Show One Star to NAIYSA

TSBUN Episode 22's

 

I DON'T KNOW what feeling I could have come along with Dika to Naysa's house, I still stared stiffly at Dika who came with a bunch of roses in her hand.

 Dika smiled even though he looked forced and I hope Dika can forget his feelings towards me, even though I need time to do it.

I tried to behave appropriately even though Dika's gaze slightly shook my feelings back, it felt very difficult if I had to just erase this trace of feeling, I realized that this was not all of my will, she said,it is destiny that says something else for me.

" Hey An.." Sapa Dika while getting off the bike, then he approached me before long who first arrived in front of the court of Naysa's house.

" Hey Dik, you just arrived ?" I asked a little bit.

" Yes !! you're alone here ?" Dika asked while clinging as if he was looking for something.

" Yes, I came alone." I answered briefly, Dika smiled funny, and began to tease me with a scornful look as if she did not believe my words.

I stared in annoyance at Dika's attitude.

" Panji isn't your anterin ?? " The Celotebnya while playing the key of the bike.

I expected it, if he would question it.

" Darah !! why the hell should she ask him ?" I asked in an annoyed tone.

" Well, right now you'd rather be with her, right ?" He said again with his attitude that began to make me more and more keki.

" When the hell did you get to bum gini rich ?" I asked by staring.

" Since you let me down." The reply while stepping left me.

I was stunned to hear Dika's reply.I chased after her with a feeling of annoyance.

" Dika !! I'm the same Panji there's nothing to do with." My words scowl.

" Related...?" Tanya Dika turned to look at me with a little teasing me.

" Dika...," As if by telling, but Dika only looks grim regardless of my feelings.

Arriving in front of the gate I accidentally collided with Dika who entered at the same time.

" Ehh Dika, Anna !! how come you guys can come together.?" Sapa Nyai poked out from the direction of the door.

" Yes Nyai, it just so happens that we're in. he.he.." Sela Dika chuckled and glanced flirtatiously at me.

I'm not talking just a stiff smile.

" His Naysa is there Nyai ?" I asked quickly and immediately switched the conversation.

" Just got home, finished chemo again.Tuh again with Ambu and his father." Reply Nyai while allowing me and Dika to enter immediately.

" Ayo just come in!" Take Nyai friendly.

Dika and I were directly in between into Naysa's house, Dika and I were silent to each other not talking or joking, somehow like there was a distance that began to limit this attitude.

There was a sense of awkwardness that ambushed me all of a sudden.

Naysa looks so sad, wearing a scarf around his neck he looks so frowned.

There is an unusual appearance on his head, a pich-colored sebo covering some of his hair that began to look thin, his face now looks so swollen, maybe it's the effect of his own chemo.

The shock made my heart scream when I saw the current state of Naysa, the disease took up most of the aura of his life.

I hope Dika can say his guess on this day too, and hopefully the flower is the special thing that will be given to Naysa, who knows it will be an encouragement for Naysa.

" Nay!" Call me while you approach him.

" Anne." Naysa smiled at me

" You're beautiful with this snebo.." Praise me with all the rage.

" Don't taunt me.." Reply Naysa scowled.

" I'm praising you not taunting you." As I smiled sweetly towards Naysa who looked very tired.

" How are you doing today ?" I crouched down next to his wheelchair.

" Like this alone.There has been no miracle" Imbuh Naysa while looking at Dika yan standing behind me.

" Nay !" Call Dika smile.

Naysa smiled as often as she saw the arrival of Dika who was at the same time as me.

" Why did you guys come with tumben ?" He asked with a gentle smile.

" Tau ni Anna ! We don't make a deal with Nay." Said Dika while looking at me who was silent.

Naysa smiled lightly.

" It seems I have another vision, if today there is such a special, sampe bring all the flowers." I said as I glanced at the flowers brought by Dika, Naysa turned her gaze towards the Flowers carried by Dika, Naysa,and I saw that there was a little sweet smile that started to crack from Naysa's pale lips.

" Oh !! " Said Dika not necessarily, he glanced at me with a gaze that was so stiff.

" Ahem." I sneered and smiled faintly at Dika.

" Ciee, it looks like something's really bad." My God stood up again and changed my position to stand behind Naysa.

I quickly gave one gesture to Dika who still looked dazed.

I myself do not know what purpose Dika brought the flower for, but I just try to make Dika reveal his heart right now.

" Nay, it seems like someone wants to express their feelings." I said as I gestured back towards Dika to express her feelings, and I was very pleading for that.

Naysa managed to misalign her, several times he justified her scarf and snack.

" A.." Pekik Dika looked at me full of various feelings.I nodded definitely by giving a second signal by closing both palms of my hands stored in my chest to beg.

Dika looked at me more and more gamang after seeing the look on my face, he again took a breath with the look of his face looks resigned.

" Nay..." Dika said as she froze in front of Naysa's wheelchair.

I turned my eyes in the other direction.Naysa looked wrong with her face stiffened.

" What's this about ?" Naysa asked while looking up and then looked at me.

" Naysa, I want you to know something from me." Speak with a soft voice.

Dika will talk, I'm the tight one.

For a moment Dika looked inside my best friend's face with an unusual look, and it left me a little hurt.

" Nay.hmmm !I love you." Say Dika while giving a bunch of red roses in front of Naysa.

At the end of the corner of my eyes was deep disappointment, but I had to hide it and I kept this heartbreak.

" Wow !!so sweet Dika, it seems to the point really you this." I cried by pretending to be happy, I hope that Dika does not feel compelled to do all this, and Dika can love Naysa with all her heart without having to play for me.

Naysa looked surprised to see the action of Dika who expressed his heart to him.

" Oh !! " Meek Naysa grabbed my hand and grabbed me.

" This isn't a joke ?" Naysa asked, looking at me with a look of disbelief, I shook my head trying to convince her.

" Nay, I can't say poetic words to you, I can only say what I feel about all this through a bunch of flowers." Reveal Dika with unusual eyes.

" O Allah !! I'm moved." Sizzling Naysa while wiping her tears that slowly flowed in the corner of her eyes, I was moved to see it even though part of my little heart was slightly scratched.

" Anna !!" Call Dika surprise me.

I looked at Dika closely.

" You're a witness to what I feel for Nay." He said with eyes that managed to shake my whole feeling.

I don't know, every word that comes out of his mouth is like the tip of a spear that sticks firmly in my heart.

I nodded with a bitter smile.

" You guys are a good couple !!" My grandmother slowly, Dika looked at me more and more erratic, and I only replied with a smile,the look in my eyes seemed to signal that I wouldn't mind a little what Dika had done to Naysa.

" Are you sure of your feelings, Dik ?" Tanya Naysa stared pusher at Dika.

Dika was speechless staring worriedly at Naysa.

I'm the one who watched the tense stand up to the question that Naysa was asking.

" I don't want you to love me just out of pity for you." Imbug Naysa with an increasingly wet look.

Dika divided her gaze towards me and she felt guilty for expressing her feelings towards Naysa.

I tried to strengthen Dika's feelings so as not to change my mind.

" No Nay !! I love you as you are and I love you as sincere as my heart." Reveal it by grabbing Naysa's hand.

" Sure ??" Naysa asked as she stared inside Dika.

" That's sure !! " Say Dika tightly grasped Naysa's hand.I can only surrender in the happiness that Dika gave to Naysa.And I am very grateful to be able to see the cheerful Naysa back.

" Oh !! don't break up our friendship, even if I love each other." Reveal Naysa in a raucous voice.

I nodded with a gentle smile.

" No Nay.When you have the right to love you and if you love each other I have no right to forbid it I am happy to see you together." Obviously I was crying, even though this cry was not the happy cry, but the deep cry of destruction that I felt.

Let Naysa be happy at the end of his life with Dika, because I believe my heart can recover even without the love of a Dika.

Naysa pulled my hand and put it on Dika's hand, I was downcast as Dika looked at me still with eyes full of love.

" I wish we'd stay together even if tomorrow or later I'd be gone." Naysa lirih.

I'm stunned.

*O*hh Nay. I have to cry for how much more, it feels like this mind really screams every time it hears the words spoken by you.

I fear the loss of the one who is always there for me, the one who is always there when I feel sorrow, the one who is always in front of me when some people insult and blaspheme me.

It was so - so I hugged her tightly regardless of her situation anymore.

*O*hh my LORD loves him !! give him life so that I can be with him longer, I want to be like when we were little there was no suffering, there was only a joke of laughter that always colored the day together.

Jeritku.

roaring endlessly, I realized that time could never be repeated and that it would leave behind a memory, and now there was only half the remnants of the struggle in the moments that were so frightening to me.

I realized because I wasn't ready to lose Naysa so fast, these tears are so hard to keep all flowing endlessly.

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