Single-minded

Under the Orange Light of Dusk

"Should you hide so far from Farah!" Saying Bayu loudly, his voice immediately disperse Farah's daydream.

Bayu stood right beside Farah. The sound of his footsteps sounded so soft. Until Farah is unaware of Bayu's arrival. Some time Bayu was silent, seeing Farah sitting on a wheelchair Her footsteps stopped, when she saw the infusion hose that was still stuck in her palm. For a moment Bayu's breath stopped, his chest felt tight. He realized he couldn't do much.

Bayu felt stupid, when his hands were unable to hug Farah. Loveful embrace of Farah's weak body. Give warm affection to the woman he loves most. Bayu felt helpless, as his heart wished to be the most important in Farah's life. But in fact Bayh can only stare, without being able to get close or hold tightly to Farah's body.

"Sister!" Sapa Farah was soft and weak. He looked over, seeing Bayu standing right next to him. Bayu stared at the twilight, as if to avert his eyes would hurt Farah.

Bayu was unable to see Farah sick. He kept trying to hold back his tears. Mayu doesn't want to look weak. Bayu must be strong for Farah. He had come so far not to be weak and cry. Bayu is determined to be Farah's support. He would become strong, much stronger than Farah's shadow.

"You haven't answered my question!"

"About?"

"Should you go this far? I swear Farah, I'm tired of chasing your footsteps. But I must be strong, I will never let you get away from me!"

"How did you get to this place?" Farah said softly, Bayu turned his head with an annoyed look.

Bayu feels Farah is making him angry. Instead of answering her question, Farah was busy asking. But the anger subsided, when he saw Farah's shady eyes. Bayu cannot be angry at Farah, especially just because of trivial problems.

"You haven't answered my question!" Saying Bayu firmly, Farah lowered her head slowly. Lama Bayu sees Farah bowed. Before long, Farah's breath sounded.

"The one that got me to this place. The quiet I didn't get in that town!"

"But they're your family!"

"I know, brother, but a family that doesn't agree with me. The people here are my family too. They never blamed me or exalted me. They embraced me without hesitation. It was a heartfelt affection that got me to this place!" Said Farah, Bayu was silent.

"Do you still doubt my sincerity? I don't expect more, at least be honest with me Farah. Do you consider me a sister or more? But never leave without a word. I kind of lost my mind, I'm confused with no direction!"

"But I'm sure you got to this place!" Farah relaxed, Bayu shook his head weakly.

"After two weeks, I just found you. Do you think my two weeks can pass quietly? In order to find you, I'm willing to go back to Sanjaya's house. The house I left behind for so long!"

"At least the relationship is stretched back tightly. My sister should have gone home. Not to find me!"

"You know my family!" Bayu said, Farah nodded slowly.

"It is fitting that you continue to reject me, it turns out that you already know my family!"

"I'm not rejecting you because of your family. I'm not afraid of the Atmaja family, let alone the Sanjaya family. I just don't want to hurt brother!"

"Your refusal hurt Farah!" Bayu Sahut is soft and weak.

Farah's pale face was struck by the golden light of dusk. A cold afternoon breeze started greeting Farah and Bayu. Dusk went away, but Farah and Bayu seemed reluctant to leave. Bayu looked at Farah's face which glared at the bright light of twilight. As strong as the energy Bayu restrain himself. Her hands were trembling, wanting to cupper Farah's beautiful face.

Desire is full of love, not lust. Bayu could only silently stare at Farah's nanar. Weakly Farah raised her hand. He was about to show his hand that was affixed to the infusion hose. Bayu gets claustrophobic, when Farah's tiny hands are swollen.

"Why your hand?" Sayu pretended not to understand. Although deep in his heart Bayu cried. I want Bayu to embrace Farah's body. Caring for and protecting Farah, hoping that Farah's pain will move on her.

"Silver knows the meaning of my hand. But my sister denied it. This weak hand brother, two weeks over this hand received endless injections. If only this hand could speak. Maybe he was angry at my weak body, because he received a painful injection. Just to ease the pain I was feeling. A woman like me can't keep up with your footsteps. My heart cannot accept your sincere love. Honestly brother, if only because of Sanjaya family. I won't reject you, I'll fight them. If only I could make you happy. But my body is weak now and when this body is strong. I have to fight with the Atmaja family. I wish for the rest of my life, to be able to resuscitate them!"

"Why Farah? Please don't ignore me!" Bayu said, kneeling right in front of Farah's wheelchair. Spontaneously Bayu clasped Farah's hand tightly. Bayu could no longer hold back his heart's anxiety. Bayu was unable to resist the desire in his heart.

"Sister!" Farah said clumsyly, Bayu shook his head. It was as if his attitude was natural, when his heart really needed the reassurance from Farah.

"I beg you!" Say Bayu said softly, while putting his head on his hands and Farah. Bayu was really scared of losing Farah.

Farah silently looked at Bayu who was full of sincerity. Undeniably, Farah began to feel comfortable beside Bayu. Bayu's struggle to find it, not something that can be considered trivial. The long journey that Bayu took. Being a testament to the determination of taste that Bayu has for him. Farah was unable to resist that feeling, but accepting Bayu's sincere feeling was also not an easy thing.

"Why did you choose a weak woman like me? Leave me alone with this pain. If my sister is fond of me. Honestly I'm ashamed, brother deserves more than me!"

"Please, let me be near you!" Say Bayu said, Farah rubbed Bayu's hair. The fragrant hair of Bayu, the heart-shaking cold Farah. Farah's soft caress, real vibrates Bayu's entire body.

Bayu felt a warmth that could not be said. Her pulse was beating violently, her blood flow was so swift. Bayu's desire peaked, Bayu's brain seemed to want to explode holding the lust that filled his mind and heart. Farah's hand caresses, instantly weakening Bayu's nerves. Farah makes Bayu not warty. Love Bayu is real, can not be seen one eye.

"Sister, don't do this. I don't deserve it. My heart is full of revenge. I have to finish my dream. I have no time to think about the affairs of the heart. Atmaja's family is still intact, I haven't touched his house yet!"

"Make me a tool to achieve your dreams. We are together against the Atmaja family. At least I can protect you!" Saying Bayu, Farah shook her head slowly.

"A husband is not a tool for revenge. A husband becomes a guide in the dark steps of the wife. The head of the family that must be obeyed, not restrained with love. I will not let you be a slave in my love. Brother is more than my honor, forever I respect you. My love is not the prison of your life, it is my love that will take care of you!"

"You love me!" Bayu said in disbelief, Farah nodded slowly.

"I love you brother, my heart is comfortable close to you. My soul is restless away from you, my miss is only for you. But my love was lost to my ego and my dreams. I am unable to reach your love, for I do not want to be a burden and low in front of you. A weak woman like me, will only embarrass you. People look at me when I'm with you. I'll never be able to accept. I must forget this love, because I want to destroy the Atmaja family!"

"For I forget your dreams!"

"I'm sorry I can't!"

"Then let me be your stick. I promise to be quiet next to you, without asking or blaming you!" Said Bayu loudly, Farah was silent while staring straight at the twilight that began to disappear. Bayu quietly lowered his head, his hand grip getting tighter. Bayu is afraid of losing Farah. He won't survive the tempestuous love in his heart. Farah's determination breaks Bayu's fragile heart.

"Farah loves him so much!" Inner Falan, while looking at Farah and Bayu. Orange light at dusk, shadowing two confused hearts seeking the path of unification of love.