Show One Star to NAIYSA

TSBUN Episode 21

" How about Naysa An ??"

I flinched after Grandma's voice broke the silence.

" Granny's home ?" As I was quickly wiping away the tears that had not stopped soaking these two cheeks.

" You crying ?" Ask Grandma to listen well to my face that has been slammed.

I didn't answer just nod slowly and immediately hugged half of my Grandma who was still standing looking at me, for a moment Grandma took a deep breath and gently rubbed my hair.

" Survings are painful." I said slowly while crying.

" Learn to always be iklas, because we can't afford to change all this Anna." Gentle grandma said as she placed the tea basket beside me.

I slowly let go of her embrace and wiped my tears with the end of my shirt.

" Granny always says to you, whatever is outlined in this life, it is the destiny of the almighty, the more you release it, the more quality of your life you will be,grandma is sure Gusti Allah is planning the best for An, and this temperament will ease what you will live." Obviously Grandma while looking at me with full gentleness.

I was lamenting my feelings.

" Anna's not ready to let Dika go.." I'm lirih.

" But Dika is not the best for you, so stop regretting it.Grandma knows you're Anna's strong tea." Say Grandma while standing up and take a glass of water from a blue teapot and drink it until it runs out.

" Don't you cry anymore ?? have you eaten ?" Grandma asked me.

" Anna's not hungry." My answer is still soft.

" Take comfort in Anna, don't make yourself sick, there's something more precious than a Dika, the one who's always by your side..." Reply grandma smiled knot.

I sighed staring at Grandma with various feelings, my grandmother's words really poked me, all this time I was ignoring her feelings too much.

" Ah Grandma, Anna can't imagine if Grandma's not next to Anna." I said as I spit on my Grandma's shoulder,

" So don't be too deep in loving someone because it can only make you disappointed, so it's worth it.." Added Grandma while looking at me who was still leaning on her shoulder.

" ### How's Neng Nay?" Grandma switched the conversation.

" Alhamdulillah, Nay already human Nek,Anna was very sad to see the condition of Nay at this time, it would not be if Anna could not grant his wishes Nek.." Saying slowly.

" Do what makes you feel good, but remember you have to take care of your feelings as well." Connect Grandma while drinking the water in the glass. I can only smile bitterly trying to reconcile the feelings that have been at war with this ego.

Yes, just for the happiness of a little friend of mine, I must be willing to destroy this self-position.

I intend to visit Naysa again this AFTERNOON and I hope Naysa has recovered today.

This time I deliberately brought a basket of cooked strawberries, the red color blushed like cinderella lipstick, my feelings were a bit better after my grandmother gave a new understanding of the meaning of a feeling, she said, yahh although Grandma looks conservative but her thinking power is still able to exceed her age limit.

Slowly I walked towards the room where Naysa was in the care, after I had already gotten the info from the receptionist that Nay had been transferred from the ICU room to the usual room, I heard the news was getting more relieved, I'm sure Naysa has started to improve again.

After a few room numbers I checked I finally found the room that I maxdu.Slowly I approached the doorknob, but suddenly I was restrained, from the inside came the roar of a voice that I very familiar,, for a moment

peeking from a glass, Seen Dika is trying to calm Naysa who still looks roaring inexplicably.

I was surprised, what happened to Naysa ?I try to look closer.

" Let me go !!! letn !! " Raung Naysa looks out of control, so Dika looks overwhelmed.

" Patience Nay, patience ! there's gonna be a way." Sela Dika while continuing to block Naysa who wants to get off her bed.

" Why is this happening to me Dik ? why ? and I have to how's hiksss ?" His screams are getting out of control.

I stared bitterly with an increasingly chaotic feeling.

" Plis Nay, you calm yourself down it's Nay, calm down !! " Excited Dika unreservedly hugged him tightly between the arms of Naysa, I was more and more fixated on staring with a million feelings that were increasingly flogging in my heart.

I have to be strong, and I try not to be jealous, my love is deep.

Intrigued by what had happened I tried to keep listening behind the glass of the room.

" Silent Nay.Ok you have to calm down." He said Dika in the middle of his arms. While Naysa was in Dika's arms without resisting.

" I'm going to die, Sister.." Isak Naysa was still crying.

Deekkk.......

Surprised not to play I listened to what Naysa said, if Naysa had known what had happened to him at this time.

Naysa has found out about her illness ??? Inner wondering.

" Anna !!

Suddenly Nyai's voice surprised me from behind, I quickly turned to Nyai who was standing not far from me, the look on her face looked sad again and made me more and more unfazed.

" Yes..." Pekikku worry.

" Ann, Nay already knew that she was sick with leukemia, from this time she cried, and tomorrow morning she started in chemotherapy An.." Said Nyai in a sad tone.

Lemass all these joints of my body heard Nyai's words.

" Oh Allah. " She was slow, with my mouth shut with my hand.

" He was crying hysterically after learning about Nay's current condition." Sela again Nyai.

" Who told Nay about this Nyai ?"

" Doctor An, the doctor asked Naysa to be ready for chemo." Reply Nyai lirih.

" So Nay knew now what the pain was, I was very sad to hear it Nyai."

" O Anna.Nyai regretted this, Nay should not have known this." Said Nyai in a sad tone.

" Nay was devastated." Reply with a feeling no less sad.

" Oya Anna just arrived ?"

" Yes Nyai, I just found out that Nay has been moved to his ward."

" Yes just now Nyai stayed for a while to take care of all the costs of chemo tomorrow, but fortunately Ada Dika who can calm Nay." Say Nyai while gawking towards the room.

I smiled lightly and followed Nyai's gaze that was gawking towards the room.

" Nay's still crying Nyai.." As I turned towards the glass of Naysa's room, Nyai momentarily peeked out of the outside glass, her face turned even more sad when she saw Naysa crying in Dika's arms.

" Nyai was worried that this could make Nay's situation worse." Reveal it with grief.

" I hope GOD will do wonders for Nay's recovery.." As I was in a sad tone, Nyai embraced my shoulder as she shed her tears.

" why should Naysa be sick ??" Nyai lirih said her tatpan looked far away, and it was able to shake my feelings.I can only be silent without saying anything more.

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NAYSA the lovely, friendly girl she was the nicest girl I have ever known, but now her face is not as happy as it used to be, the last time I saw her beautiful smile in the rose garden, his smile was so wide that it stretched wide to the end of the horizon decorated with rainbows.

Her happy hue was so strongly emanated from her cute facial expression that her jelly.

I saw the aura of her beauty was getting out when happiness approached her feelings with Dika, yes Only a Dika who was able to make her smile as beautiful as that.

The curly-haired girl looked spoiled sitting on her wheelchair, though she smiled but her smile faded no longer showing her neatly arranged and pretty teeth, there was only a single smile that appeared at certain moments.

When I was present beside him I always pretended not to want to know about the disease he was feeling even now I often let Dika accompany him more often.

" Anna. " Call Naysa to begin the conversation, I turned and looked at him flatly.

" What's up Nay ?"

" Why did Nyai and Ambu and Dad not tell me before this will hurt me ?" Ask by looking at me inside.

I flinched but tried to neutralize my feelings.

" What are you sick about ?" I asked full of pretense.

Naysa was seen throwing away his gaze with a face full of disappointment.

" Don't you pretend like them..?" Flat talk.

" I'm serious Nay, I always thought that you'd be okay." My reply was again trying to convince Naysa's feelings.

Naysa took a deep breath and for a moment closed his eyes with a variety of feelings.

I know it's very hard for him.

" I'm sick Leukima An." With a heavy voice.

I was silent but my feelings were broken.

" Do you know what pain is ?" Naysa asked, looking at me, I just shook my head with a plain face.

" It's An's blood cancer, and all of a sudden it's late-stage, which means....." He said not immediately, He looks down staring at the tip of his toes.

" What determines one's life is the LORD.." My sergeant quickly.

" Yes and the one who gave this destiny is also the LORD." Sela Naysa with her two eyes began to tear up .

I felt the heat in my heart.

" A....!" Call Naysa gently.

" What's Nay ?" Reply lirih.

" I guess I'm getting bored in my house all the time." Naysa said as he slowly got up from his wheelchair.

" Where are you going ?" I'm anxious.

" I miss your room An." He said as he slowly stepped closer to the glass window of his room.

" But you can't go anywhere, Nay, so I'm the only one here." I said I was holding Naysa's body which still looked frail.

" I want to tell a lot of stories about you and I miss your room, your window, and your star.."

My heart suddenly screamed at Naysa's words that mentioned my star.

Star ??? Is Dika the star I want Naysa ??

" Nay, you can tell me here, no one can sniff, just calm down. " My words smiled lightly.

Naysa shook his head and bowed languidly and buried his head deep.

" To date, it seems like Dika has not felt what I feel An ." Sissy speech.

I frowned trying to understand Naysa's feelings.

" You mean ?"

" It seems like Dika just kasiah see my current condition An, all this time he was good to me yes because he knows my condition like this.." Reveal it with an increasingly sad face.

" Oh, it's not like that Nay, maybe he needs a good time to express his feelings.We never know someone's heart, right?" My words tried to calm Naysa's heart that was in disarray.

" I don't know !! all this time no words of love were spoken from his feelings, is it possible that he was afraid of my current condition? so that he's afraid to love me." He said again with a more discordant tone of voice.

" It's Nay, you better not think too much first !dika's problem later also he will say what he will say, I'm sure if Dika secretly likes you.." Imbuhku with a smile knot.

Naysa looked at me and suddenly she looked at me long.

" Is that sure you are, if Dika would like me ?" Ask Nay quietly.

I stammered back at her gaze that felt so suspicious of me.

" Hmm it's just my belief.Some of you are beautiful Man who does not like to see you, including Dika one of them must like you too." I said while smiling.

" Ahh your habit is to make people fly their nose haha...." Naysa said while chuckling, again I saw him laughing widely.

" When he used to be so mean to me, I kept An, but every time I said this feeling, he always switched my conversation, maybe he still thinks I'm his best friend.." Guman Naysa was left wondering.

" Maybe he's just waiting for the right time Nay." As soon as again.

" Yahh, I'm hunting dead." Babe Naysa lightly.

I sighed, wanting me to shut her mouth so she wouldn't carelessly speak.

" Nay you don't joke rich !!" Gertakku.

Naysa smiled lightly.

" You'll be healed and I'm sure of that, I always pray that you can heal and get married to Dika.hehe.." I said with an indistinct smile.

" Ah Anna.so very sweet do'anya, wish me the same marriage Dika, thanks ya !!" Naysa said while embracing me spoiledly.

" May God hear our do'a-do'a." Reveal it with great taste.

" Amiin." Reply to Naysa while releasing his wound.

" Oya Panji how is it now??, handsome loh now he." Sela Naysa while looking at me teasingly.

The corner of my lips widened when Naysa again discussed Panji.

" Hmmm...." My reply was uncertain as I held my shoulders high.

" Kok that anyway !! don't you have a real crush on him." Said Naysa while rubbing his own hair and tidying it with his fingers.

But immediately his facial expression turned frantic upon seeing the hairpin on his fingers, Naysa was shocked.

" O Ann !! my hair." Pekik Naysa while showing the hair that fell on his fingers.

I was no less surprised, until a while I looked at him in disbelief.

With an erratic taste then Naysa pulled back his hair and this time more hair fell out.

Naysa's eyes were wide open and barely blinking at the changes that had happened to her hair.

" Anna my hair is falling out..." Naysa exclaimed hysterically, unconsciously he was seen shedding tears, and his face looked terrified.

" Nay.Nay you calm down, don't panic !!" my sergeant's fast

" How can I not panic my hair fall out, later...." His words hung and he hugged me tightly, as if he was feeling a deep fear threatening his life.

I can't say anything else but just cry to see his current condition.

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