
I sat not far from Naysa who was still asleep in her unconsciousness, I unceasingly offered a do'a so that Naysa would wake up.
I looked closely at Naysa's face, which was still closed, and again the breathing apparatus was connected to his nose.
A moment later, Naysa slowly opened her eyes and looked straight at the sky of the room, and before long she shifted her eyeballs to look at me, I jolted and happily looked at her.
" Nay...!!" Call me while you sit closer.
Naysa looks grimacing.
" Oh my head hurts a lot !! " His groaning as his hand held the back of his head.
" Nay just rest ! " Say said, justifying Naysa's blanket.
" I'm in the hospital again An ? what's wrong with me An..." He asked with his body attitude to wake up.
" You just fell asleep!! " My Sergey quickly restrained Naysa's body to stay asleep.
" Oh An !! until when do I keep this up ?" Tanya Naysa stared at the ceiling of the room.
" You don't mind much, you'll definitely recover Nay." Imbuhku.
" A...!" Call Naysa to take my hand.
" What's Nay...??" ask me with a worried tone.
" I've been cape in chemo all the time, is there really no other way but in chemo ??" Ask in a soft voice.
" Nay, it's for your recovery." Short reply.
" But it doesn't make me comfortable, my hair is getting gray, my skin is dark and my body is getting shrunk." He said with a bitter feeling.
" Nay, if you recover later you will come back rich first anyway, you are still beautiful." I tried to encourage Naysa.
" Yes, you just rest first." As I stroked Naysa's head.Nasya nodded slowly.
I stared sadly at the part of Naysa's head that now had her hair slowly thinning, her face was swollen and began to swell in the eyelids and her cheeks.
I could only cry inside without even letting out a single tear in front of Naysa I just wanted to show that I was okay.
" Do you know my condition now ?" Tanya Naysa glanced at my wine.
I'm shaking.
" I haven't told you she's Nay."
" Don't An, just let it go." Sergeh Naysa with a facial look harbored sadness.
" Don't my dad tell him, let him get you here.." Answer smiled.
" Don't An ! no need to." Reject Naysa again while holding my hand.
" But..," I said hanging, Naysa was seen shaking her head while smiling face-to-face at me. She gestured not to tell Dika.
I sat down next to him again, just breathing so hard as I continued to stare in the sky of the room.
" Nay baby....!" Suddenly Mother Naysa broke through the door of the room with a visibly anxious face.
" Ambuu !!" Pekik Naysa.
" The impulse says, you don't go away first." Said his mother while peeping Naysa's forehead affectionately.
" Nay tired at home keeps mbu." Sela Naysa stared at the spoiled mother.
" It's a good thing you went to Anna's house, if you go somewhere else you don't know if you faint." Naysa's mother said she looked a little upset mixed with sadness.
" Nay's friend was just Anna's ambush." Naysa smiled lightly.
" Thank you so much Anna has taken Nay to the hospital." Naysa's mother said warmly.
" Together, Anna will do anything for Nay." Answer me slowly.
" So sweet you An. " Chelleh Naysa glared at my heart.I just smiled knot.
" Ambu beg you, from today you do not go anywhere else, if you want to talk with Anna let sarif pick Anna up at home, you do not want you for anything else." Obviously Ms. Naysa is a little threatening.
" Yes Ambu, May promise." Answer Naysa gently.
" An, thank you for nemenin Nay.!!" Naysa's mother thanked me again.
I just nodded with a smile.
" ### Oya, have you eaten An ?" Ask Naysa's mother to look at me.
" I ate already.?" Reply slowly.
" You want to go home? let mang sarif take you home! it's late anyway, maybe you'll take a break." Naysa's mother said as she looked at the clock in her hand.
" Well, let me go home first." Pamitku while smiling.
" Thank you An.Be careful on the road." Naysa replied with a smile.
A few minutes later Mang Sarif was waiting for me in front of his car.
BARA fire slowly began to warm part of my body, once I was busy with my provisions preparation, The fire felt so warm and at least able to expel the cold that was so piercing throughout the body,this is how my morning in the peak hamlet is always covered with cold weather.
" How about Neng Nay ?" Ask Grandma in the middle of my morning activities.
" Thank God, Grandma, last night's rumination." My reply turned to Grandma who was standing not far behind me.
" Grandma was anxious to see how An was, that it was afraid ." My grandmother looks innocent.
" Nek, I know Anna's disease in Nay's dera is quite dangerous, what else Nay has stage 4." I'm lirih.
" What tea stage is An ?" Tanya innocently my grandmother stared questioningly.
" The extent of Nek's illness and Nay's illness is the last." I am clearly with pity.
" When is the last time ?" Ask Grandma with a panicked looking face.
" Yes could have died, Grandma, but I wish Nay a miracle of her healing." I said with a trembling voice.
Grandma was full, she seemed to take a deep breath after hearing my words.
" Mashallah, Anna Grandma is really anxious to hear it." Grandma said while looking at me.
I didn't answer just to cover my lips deeply.
" Oya An, are you on the metic today ?" Ask grandma with an erratic facial expression.
" Yes Nek." Answer's short.
" But if Neng Nay nyariin you how ?" Ask grandma doubt.
" No way, Nay's still in the hospital, I've told him anyway so he has to rest a lot first, Grandma, and Anna doesn't want to bother him, either,so today Anna's meticulous with grandma." I said as I hurriedly stuffed all my supplies into my little rangsel bag.
" Alright then, hopefully Neng Nay will recover." Reply Grandma while approaching and stroking my shoulder.
" Aamiin Grandma.." I answered slowly, smiling.
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SANG MENTARI slowly came out of the platform, and its rays began to warm my whole body, I walked down the path staring intently at the grass that was partially blocking my view.
Fresh air broke through the cracks of the leaves, the morning air that was dewy wet blowing on my face, the birds chirping merrily unpretentious welcomed the bright this morning.
Upon arrival on the hill I did not delay any more time, langung entered the rows of green-fenced tea stretched, morning dew fell between the ends of the leaves that swayed when they were touched by passers-by, drip straight down to the ground with a soothing sparkle.
Slowly I began to choose tea shoots that grew so fresh.
The sun began to rise with its sharp rays piercing on the surface of the skin, fatigue began to sway me, and the painless feeling that slipped in the joints began to spread at my feet, after the bus in a few hours ago. With quite a heavy burden on my shoulders and I walked sally towards the maturation of the tea hill, trying to unwind my fatigue.
A basket of tea was full of barking beside me, a little to invite the wind came me fan-fans hat I was wearing, likely there will be a small wind blowing slowly my body that has been sweating, he said,yes, at least I can clean my body.
Suddenly there was a fresh wind coming at me, the wind was strong enough that I felt, I realized from the taste of the fresh wind I felt and tried to check the direction of the coming of the fresh wind, I turned, I looked, and Panji smiled at me with a cute little fan in his hand.
" Panji !! " She smiled stiffly.
" Are you angry, huh ??? " Sanya still pointed her fan at me.
" Thank me !! To make it more delicious." He said as he thrust the little fan at me.
" It's so funny, it's automatic ?" I asked while watching the funny thing.
" Well, that's a fan that's using a chasan Na." Obviously Panji while sitting next to me.
" By what are you saying here, by the way ?" I was a little curious about the presence of Panji in this tea garden.
" Find you ! " His answer, looking at me.
I grinned in wonder.
" Come for me ??" I replied surprised as well as feeling geer.
" Yes !!" Reply Panji smiled knot.
" What's up ?" I asked, and I threw my face away to hide my hue.
" Just kangeen." Babe Panji lightly.
I was stunned, when my eyeballs rounded and then turned to look towards Panji who was looking at me.
Taps......
My gaze collided with his gaze, and this action managed to make my entire body tremble uncontrollably.
I quickly turned my gaze in another direction, avoiding things I did not want.
Ahh, Dika Panji is not much different they are men who are full of surprises and always be gentle, even though I can only be this close to him, he said, but anyway I can not avoid if there are similarities that I see from Panji and Dika, they are both romantic, although Panji looks a bit more cute but he is able to make me gier.
" Why are you even bengong Na anyway ?" Suddenly Panji's voice broke my daydream, I gasped and was a little embarrassed to stare back at Panji's face.
Instantly my face blushed.
" Now papa ! " I replied gerogi
" May I miss you." His words again confirmed his words.
" Are you too happy." My reply slightly blushed in embarrassment, to be honest there was a sense of ge-er slowly sneaking in my heart.
" Why ?? how about lebay ?" Tanya Panji cengengesan looked at me.
" Pake says miss everything, who are you?" Meanyaku.
" If I really miss you how, even though you're nobody, but that doesn't mean I can't miss you dong." Tempt again Panji while still putting on his sweet smile.
" Yes, but that's not it either." Saying slowly.
" You're the one who doesn't want to ! Reply Panji continues to make me more and more unbecoming.
" Have Nji !! you don't get any clearer." Tepisku while again limiting the fan to my face.
" Anna,anna.You're still not going back."Guman Panji with an amused smile towards me.
" I'll be back in two days." Said Panji staring straight at the tea plantation there.
" Then ??" I hesitated to look towards Panji.
" I want to take you to the rose plantation." Said looking at me.
" What do you do ?" I finally looked at Panji too.
" Well, just make you play !why don't you want to ?" Panji looked at me softly.
I sighed and turned my eyes back.
" I don't think I can do Nji, I work." Answer's short.
" A day off can dong."Sela Panji fast.
" But I'm afraid Grandma has to be alone." Reply slowly.
" Hmmm, What if later your grandmother I love money, yes itung-itung for compensation of your daily income with your grandmother." The Banji proposal offered her kindness to me.
I looked again.
"Nji !! " Squeak me round my eyes and stare at Panji.
" I'm sorry I can't be like that." Reject slowly.
" I want to play with you, just this once Na." Panji looked at me seriously.
" You don't like it if I invite you to play ?" again Panji asked with a serious look at me.
" It's not like that, but me,..." As I hung, suddenly Grandma was behind Panji and he appeared without my knowledge.
" Apparently you've rested first An, Grandma tea from earlier nyariin you, kirain is still methik." My grandmother said by taking down the tea basket from her sling.
" I'm sorry, Grandma, so Anna felt really tight on her feet so don't want to have to step aside first and look at Nek for a moment." I answered smiling flatly, I felt bad to see Grandma when I was with Panji.
My grandmother stared long at Panji.
" Who is this ?" Ask Grandma while trying to pay close attention to Panji.
" This is Nek's banner, he still has sodara with Juragan Kos nek." Obviously stammered.
" Sodaranya juragan Kos ??" Ask grandma wrinkled.
" I'm Mr. Burhan's son brother of the boss of Kos." Sahut Panji explained.
" Oh yeah, Grandma knows.That means cousin is the same Den Dika ?." Ask Grandma so innocently.
" Fright, I'm Dika's cousin." Panji Clear.
" Oh yes, the impression is still there are similar Den Dikanya." Reply Grandma nodded.
Me and Panji just stared at each other.
" Then Den Panji here what's up ?? did the Panji tell Juragan Kos to come here?" Ask Grandma curious.
" No, Grandma !! I just happened to play this way again, all of you look at my father's estate that wants to be sold, and accidentally see Anna again ngadem I would drop by." Clearly Panji occasionally turned his head towards me with a meaningful smile.
" Oh kirain tea has a message from the boss Kos for Grandma." Reply Grandma as often.
" Oh no way Grandma, just by chance passing by." Said Panji while looking at me motionlessly.I can only smile expressionlessly.
" Rest first Grandma ! let the cap be reduced." Pannji said stale.
" Yes, if it's this hour the body asks for rest." Sela Grandma with a flat smile towards Panji.
" Oya Nji then I continue the tea again huh. Lahian has been quite tired nih capenya reduced." My love was stiff, so why suddenly I felt wrong with my grandmother near me.
" I am going to ! " Say the Panji just like that.
The look on her face looks as crisp as me and Grandma looked at each other with rigid eyes as well as astonished at Panji's attitude.
" No Den Panji, Anna doesn't have to be in hot weather anymore." Sela Grandma meaningfully smiled teasingly at me.
Ahh Nek her smile forced me to tell her about Panji if she was home later, although Grandma did not ask directly but I saw so many cues visible from her face and it painted a question that pretty much mirrored my honesty.
" It's okay, Grandma, all I want to know is how rich good tea is." Sela Paji looks to be starting to force.
" O." Oo." Grandma said hanging, she was seen nodding her head while smiling meaningfully at me.
*Yeah LORD !!
Totally mispaired for him, my Grandmother did not forbid Panji at all not to come with me.Ahh this is the same grandmother gave the opportunity for Panji to be closer to me. my smile in my heart while smiling with a smile all by myself.
I don't know !! why did the feeling suddenly flow, there was no worry emanating from the look on my Grandma's face, as if there was a new hope that had opened up for me*.
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