Show One Star to NAIYSA

episode 25

 

I DON'T KNOW what feeling made me able to come together to arrive at Nay's house with Dika, I still stared stiffly at Dika who came with a bunch of roses in her hand.

 Dika smiled even though it looks forced, I hope Dika can slowly forget his feelings towards me, even though it takes time to do it.

I tried to behave appropriately even though the gaze of Dika slightly shook this feeling back, it was difficult if I had to remove this feeling just like that, I realized that this was not all of my will, she said, but fate says something else.

" Haii An.." said Dika as he got off his motorbike and approached me who first arrived in front of the courtyard of Nay's house.

" Hey, you just arrived ?" ask me a little bit of a bitch

" well, are you here alone ?" ask Dika while clinguka looking for something

" yeah "my answer was short, Dika began to tease me with a satirical look.

" Panji is not your anterin.." he said while playing the key of the bike.

" why should see ask him." I asked in an annoyed tone

" now you'd rather be among the promised ?" he said it again with his attitude that began to make me keki.

" when did you get to bummer ?"

" since you disappointed me." he replied as he stepped ahead.

" Witha, I'm the same Panji nothing to do." I said while softly.

" sure...?" asked Dika with a little teasing to me

" Dika..." as I was with a laugh, Dika just looks grim regardless of my feelings.

" ehh Dika, Anna... You guys can come together...?" sapa Nyai poked out from the direction of the gate

" yes Nyai, coincidentally.we are one way..he.." interrupted Dika with a slight chuckle and a flirtatious glance at me. I did not speak only smiling shyly embarrassedly.

" Nay Da Nyai ?" ask me fast

" he just finished chemo again, it's still the same mama papahnya." said Nyai while letting me and Dika enter.

" ayoo come in,, !" take Him in kindly.

Dika and I were directly in between to Nay's room, Dika and I were silent to each other not kidding each other somehow like there was a distance that began to limit this taste, and so on, there was a sense of awkwardness that ambushed me arrived.

Nay was seen wearing a scarf around his neck and a pich-colored sebo covered some of his hair that was starting to look thin, his face now looked so swollen, maybe it was the effect of his own chemo, my heart screamed when I saw Nay's condition that was slowly decreasing.

I hope Dika can say his guess today, hopefully the flower is for a special gift for Nay, who knows it becomes an encouragement for Nay.

" Nay...!" call me as I approach him quickly.

" Anna.." Nay replied with a deep smile at me

" you're beautiful with this snebo.."

" don't taunt me.."

" i praise you instead of teasing you." as I smile sweetly at Nay who looks lethargic.

" how are you doing today ?"

" just like this." interrupted Nay while looking at Dika yan standing in front of Nay.

" you guys come with see?"

" know Anna, but we don't make a pact with An.." said Dika while looking at me who was silent.

" oh.." said Dika hanging he glanced at me with a slightly stiff gaze.

" ahemmm.." I said mendehem and a little flirtatious towards Dika.

" ciee.. There's something degdegan ni like.." my god while standing behind Nay, I quickly give the Code to Dika who still looks dazed.

" Nay, someone wants to express his feelings nee." I said as I gestured towards Dika by pleading to express love to Nay, Nay looked misplaced to her, how many times he allowed his scarf and sneb.

" An.." screeched Dika looked at me questioningly. I gestured back by closing both my palms on the chest trying to plead again with a clear look of face, I motioned back, Dika looks to catch his breath and the look of his face looks resigned.

" Nay.." said Dika as she froze in front of Nay's wheelchair, Nay looks mismatched and her face looks tense.

" What is this see ?" nay asked while looking at me.

" Nay. I want you to know something from me." said Dika in a soft voice

"i love you." said Dika while giving a bunch of red roses in front of Nay.

" waw.so sweet, it seems to be to the point really.." as I pretend a little happy, I hope Dika not forced to do it, Dika, Dika can love Nay with all his heart without having to make a show or be forced.

" An.." cried Nay holding my hand on his shoulder.

" i can't say a poetic word to you, I can only say all this through this bunch of flowers Nay,, "

" O Allah An. I was moved," said Nay, wiping his tears as the ground slowly flowed in the corner of his eyes, I was moved to see it even though a small part of my heart was slightly scratched.

" you guys are compatible." I asked slowly, Dika looked at me with an uncertain feeling, I tried to reply with a sincere smile, she said, look me in the eyes as if I don't mind a little what Dika has done.

" are you sure of how you feel, Dik ?" tanya Dika looked at the nanar towards Dika, She was speechless staring at Nay.

" i don't want you to love me out of pity for Dik" Nay said with his wet gaze

Dika split her gaze towards me she felt like she felt guilty for expressing her feelings towards Nay.

" no Nay, I love you for who you are, I love you sincerely,,"

" sure ??" asked Nay while looking inside Dika

" so sure.." said Dika while grabbing Nay's hand and in his hand tightly, I can only resign in happiness to see Nay cheerful again.

" An... don't break up it's our friendship, even though I'm the same Dika love each other." said Nay with a raucous voice

" no Nay, Dika loves you her right, and even if you love each other I have no right to forbid, I'm happy to see you together" I explained by crying, although this cry was not a happy cry, it was a cry of destruction that was deep within me

let Nay be happy at the end of his life with Dika, because I believe my heart can recover even without the love of a Dika.

Nay pulled my hand and put it on Dika's hand, I was bowed when Dika looked at me still with eyes full of love.

" i hope we continue together, even if tomorrow or later I am gone" Nay said softly

ohh Nay. I have to cry how much more for your condition, it feels like this mind really screams every time it hears the words spoken by you.

I fear the loss of the one who is always there for me, the one who is always there when I suffer, the one who is always in front of me when some people insult and blaspheme me, so I hugged him tightly regardless of his condition.

" oh my LORD loves him, give him life so that I can be with him longer, I want to be like when we were little, no suffering, there's only a laugh that always colors the day with him."

my screams inwardly so so.

roaring non-stop, I realized that time cannot be repeated all the memories, now there is only half the rest and seconds are very stressful and frightening for me.

I'm ready to lose Nay this fast, these tears are so hard I'm gonna keep all flowing nonstop.

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