Single-minded

Yourself Everything

Today Vira is allowed to go home. His condition improved slightly, the doctor suggested for outpatient treatment. The capacity of the health center is limited, therefore only patients with severe symptoms are allowed hospitalization. So Vira lets go home with a control note on time. Or immediately to the health center if the fever rises.

At exactly 12.00 WIB, Vira arrived at his house. Vira is still very weak, but she has to be strong for the sake of her mother. Vira walked slowly while holding the wall of her house. Vira went into her small room. Vira was relieved, when she could sleep on a hard mattress. For it was in this room that Vira found peace.

Vira is grateful to be able to get out of the puskesmas. He could no longer see his mother. Almost every day have to go back and forth to the puskesmas. It was with Azzam a few days ago. Makes Vira nervous and scared. Vira did not want to know Azzam more deeply. Especially his relationship with Nadya that deteriorated. Vira doesn't want to hurt or hurt anyone? Therefore Vira ignored the call on Azzam's phone. Vira did receive Azzam's phone. But not once did Vira wear it.

It's getting night. But Vira could not close her eyes. Vira was agitated at the thought of her mother. Suddenly his mother and sister had to go to his hometown. Grandma Vira fell in the bathroom. Suddenly, Vira's grandmother had a stroke. Suddenly Vira's mother was shocked and immediately decided to go home. While Vira can not come, considering his condition is still weak.

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At exactly 21:00 WIB, the sound of the door of Vira was knocked. With a crawl Vira walked open the door. The atmosphere was very quiet, either inside the house or outside the house of Vira. The rain had just come down to wet the sky. Even the sky was still crying, though not as hard as a few minutes ago.

Cold weather and wet soil with rainwater. Reminds her of her best friend Nadya. He's a friend he's got away from him. Just because of a problem he never understood. Nadya is a kind and jolly girl, the rain became one of her favorites. But now it turned into a rough person and easily raised his hand.

"Just a second!" shouted Vira as loudly as possible. Even though Vira's voice sounded weak. The energy of Vira has not fully recovered. His body was still a little feverish, but not too severe. Vira thinks it's getting sicker. When in the puskesmas.

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"Who?" vira said weakly as she opened the door. Both of Vira's eyes are perfectly rounded. Vira was surprised to see Azzam standing in front of his house.

Azzam drove his car as fast as possible from out of town. Three days he did not hear from Vira. Three days he did not see Vira. The three days of Azzam were like people lost their minds. He works like a madman. He finished the job for a week, in just three days. No rest or regular eating. Azzam just wants to finish his job and soon meets with Vira. If only Vira would take the call. Maybe Azzam will calm down a little. But reality said otherwise, Vira did not raise her call at all.

"Master Azzam!" greet Vira softly, Azzam stared fixedly at Vira. No words could come out of his lips.

Azzam braved the drizzle tonight. Walking on the muddy ground. He no longer walked, Azzam ran to see Vira as quickly as possible. Azzam's appearance was very messy, Azzam's clothes were slightly wet with rainwater. While the pants used Azzam wet, because of the puddle of water hit by Azzam.

"Why did you make me lose my mind? Is your body so weak? Until you get my call, you can't. Should you be cold? If you just want to make me nervous about you. Without you acting like this, I always feel claustrophobic when I think of you!" fawning Azzam emotion, Vira silently looked at Azzam. The emotions Azzam showed, making Vira confused. Azzam's appearance is far from neat. As if to say himself the cause of Azzam's current condition.

While Vira felt touched, as well as afraid to see the attention of Azzam to her. Vira felt meaningful when Azzam noticed her. Instead he was afraid to remember the many broken relationships. Only for the sake of the relationship that was established between him and Azzam. Vira doesn't want to get caught up in a real but painful love.

"Better Mr. Azzam sit down, I'll go in and make you a drink. And get a towel for Mr. Azzam. Rainwater is not good for health!" as Vira diverts the conversation, Vira turns her body. He turned his back on Azzam who was staring at him.

"Wait, I beg Vira!" azzam said softly, while holding down Vira's hand. Suddenly Vira turned her head, she was shocked when she felt her hand being held back by Azzam. Vira turned to look at the face of Azzam.

Vira winks her eyes, while putting on a knotty smile. As if asking Azzam to believe, Vira will not go anywhere? A signal asks for trust. If Vira doesn't ignore me anymore. Seeing Vira's signal, Azzam releases Vira's hand. He nodded slowly, believing Vira would not ignore him anymore.

Vira went into his house. With a weak body, he again brought a cup of tea and a blue towel. Vira put the tea on the table slowly. Vira is afraid to wake Azzam up.

Vira saw Azzam falling asleep in a sitting position. Vira cleared his throat slowly, awakening Azzam. I wish Azzam would wake up without Vira waking him up. Shortly after Azzam awoke, Vira gave Azzam a towel. It was clearly visible on the tired face of Azzam. Vira felt sorry for Azzam and could not bear it. There was a sense of pain in Vira's heart at how hard Azzam cared about her. He could not have opened himself up to Azzam.

"Thank you!" azzam said, Vira nodded in agreement.

"Mr Azzam, I'm sorry if I worried you. With all my heart I thank you. But it would be nice, Mr. Azzam is worried about people who are much more deserving. I don't deserve attention or care. Mr. Azzam, I don't want to see you like this!" vira said firmly, Azzam silently lowered his head. He looked at Vira. There was a sense of pain hearing Vira's words. The rejection he had imagined, but not so fast.

"I don't deserve you. Our ages are so different, my faith is still far below yours. I have the right priest for you. It's only right if you reject me!" sahut Azzam said, Vira shook his head weakly. Vira looked straight ahead. The drizzle of the night did not stop, as if asserting the condition of his heart that rumbled. The cold night adds to Vira's silent heart.

"It's not inappropriate or proper, but I'm too afraid to love. At least let me live alone in this crowded world. My burden is too heavy and not worth someone else's. I just want to see you happy. Seeing your distress, I am sick and fragile. So I beg you, stop all this, before my heart hurts more and more to see you broken!" sahut Vira, while wiping a drop of her tears that dripped.

"I'm broken because of you, I'm happy with you, I breathe with you, I live to see your smile. Now tell me, if you leave me. What's gonna happen to me? My heart has chosen and that's you!" azzam said firmly and coldly. Vira was silent, Azzam stared fixedly at Vira's face.

"For your sake, I will fight the world. Because you are everything in my life!"