
DUSK dewy show the real situation how cold the PUNCAK HAMLET is today, the drizzle of rain down adds to the vibrant heart that is being hit to worry, he said, along the way home, my memory is still tightly adrift with my sabahat.
The grandmother who had walked beside me did not speak at all, as if she was expelling her excessive worry about my feelings, who was still thinking about Naysa.
I know Grandma is a smart woman who plays to hide her feelings, and she is a woman who is so slick to hide all her worries including her feelings for the grandson of the Master.
His kindness was so great that felt by me and my grandmother, the house I occupy now is an empty land that is just loved for us to occupy.
There are so many good things that He has given us in Our lives.
And now we cannot do much to save Naysa the grandson of Nyai from the ferocity of the disease in his senses until it ends in death.
I can only worship it through the do'a in every prostration of my night, I can only scream deeply into the solemnity of my do'a-do'a chants.
OH LORD.., I love him.Let him live so that we can always be together in sharing our joys and sorrows.
Suddenly these tears flowed down the cliffs of my lips, my vision was suddenly shattered by the swift tears that forced out.
Grandma turned my head and just stroked my back she seemed to be trying to strengthen me, even though she didn't speak but her touch said something to me to keep me strong.
I wiped away my tears as soon as I could in the courtyard of Nyai's house and the basket full of tea I put it down for me to hand it over.
" Mom War how many sacks today ?" Ceu Dedeh asked Nyai's accomplice to ask our arriving grandmother in front of him.
" Today the tea is just a little bit of Ceu, I only sapped two sacks and the same is this two baskets only." Said Grandma while shaking to the ground holding back fatigue.
" It's okay oruh mak, if tired mah can not be imposed." Speak to Deweh while noting something in his book, while I still stared at the door of Nyai's tightly closed house trying to know the news of Naysa today.
" Where is Ceu ?" Grandma asked while clinginging her gaze in line with me.
" again to JAKARTA Mak." Sahut's short.
" JOURNEY ?"
Ask me and grandma in unison.
" Yeah mak, it was dawn he and his family went to JAKARTA." Clearly, Dedeh made it clear.
" What's up Ceu ?" I can't wait I feel anxious about this news.
" Said tea to ngobatin Neng Naysa." Obviously, Dedeh is relaxed.
Suddenly my mind feels tormented hearing Naysa treatment to JAKARTA, as bad as it is at this time so it must be taken to JAKARTA ??
Questions fluttered through my mind.
" Was Nay really sick, huh Ceu ?" I asked again more and more curious, Ceu Dedeh seemed to remember something.
" Lacking or ceuceu mah An,tadi ceuceu see neng Nay already recovered kok, even mah he tea can already walk alone to the car." Obviously Ceu Dedeh remembered the existence of Naysa with his innocent attitude.
Huuuh..., a little relieved when I heard the explanation from Ceu Dedeh, that means Naysa is fine I thought while staring inside the door of Naysa's magnificent house.
" Kasian ya Neng Nay, now he often sick mulu." Speak Ceu Dedeh while removing some 50 thousand pieces of money and thrust it in front of my Grandma.
I smiled blandly.
" Yes, may Neng Nay get well." My grandmother's words chimed in with her body language hinting at such a deep sadness.
" Oya mak, Almak War tea knows if neng Naysa is sick what ?" Re-question Ceu Dedeh stared at the various questions to my grandmother.
For a moment, my grandmother and I looked at each other, trying to hide our true feelings, and we would not tell what Nyai had assured me and my grandmother.
" Atuh Mama doesn't know Ceu." Sela Grandma immediately rushed to tidy up the sling.
" nyai's father, he seems to be very worried about his grandson getting sick." Speak with a face so sad.
" It must be Ceu, his only grandson." Sela Grandma smiled bitterly.
I am still silent as I continue to pray for the best for Naysa's recovery.
" This mother tea money later if there is still a lack of the same Nyai aja well, the important thing is I have given you the two sacks first well." Speak ceu Dedeh friendly.
" Dad Ceu." My grandmother answered briefly.
" Come Ann !we're home." Take my grandmother as she got up from her seat and walked away, I just nodded and followed my grandmother's footsteps from behind.
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A week has passed I am still anxiously waiting for news from Naysa, every time I deposited tea to Nyai's house I always wished Naysa had come home and brought news to the miracle of his recovery.But that hope was always dashed when the fence of Naysa's house was always closed.
The shadow of Naysa's beautiful face suddenly appeared in my mind.
From a small age to growing up nothing has changed from being a Naysa, she remains beautiful and charming, how perfect the LORD created her, she said, the beautiful and lively face that was so entangled in treasure and with the abundant wholeness of affection from her extended family often made me feel jealous in my silence.
But I do not deny, this gratitude I still say, even though I live with all the heat like this but I always feel it is very happy, because life has its share, each of them, Naiysa is indeed the most loving friend whom she has always shared with me.
From childhood to adulthood he never made me sad, he always made me calm when I told him about the pain of my life, he always encouraged me to stay strong and rise from my downfall.
Oh Nay. If I may ask the LORD, I wish to change places with you so that you may remain for your family and I think I feel selfish with my current situation.
" Of..!"
Call someone surprise me from behind.
That voice I recognized him very much, a soft voice but I called out to him strongly.
" Nay.."
my thinking.
Impatiently, I quickly looked over and I saw him.
Naiysa smiled at me with a smile.
" Nay !!! Nay you're home ?" Hysterical sounds.
Looking at me in disbelief.
Naysa nodded with a small smile.
I impatiently walked over to Naysa, so happy to see his smile back.
I look fixed to the face of Naysa who looks still pale and a little eyes still moist, his cheeks look a little taper.
" You, yeah, I'm worried about you, you're asking." My words were a little furious at Naysa's annoying prank attitude.
" See.hihi.. " Nasha was giggling at the reaction of my attitude.
" Anna.Because I'm just a soy sauce eatua until fainted." Sela Naysa while holding tightly to my hand.
" Yes I know that, but I was anxious and panicked to see you unconscious." I said with annoyance.
" Hihi. , , , 'I went to the hill and forgot my stamina." Sela Naysa kept smiling looking at me.
" I don't want to take you again tomorrow." My sulking.
" Loh why ??? I was just a ketchup doang An and now it's fine." He said while showing his health.
Aahh Nay if you knew how scared I was to see you lying unconscious and it made it hard for me to breathe.
" Y !! how to talk about An ?" Suddenly Naysa poked my waist until I was shocked and realized from my daydream.
" Ohh, I'm surprised !!." I'm pretty loud.
" Who is Hayoo dreaming ?" God looks at me flirtatiously.
I nodded with a wry smile.
" I'm worried about you Nay, but I'm afraid you're taken to JAKARTA, I think you're very sick." Saying slowly.
" I went to JAKARTA, my condition chek, and it's fine." He said with full pampering.
" How strange is it An ? Both father did not tell me what my illness was, they always said if I was just soy sauce, when we went back and forth to the tea hill, I was always fine. Can't be tired now ? is it because I'm old, huh ?" Obviously Naysa continues to nyerocos.
I fell silent and listened only to Naysa's long oblation, when my mind was sick to hold the day so deep.
" But hopefully I'll be in therapy I can heal." Naysa said quietly, he looks still lethargic.
I'm just amiinin without commenting.
" Where's Mom ?" Ask as often.
" Mom's not feeling well anymore, so I'm the one with the tea today."Saying slowly.
" So you're alone ?" Naysa asked in astonishment, I nodded with a smile.
" You are a great woman." Naysa said as she pointed her two thumbs at me.
I silently stared into my best friend's face.
You are the greatest woman, in your pain you still remain calm and cheerful Nay, I said deeply.
" Nay, I pray that you're healthy." I do it by looking at my dear friend.
" Amiin !! thanks for the prayer, An." Reply Naysa while smiling knots at me.
" Don't have to see that dehh, where use me andangin I really dalem again, because I want to go anywhere." Babe Naysa as if she wanted to tell me.
I grinned as if at the funnyness of my best friend who was always flippant.
If only you knew Nay, what I'm feeling right now, I might not be able to hold this cry anymore, pretending to be okay in the middle of your pain, which at any time could have been your pain taking you from my life.And that's a very painful thing for me.
Batinku.
" I know what you look like ?you are a fragile person, if you are sad a little surely you usually mewek, so do not be so rigid that is." Seloroh Nasya giggled.
For some reason Naysa suddenly said with a what I really feel right now.
" Do you know what I'm feeling right now ?" I asked with a bland smile.
" Mmmm, you are, you are ! afraid that I'll lose me..?" Her chattering was without burden and with a small laugh.
I was surprised and I was really surprised by Naiysa's joke that was so honest and innocent.I just swallowed my saliva with all my strength and could only gap without saying another word.
" Isn't it ??? the proof is that I went to JAKARTA before you were immediately upset." Naysa said with a big laugh.
I can only laugh bitterly between happy and sad mingled into one until it is difficult to distinguish it.My lips feel stiff for me movement.
" Anna !! Mommy didn't take tea today ?" His voice suddenly emerged from the direction of the warehouse gate.
I turned and turned my body towards him.
" No Nyai, Memak happens to be not feeling well today." My answer is respect.
" Satian Mom, she's soaked like her." Nyai looked at me softly.
" Say Mom don't be too cape-cape, tar rich I fainted loh." Babble again Naysa while smiling amusedly, and it pisses me back.
Nyai and I looked at each other, but we quickly laughed.
" You're mah Nay aya wae." My welcome is a little upset.
" Nay's been taking medicine ?" Nyai asked staring at Naysa.
" Have Oma.Oya Ambu the same father has not returned Oma ?" Tanya Nasya approached towards Nyai.
" So they called Oma, they said there was an event at the village office so it's a little late to go home." Clearly Nyai smiled gently.
" Hmmm, if that's what I am tonight." Naysa told me to stay at his house again.
" But Nay, Memak is not feeling well anymore and I'm afraid he's alone." Saying stammered.
Naysa's pretty face scowled at my indirect rejection.
" Hmmm, if I don't come to your house, An." His eyes looked at me with pity.
I was surprised and turned to Nyai who also grinned in shock at the request of his grandson.
" Nay you're still sick baby, you'll spend the night at Anna's house." As soon as Nyai sent me to forbid it, I agreed to Nyai's words.
Naysa glanced at me in annoyance and I just nodded and smiled gently at Naysa who seemed to pursed her tiny lips.
*Connected*