
The cold morning air made me not strong enough to hold the air, the fog so thick still enveloped my small hamlet, the sound of roosters crowing unpretently and alternately welcome the dawn that has arrived.
I still warmed my body in front of the furnace, before I was ready to prepare for supplies to pick tea later.
" Nay, I'm going with the tea meth again, yeah.." Suddenly Naysa was already behind me, I was surprised by the presence of Naysa who arrived.
" You're so excited, Nay's awake ?" Ask slowly.
" Why don't you wake me up ?." He asked while rubbing his eyes.
" I accidentally woke up the weather outside was still cold Nay." I answered while stirring warm tea in the glass.
" What are you doing again ?" Asked Naysa who still looks yawned.
" Whoever supply for later I'm the same Grandma."
" You're tea-washed, I'm coming !!" Sela Naysa was quick.
" No !! you don't have to come anymore, Nay." My Sergei didn't lose fast.
" why? I'm afraid I'm sapped again, aren't I ?" Naysa asked as she sat on the bamboo bale near the furnace.
" Yes !just once you've got me and Grandma freaking out." I reply while pouring warm tea into my little thermos.
" I've been cured An." Naysa again gave an excuse.
" No, no. !!" My Sergey flatly refused his request.
" What's this about early in the morning already in the storm?." Grandma poked up from the inside and approached me who was preparing lunch later on the tea hill.
" Nay's mother wants to come back to the hill.Can't she ?" Naysa said as she rushed towards my grandmother, she hoped my grandmother would allow it.
I shook my head in full gesture towards my grandmother.
" Oh Neng better not take it ! The same mother Anna was afraid of why else neng Nay." It was clear that Grandma understood my cue.
" But Nay tea has been treated or mak, mulu sick time." Say it with a clear tone.
My grandmother and I looked at each other.
" Nyai will surely nyariin you neng, and of course Nyai tea will not allow you to come with us, later the tea Mother who got scorned Nyai and Mr. Father." I clearly stared softly at Naysa,
Naysa looked at me disappointedly. I fell silent and hoped that Naysa this time would comply with my ban.
" Yes neng, the journey to the tea hill is not easy to need vit body power." My grandmother convinced Naysa.
" So I can't come ?" Naysa said in a sad tone.
" I'll take you home." Sela persuaded the gloomy looking Naysa, this time I had to bear to refuse Naysa's request.
" Yes we have breakfast first yes, there is a warm tea just as boiled cassava.Neng like not boiled cassava?" Ask Grandma to switch the conversation.
Naysa did not reply he just nodded with a flat smile.
I'm sorry Nay, I've disappointed you, said my mind while looking at Naysa who began to sip my warm sweet tea.
A few minutes later I was ready with my fighting equipment, the morning dew looks shiny on the lush foliage.The atmosphere this morning is still so cold enveloping my small hamlet.Nay still wearing my swimer he looks to withstand the cold temperatures are so freezing.
Several times I saw him rubbing his palms together.
" Aren't you cold An. ?" He asked while looking at me who was walking beside him.
" Oh cold, but I'm used to it." Reply spirit.
" An, are you sure I can't come?" Ask Naysa again, she's still questioning herself, she's hoping I'll change my decision.
" Nay Engga !! I'm worried that you're coming." My answer is still the same.
" You're afraid I'm fainting again huh." Ask Naysa again while glancing at me annoyed.
For a moment I stopped my steps and turned to Nasya.
" If you go to the hills there's a lot of risk." My reply.
" Can I be sapped again ?" The question is still not satisfied with my answer.
I nodded then smiled knotfully.
" Next time yes. " My words are soft.
Naysa this time did not reply he was just a small nod.
While on my way to take Naysa home, Naysa and I met Juragan Kos and his son Dika.
They seemed to be chatting with one of the tea pickers.
I looked straight at them, so early this morning did the bosses Kos and Dika have gone to the hill ?
In fact, there are some questions that come to my mind.
Dika who unintentionally looked at me, she threw a warm smile at me.While Naysa was so crisp when she met Dika again.
" Wilujeng enjing yuragan Kos ! " Whoa my grandmother with great respect as we passed them.
" Eh Mak War, wilujeng enjing too. " The spokesman replied Kos smiled warmly at Grandma, and the boss of Kos did not forget to share his gaze towards me and Naysa.
" Naysa you're going with the tea metic, too ??" Asked Juragan Kos with a gentle smile.
" Oh, no, I happened to spend the night at Mom's house, so now I'm going home." Naysa replied kindly, then he also glanced at Dika who was not far from his father.
" Oh you want to go home ? who's home, then ?? isn't Anna the same mom wants to get harried ?" He asked again, for a moment I slowed my footsteps and turned towards Naysa.
" Hmm, Anna who anterin I came home a bellboy." Reply Naysa while looking at me.
" How about if Dika alone who brought you home, kasian Anna must circle back, then part of the coincidence we will go to Nyai's house as well.It so happens that the father there is a need with Nyai you Nay." Obviously the boss stared at Naysa.
Naysa and I looked at each other.
For Naysa this is an accident that brings the blessing of being able to go home with Dika.
But to me, why is there jealousy that secretly sneaks into my mind.
But I try to get rid of that feeling.
" Oh, that coincidence ! " I cheered.
Dika glanced at me stiffly in the slightest she did not respond to his father's proposal. He just smiled expressionlessly.
" An..." Call Naysa in a whisper.
I smiled and nodded, agreeing to the call of the cost manager.
" Thank you a lot of previous managers have been willing to take Nay home.Then I and Anna say goodbye first to go to the hill." Said Grandma as she stepped back.
" Yes, Mak are both." Answer the boss of Kos with great authority.
Before I stepped I stared for a moment.
" Dik anterin Nay ya please." My love with a smile, Dika did not answer he just smiled stiffly, as if he was lazy to reply to my words.
while Naysa looked so happy when Dika could drive him home, I also paid a farewell to Juragan Kos and rushed after Langakah Grandma who had quite far left me.
I was still silent down the steps of my journey, my mind drifting towards Naysa and Dika.
There is an unusual feeling that is now controlling my feelings.
I am caught between two feelings, between my feelings of happiness or jealousy.Either those two feelings blend into one in my current feelings, the, it feels like I have not been able to let go of the feeling that is inherent in my heart about the figure of Dika until this moment.
It felt like suffering had to struggle to let go of feelings that meant so much just for the happiness of my best friend.
" Patience !! Grandma's sure you can get through this process, Grandma knows you're not that weak."
Grandma's voice broke my daydream.
" ........." I looked at my nenenk but was reluctant to answer his words, and I was only able to smile uncertainly.
It seems like Grandma does know all my heart so I see the look in her eyes no longer looking at me with various questions, Grandma can already conclude if I can't completely move away from the taste.
" Love doesn't always have to have.." His cell was full of poetry.
I was astonished to hear the words of my grandmother and it managed to make me smile amused at the actions of my Grandmother who this time incarnated like a sidekick who was supporting me.
" Granny can alay too ? " Gumanku slowly shook his head.
this is enough to comfort me even though I am trying to withstand the tightness in the chest.
" Was Grandma's tea never young ? ever been !" Grandma said as she continued walking. Again I can only smile at the attitude of my Grandmother who loved me so much.
" Let's the sun already shining, we'll have bad luck with the tea." Invite Grandma while speeding up her steps, and I soon followed her.
Yes, it is my hope that I have been quieting, and maybe this will never be conveyed, and will continue to be buried until the deadline that I cannot determine.
I was still silent looking at a heart-shaped wood, hanging beautifully on one of the branches of an evergreen tree.
Although it has been obsolete but the writing can still be seen clearly, the carving is still the same as before, when ten years ago and that nothing changed, only the color and atmosphere were different.
Y**aa. This is where I always tell about this feeling of the heart, and in this place also a Dika always accompany me, ten years ago I was so dissolved in my great feelings. Nay never knew how much I loved Dika, this feeling grew as Dika always treated me well and she always looked at me so sincerely.Dika was so special in my life at that time.
All those memories came popping up, alternately adorning my eyes, so hard I let go of that feeling that I couldn't resist this longing,but it seems like I should start trying to learn to forget that feeling, even if it's not that fast.
" Anna, how are you here ??" Naysa's voice surprised me from behind, I almost jumped out of my seat.
I looked at him quickly.
" What are you doing here ?" Naysa looked at me suspiciously.
" You're Nay ! where'd ?" I was a little shocked.
" Answer my question first, not even back to it." Naysa replied looking upset.
" I, I'm just playing, I happened to have run out of straw, so I'm through here, I don't know why I'm going to this place." I smiled stiffly.
" Kangen...??" Naysa asked with a grin, as if she was curious about the answer that just popped out of my lips.
I just reflexed from my own words that made Naysa managed to be curious.
"Eh. uh. euu..." Suddenly I became an erratic wave.Naysa smiled meaningfully.
" Let's not you remember the past again with Panji?, I deh !!" Naysa teased me.
O LORD, why is it like this !! rukuk. Naysa began to discuss the Panji issue again.
" Nay Engga, that's not true ! " My body quickly.
" Ahh you, I am dehh.." again Naysa kept teasing me.
" But I've never been to this place." Naysa said while observing all corners of the place.Nasya shared his entire view and before long he was seen with a beard while smiling a little.As if he was concluding something.
" It looks like this place is indeed very historic for you An." Naysa said, looking at me suspiciously.
I was speechless not answering just lowered my head trying to calm myself down so as not to panic too much.
" Hmmm this place is good." Praise Naysa while not sparing to divide his gaze throughout the place.
I quietly pulled the planks that were blocked by the leaves and pulled them up to break and then I threw them far behind the fir tree.
" I just came here, too, Nay..." My words lied.
" Benerann ??? but what say kangen ?? let's not let this place, where you've made the same banner again and it's without my knowledge." Naysa half whispered to me.
My eyes glared at Naysa.
" You don't think that you're excited, Nay, I often pass by here when I come home from the hill, but this time I accidentally stop by, just past this place is very cool." Obviously with a annoyed tone.
Naysa was seen holding back her laughter while looking at me amusedly.
" Why are you here again ??" I asked to divert the conversation.
" Hmmm, you know what, you know." He replied lightly, I glanced at Naysa with a feeling of annoyance.
" You know An, I'm taking a walk with Dika.Tuhh he again amblicates strobery for me.." Naysa said as he pointed towards Dika who had just come out from the Stobery plantation.
Naysa's face looked as crisp as ever.
Deeck........
I was surprised to see Dika who was walking towards me, then he also seemed to smile after looking at my being.I looked at him with various feelings.
" YOU...??" My toying hangs.
I don't know what I saw made me assume something else about those two.
" We're just walking An." Clearly Naysa was sitting next to me.
" Hey An, I brought strobery, you like strobery, right ??" Sapa Dika looked at me long.
I shook my head with a look, someone was hurt in this heart, whether it was because of jealousy or because of happiness to see they could walk together.
" What are you doing here ?" Ask Dika while sitting in front of me.
" I.." My words were stifled.
" Anna seems to remember the past again Dik.." Cut Naysa quickly he again teased me, I glared and tried to give a signal so that Naysa did not exaggerate the problem about Panji before Dika.
" Oyaa ??" Reply Dika was seen to be pretending to tease me.Smiling her as if she knew would be the mass then being discussed Naysa.
" Sir, you know the banner, right ?" Naysa asked while looking at Dika seriously.
I was more and more stunned by Naysa's question.
" Panji ?? which child ?" Ask Dika again with something in mind.However, look her eyes as if she was hinting something against me.
" That's the look of the automotive child.Nah it turns out Anna was secretly fancied Panji." said Nay innocently.
GOD...... !! My squealing around Naysa really made me go awry.
Something changed from the look on Dika's face after hearing Naysa's words.
When he looked at me long he tried to wait for the real answer from me, his eyes turned agitated.
..." That's not true, Dik !! Nay's exaggerating, I'm just....." I paused my words and I also intended to refute it but again Naysa immediately cut my sentence....
..." Ikhh you how the hell An, kamaren night you say, you have the same feeling Panji now so-soan not ngaku.Kamu mahhuh." Denied Naysa while continuing to nyerocos.Dika still silent, and I also saw clearly the reaction of his attitude completely changed....
..." Nay, the pliss." Pekiku while pinching his thigh and then Naysa was seen grimacing in pain after I pinch the little thigh....
" You guys out for a walk ? looks like there's something you're hiding from me." My words diverted the conversation and divided the view between Naysa and Dika.
Nasya glanced at me flirtatiously and then smiled meaningfully.
" Ahem.." I sneered, then glanced at Dika who was still looking at me with various feelings.
" Hii hii.., you've got An." Sela Naysa looks shy.
" Cie cie, you two road tumben ?" I'm trying to tease him to divert Dika's attention from Panji's problems.
" I just take Dika circling the plantation, ehh he ngajak through here, he said here there is a grove of strobery, I just know An here there is a garden strowbery." Obviously Naysa while smiling sweetly towards Dika.
" The mass of Nay, you just found out there is a grove of strobery ?" I asked while shifting my seat to lean on a large wood.
" I used to come here a lot, Nay." Sela Dika looked at me.
" Mass anyway ?? but how come you never brought us both here, when it's nice place." Naysa said as he got up from his seat and then he walked closer to the evergreen tree.
" Nay !! there's something better than this place." As soon as I quickly got up from my seat and pulled Nay's hand.
" Where is ?" Tanya Naysa furrowed her two eyebrows.
" There !!" Point me north.
" There is a garden of jasmine and roses." I clearly glanced at Dika who was still silent.
" Why do you know, there is a flower garden??, the more suspicious I am." Naysa asked more and more astonished, then he also looked mesem-mesem towards me.
" I just went through there, Nay." I replied with a smile, trying to be calmer.
" Dik we go there yuk !! " Take Naysa while the Replex pulls Dika's hand.
I gawked at the unfolding events, Naysa was so familiar with Dika that she dared to pull her hand out.
I sighed and tried to set this feeling, I couldn't possibly be dislikeful of Naysa's attitude towards Dika.
But I was relieved, Naysa did not come closer to the evergreen tree and saw the name carving that was behind the tree wood.
Naysa whined to ask Dika to accompany her to the place I showed her.
Dika smiled flatly then before he left he had time to look at me and he just looked disappointed at me.
I don't know what she's feeling right now, I can only guess if Dika has been disappointed with what I told her a few days ago.
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