Single-minded

Cecilia Putri Pratama

"Until when did you just stare at Vira's back? Until when do you hope? When did that hope ever exist?" said a woman to a handsome young man. The two people who were watching Vira since an hour ago.

"Until I get tired of this life and think about ending it!" said Fariz coldly, Sheila shook her head weakly in disbelief.

For years he stared silently at Fariz. The bitter years he spent with tears. Not just crying, because of his love that never welcomed. But the cry of sorrow Fariz Maher Putra Atmaja. Friend and Imam whom he wanted.

"Your love may be strong, but my heart is weak to see your wounds. Please meet him, if you don't give up. The grave is in a sense impossible to welcome!" sheila said, Fariz silently looked up at the sky.

Dark and cold as friends in his life. Sepi without a brother, far from parents who love him. Fariz lived in a world empty without love. Fariz survives with only one holy and sincere love. The love that made her strong through her lonely days.

"I'll stick with this taste. Enough to see him strong the reply I need. I'm not asking you to stand with me. This love hurts, but I'm happy with this feeling. Vira is like the moon I want to look at, but there's no way I can hold her. My love is strange but real. He was strong and weak in my footsteps. Staring at him has treated my wounds. Calming the burning anger in my heart!" fariz said, then turned his body into the car.

Cecil was stunned staring at Fariz's back. At first glance he held his chest slowly. It feels like a terrible pain. I wanted Cecil to scream out all his pain. But everything is not as easy as his expectations. Once she says love, she will lose her friendship with Fariz.

Cecilia Saputri Pratama is a beautiful woman, the sole heir of the Prawira family. Graceful and educated like Vira. Born into an unusual family, but chose a simple life with Fariz. They are in the same school in SMU. Vira never knew Cecil, his friendship with Nadya. Close your eyes to another relationship. Cecil was nothing more than a little girl in High School. He nodded at Fariz in silence. But all that changed, when Cecil attended the same campus as Fariz.

Fariz and Cecil decided to work for the family-owned company Cecil. The company Fariz is leading as CEO. Cecil chose to sit next to Fariz. Took Fariz in silence. It is a love that cannot be expressed. I don't know when it will be revealed? Cecil chose to love Fariz with tears.

"Just as I am will endure this feeling. If you stare at Vira, I cry at your pain. Your love is sincere and firm in only one name. Instead my love sincerely accompanies your sepimu. I'm sick of saving this love, but it hurts more to see you hurt. Happy, hope in my imperfect love. Even with tears, I am ready to take you to welcome your sincere love!" inner Cecil pilu. Then get in the same car as Fariz.

Fariz got into his fancy car. Almost every night, Fariz watches over Vira without Vira noticing. Fariz was going home, when Vira went into her room. Fariz easily watched over Vira. He had asked his entire staff to look after Vira. Fariz's power and authority easily made his staff submissive. Vira never realized, Fariz was behind all the privileges he got.

TOK TOK TOK

"Get out!" shout Vira.

When Fariz turned his head, he saw Vira standing next to the door of his car. Cecil was no less surprised than Fariz. He saw clearly the anger of Vira. An attitude that can no longer be masked, as if a bomb is ready to explode. Fariz clumsily opened his car door. Fariz is unable to meet Vira at this time. Cecil got out of the car following Fariz.

"Where did you go without greeting me? I've been waiting for you to see me all this time. But you keep quiet not flinching. Even on my last night in town!" vira said loudly full of emotion.

"The virus!"

Plaakkk

"Viraaaa!" cecil shouted furiously. Cecil ran to Fariz. With all his might Cecil pulled Vira's body away from Fariz.

He pushed Vira backwards. Cecil cupped Fariz's face which Vira slapped. Cecil was angry at Vira's rude attitude. Gently Cecil touched Fariz's cheek. However, Fariz brusquely brushed off Cecil's hand. Fariz was angry to see Vira staggering back.

"The virus!" fariz shouted to hold Vira's body. But too late, Cecil's push was too hard. Vira's tiny body staggered back rapidly. Unstoppable, until there was a hand holding his body.

Nyuuuttt

Cecil was stunned looking at Fariz, he patted his chest softly. It hurts to see Fariz's anxiety on Vira. Fariz's rough attitude was like salt on his wound. The matter is unbearable.

Cecil took a few steps back. Staring at Fariz's anxiety on Vira. Wounded with indifference Fariz would suffer. Cecil couldn't believe it, Fariz would forget his tears so easily. He realized he never meant anything to Fariz. But Cecil is still a woman who needs a sigh, not just a cold and ignored attitude.

"You're fine!"

"Sir Azzam!" vira lirih.

"How's Fariz doing?" azzam said softly, Fariz silently looked closely at Azzam.

Suddenly Vira releases Azzam's embrace. He walked away from Azzam and Fariz. Two heirs to the Atmaja family who are now part of Vira's life. There was a sense of wonder and disbelief, seeing Fariz and Azzam in front of him. Coincidence that cannot happen without intention.

Vira shook his head in disbelief. Azzam and Fariz stood in front of him. Fariz who's been watching the last week. While Azzam who did not start when in this city? Vira was in disbelief staring at Azzam and Fariz at the same time.

"You are in this place. There is no way you guys just happened to meet. Or I'm a fool never realizing you're there!" vira said softly, shaking her head in disbelief. Vira feels stupid, when he never knew the existence of Azzam and Fariz.

"Vira, I can explain everything!" fariz said agitatedly seeing Vira's disappointment.

Thousands of needles stuck right in him. It was very painful to see Vira's disappointment in him. Fariz walked forward to Vira, but his footsteps stopped. As Vira stretched her hand forward. As if asking Fariz did not approach him.Vira felt deceived and disappointed, not at Fariz alone, but Azzam.

"Vira, we can talk good!" azzam said, Vira shook her head weakly.

"You're both great, playing with my heart like a soap bubble. You blow and then blow and then you think of it as the wind!" vira said, then Vira walked over to Azzam. He stared fixedly at Azzam, the man who fathered his son.

"Azzam Auliqa the son of Atmaja, the priest I chose. But never thought of struggling to reach me. Only silence and anger are proof of his love. As if all of that makes me happy to feel cared for. In fact you are wrong, I have never been happy with your attitude. I'm tormented by your silence, I'm distressed at your anger. I tried to reach the height of your status, all for the sake of self-esteem commensurate with yours. Proof of my love for you. So that no more anger will hurt you!" vira said loudly in front of Azzam.

"You, Fariz Maher Son of Atmaja. Friends who filled my days. A sister-in-law who never wanted to admit me. The love you said made me feel guilty and helpless. You heirs of the Atmaja family, have the same blood and disposition. Never thought I was hurt by your love!"

"Vira, you better calm down. We're talking good!" Azzam.

"I won't calm down when I realize you're treating me like a fool. The brother was secretly watching me. As if I didn't believe in my loyalty. My sister kept me, without thinking about meeting me. I want to look at his face just once. I want to apologize for all this time!"

"Vira you're wrong, I'm fine!"

"You're okay, I'm not good. Living in guilt. Because of me you're getting away from your family. Because of me you are tormented by your love. You'll never understand me!"

"Vira, don't go!"

"Sorry Brother Azzam, your love is too scary!" sahut Vira then passed.

"It's not my love that's scary, it's you that's too precious!" fariz said, almost inaudible.