After hearing Melda agree to Azzam's intention of leaving from the Atmaja family.

"Vira's right, forever the same grandfather. Only treasures and status take precedence!" Azzam said softly, then stood up leaving the heartless Ark.

"Azzam!" Call Arka loud.

Sontak Azzam looked at Arka sharply, waiting for the purpose of Arka's call to him. Azzam wanted to hear Arka's petty attitude.

"Once you get out of this house. You will forever be our enemy!" Said Arka lantang.

"I know the answer to the restlessness of my heart!" Inner Azzam.

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Night becomes a time, where every creature rests his body and mind? The sound of the night animal, like the singing of a bobo nina that lulls all the creatures. Rain that fell since the afternoon, making the cold that presents a sense of soundness. But a pair of beautiful eyes Azzam can not sleep.

His inner turmoil and struggle were evidently disturbing the night of Azzam. There is no answer to Azzam's concerns. But one thing is certain, he does not live to be sad. Azzam had to fight for his happiness. Vira and Fatih are the reason for his happiness now. Those who Azzam must fight. It is not the Atmaja family that is full of pride for status.

"Vira, I chose you!" Azzam lantang.

With a firm step, Azzam headed for his wardrobe. Take some clothes and put them in a medium suitcase. Azzam will only carry a few items. Neither would Azzam bring anything that the Atmaja Family would question.

"Finally you can behave. Vira's wait was not in vain. At least now you're trying to fight with him!"

"Om Dimas!"

"Why surprised? I've seen you since. I'm proud you've finally grown up!"

"Why does Dimas support me? Didn't Dimas love Vira!"

"I don't just love Vira, I'm ready to sacrifice everything for Vira. But Fatih needs her parents. I don't deserve to make her sad!" Dimas said, Azzam looked down embarrassed and felt guilty.

"I hurt my son!"

"Indeed you have hurt him, hurt him terribly. To the point that Fatih could not cry. He just kept quiet withstanding the pain he shouldn't have felt!"

"What do you mean Dimas?"

"Vira is not like you Azzam. He never asked Fatih to accept another man as his father. As for you, just for the sake of making Vira jealous. You asked Fatih to hold Nadya's hand. So she began to understand, Nadya the woman who would become a mother!"

"Isn't Dimas very close to Fatih. It's absurd that Vira never introduced Fatih to you!" Azzam said loudly, Dimas smiled knotfully.

"That's stupid of you, considering what you see? Deciding wrong, what is not necessarily right? You should have heard Fatih's call to me. To let you know, who am I to Fatih's eyes? Vira was right about one thing about you. You may have loved him, but you remain Azzam the arrogant son of Atmaja. Feeling right with his wrong attitude, but never wanting to see the truth!" Dimas.

"Om Dimas, what do you really want to say?"

"You fool Azzam, that's what I want to say!"

"Why?"

"Because I've wasted the happiness that Fariz and I had hoped for!" Said the Final Dimas.