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episode 27's

I am still standing on the edge of the cliff of tea hill, I let go of all the fatigue on this hill, it feels like the sepoy breeze is sending me to a longing that calms my soul and my mind, I want to feel like I crossed my childhood again, there is only pain when it fell on my knees not on my heart now, falling heart is full of risks, my eyes spread down the green valley, the, the expanse of tea plantations stretched across the blue horizon, the breeze gently blew the ripples of my hair, I still remained silent unmoved trying to let half my anxiety be blown by the wind, this body felt fragile, I was still silent, it felt like I wanted to throw away the tiredness that enveloped my heart, when my ability was being tested, I could only think hard to be able to finish off a hand that I was experiencing right now, he said, the hand that was so incredible was difficult for me to take.

My mind was so far wawed that I somehow thought it was better to lose a Dika than to lose a little friend of mine whom I had considered more than a friend, but fate said another,, my little heart is distraught over this fate, it seems that I will lose two at once with this reality.

for a moment I closed my eyes trying to pray that I would not lose both of them.

" What are you feeling right now An..?" I was surprised when I opened my eyes when Panji was in front of me and asked me.

" Panji, I'm so shocked." I said as I stroked my chest.

" i'm sorry I surprised you" he said with a smile

" What are you doing here ?" ask Panji with a slight shift and stand parallel to me

" hmm. no.." I answered briefly.

" when a person is pensive alone there are only 2 possibilities.."

" What is that ?" ask me to interrupt quickly.

" again missing someone or desperate, which position are you in ?"

" haha..so you know nji ?" as if by slightly diluting the atmosphere to make it look more relaxed.

" seriously.there must be one you're feeling.."

" what if two of them are there??" I said with a glance for a moment Panji who was still staring towards the stretch of hill at the bottom there.

" uhhh... very hard test.he he.." interrupted Panji with a little chuckle.

" every life will have its tests." again

" for sure, it's up to us to react to it.." my answer was slow.

" oia... How is your relationship with Dika ?" asked Panji while looking at me, for a moment I did not answer just staring questioningly at Panji why he had to ask about Dika.

" why??, you must be wondering why I know your relationship ?"

" yes... are you asking or fishing ?" as it were

" button,, ??? I just ask Na." said Panji while allowing the collar of his jacket to cover his neck that felt cold, I just fell silent not reply to what Panji said.

" Na... You ever negrasaain not we're sacrificing a squeeze for someone else ?" she asked with a serious face looking at me

" you mean ?" ask me with a little twist of my eyeball towards Panji who is still standing beside me. I shook my head with a little disinterested at all with Panji's question.

" well. I've loved someone, but I can't have it, even I have to pretend to be indifferent, indifferent to him, even though I love him very much." explained Panji as he continued to look at the horizon.

for a moment I tried to digest what Panji said, and there was indeed little in common with what I was feeling right now.

" hold on ??" I began to wonder

" i can't have it, until this second I'm still waiting for him." said Panji senejak turned my head, his eyes clashed with my eyes, Panji's eyes look twinkle.

" so you've been in love with Nji ?" I said as I immediately threw away his gaze and threw away a little bit of my grog.

" ha.ha.your question is Na, I have a heart that of course I have ever fallen in love." said Panji with a crisp laugh.

" but I saw that you were so cute, arrogant again and I think you like to distinguish between friends" I said with a stiff smile

" that is. I was forced to make a show of this taste.."

" the charade, why the charade ?"

" it's my circumstances that force me to do it."

" hmmm it looks like what you've been through I've felt it." slowly.

" Oooia ?? who are you playing for ?"

" huhh......!!!" I did not answer just sigh while trying to hold tightness in the chest that slowly land asked to come out.

" just tell Na, who knows I can help." said Panji as he turned to me

" do I not want to be late in this matter ?" I said while turning my body.

" you pretended to break up with Dika right ?" sela Panji quickly, for a moment I was surprised instead of playing and stopped my step footing with the statement that Panji revealed.

" you mean ?"

" i know everything Na.." said the pennant turned me who was still behind him.

" know what ?" ask me while turning my body and back facing him.

" i know all about Dika Na." said Panji with a relaxed look.

" Panji..you mean what ?" my question is facing straight towards him.

" Na, you chose to back off for Nay ?"

"........" I was surprised to hear the words of Panji, my round eyes grew as the words of Panji filled this heart.

" You never know if Dika is still my cousin.."

" O LORD, you don't joke Nji" I said in a true tone of disbelief.

" for me what good is joking, if you do not believe just ask the same Dika Na," explained Panji while looking at me, I just fell silent in disbelief to hear it.

" Why did I get along with you, why did I cheat on you, because I was competing with my own cousin, Dika asked me not to approach you, he liked you from the beginning of the move he came here, Dika asked me not to approach you,, so I don't want to fuss with him." again Panji told me about his story first.

I just watched with shock that I never expected at all.

"O LORD what a surprise is this for me." My heart deepened.

" you never know it, right?, which is why I'm not friendly and not friendly with you, but I love you very much Na, before long Dika present." said Panji with fixed eyes, look at me, I was really surprised at him, Panji really did vibrate my Adrenaline plan, I felt so big hearted, and I thought only Dika could love me for who I am, the proof is that Panji I never imagined before if his feelings were for me, and now he says what he felt for me as long as we were children to this day.

" I am willing to sacrifice for others Na, my feelings are broken for the sake of others" Panji said while looking down sad, at a glance I caught the look on Panji's face looking deep.

" I never knew it.." I'm a liar

" ah that's just the past." said Panji while looking up to the sky there.

while I dissolved in my memory a few years ago, ever since Dika was present in my friendship with Nay, Panji did feel different he often dodged and slowly changed his attitude towards me, he slowly changed his attitude towards me, even after Panji school is not getting more indifferent and like what Nay said he looks so mysterious, even until when Junior High school he really looks arrogant to me,, I just think Panji does not like me very much, and just assume Panji is a voting man, in fact he had always just wanted his brotherhood to be well-established with Dika.

" Yes..!" call Panji surprised me.

" how are you even dumbassing ?" ask Panji while stepping slowly on the land.

" Pennant.. Panji wait.." call me while following him from behind.

" banner..pardon me, all this time I've been bad to think of you, I think you really don't like me.." I said while accompanying the step.

" you don't have to apologize, let all this be a memory for me." said Panji as he continued to move on.

" but I often curse you in the heart, because you're too arrogant, I Dan Nay always call you by the name of so mysterious man." I explained with a little bit of strangulation.

" it's important you don't pray for me who's ugly "

" no, " as if smiling.

" please pray that I am the same you can be with.he.hee.." said Panji while looking at me seductively, suddenly my face suddenly flushed to listen to Panji's tease, Panji, I also just smile while hitting the small wrist of Panji, while the banner only smiles cheerfully while looking at me.

In the middle of the fun I was joking, I realized when there was Dika staring at him from earlier in the direction of me and Panji, the look of his face looks really filled with anger, his gaze looks not like towards Panji.

" Sister." I cried with the heart was was was.

" Hi Dik, "greet Panji while approaching him.Dika did not answer he just smiled wryly looking at Panji, while I was still busy with my feelings of anxiety.

" i go first, yes." said Panji while patting Dika's shoulder who was not at all interested in replying to Panji's words.

" Na. I first ya.." said Panji with a smile knot towards me, I just nodded my head without saying anything.

Panji walked away from me, occasionally still looking at me who still looked stiff in front of Dika.

" What is He ?" ask Dika with Datar.

" no, we just happened to meet here ?"

" it just so happens that it seems like a really cool thing" he said with a bit of cynicism.

" Dik , why if I'm close to Panji, he's a good person too ko, not like what I thought before."

" so you just realized ?"

" why see you, you don't like me being close to Panji ?"

" well, that's your right.."

" hold on ?"

" i don't like to see it."

" Dika, now that Nay is already your girlfriend, so please take care of the competition."

" i can't change my feelings yet."

" slowly, I'm sure you can." I said as I tried to step up.

" i want to go home, "my goodbye is a little stiff.

" i'm taking An.."

" thank you, sir, I went home alone." I said slowly.

" A..!!" calling Dika in a limp voice, I turned my head and looked at her.

" i need time to love Nay. "he said softly, I fell silent and went back without responding to Dika's words and I just passed away leaving Dika alone with his anxiety, there's no more race for me to stay, I just want Nay to be happy no matter what, that's all that's on my mind right now.

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