Show One Star to NAIYSA

TSBUN Episode 15's

 

TOO dramatizing, I wish I could escape this feeling without suffering, and I wish I could take it off sincerely.

Well maybe someday I will be able to find love other than a Dika.

 Before this feeling gets any further, I have to end it immediately.

I gasped when Grandma was in my room I was still staring at the sky far away from the window sill of my weathered wood room,I immediately wiped away these tears that still felt wet on my cheeks, Grandma had a long look at me watching me every move.

" Granny..," I said with a deep smile, I was surprised at the sudden presence of Grandma in my room.I turned my eyes and pulled the shutters and slowly closed them tightly.

" There's Neng Nay downstairs." Said Grandma still looking at me with various feelings, I know Grandma is investigating into my situation.

I frowned then looked at Grandma in surprise.

What's the matter with Naysa coming here tonight ?

Tanyaku.

" Nay... ?? it's Nek's night." I wondered at Naysa's presence.

" Can't I go to your house ?" Sela Naysa poking behind my Grandma.

" Nay it's night !outside cold tau, tar you in the wind, you....." Hanging.

" You will be sick later ? why napa later ! ikhh you are rich Nyai aja long time ago.." Cut Naysa with a whimper.

" Nay that's not Nay." As slowly.

" Mom, long-time grandson of this rich mother doctor huh ! forbid me to go anywhere.This can't be that's not." Naysa's words further bent her face.

" Maybe Anna is worried about you, Neng Naysa." Grandma replied while still looking at me softly.

" Tuhh, you know." As I confirmed Grandma's words.

" Yes yes.I know that.But may I stay in your house again ?." Pinta Naysa while smiling spoiled.

My eyebrows shot high and then looked in wonder at Naysa.

" Mom, can ya Nay nginep again here !" Her request while whining begged my grandmother to let her stay back at my house.

" The Pliss !!" Pinta again Naysa pleaded.

Grandma just smiled gently at Naysa, then Grandma nodded her head in approval at my best friend's request.

" Thank you Mom. !" Cheers Naysa happy.

Soon Grandma quietly came out of my room, while Naysa sat on the edge of my bed.

" Why not tomorrow night anyway Nay ?" I said with a worried tone.

" Who's anterin you're here ?" Tanya was impatient.

" Kang Umar." Naysa replied as she approached me.

" I was here this afternoon but you haven't come back from the hill. Tumben once you get home in the afternoon." Naysa said in my body.

I gasped to hear Naysa coming to me.

" Mass anyway?? So you were here this afternoon ?" Manya surprised.

" Yes, and I accidentally met Dika the same papa here, but he was just for a moment, he said he wanted his papa anter back home." Obviously Naysa is flat.

" Have you seen Dika ?"

" No !! just chat for a while and then he came home again, I wanted to wait for you but you even long back home, yes already so I went home first already." Obviously Naysa with a cape-looking face.

" Tomorrow you can come here again, it doesn't have to be Nay's gini nights." Saying slowly.

" Wouldn't !! I want it tonight because I want to tell you the same story." He said while looking spoiled.

I fell silent as I rounded my lips to form a round furup.

" Oh !! " She called slowly, and as usual she came back to the shutters and opened the shutters, but when I had just closed, she did what I did to look at the full sky.

" Hooohh..." His face was filled with a sense of tightness, then he stared so hard up into the sky there.

" An, kok tumben there's not a single star." Naysa asked in half a whisper.

" It looks like the weather's a little cloudy Nay." I answered while looking back at the sky that I looked at a moment ago.

" An..." Call Nay again with a slightly upset look at his feelings.

" What's up, Nay ? you seem to be really nervous ?" I asked with anxious hopes.And my feelings caught the unpleasant gurgle of Naysa's movements.

For a moment Naysa was silent and then he was downcast with a heavy facial expression.I stared more and more ungodly.

" What's up ??" Ask me slowly.

" I'm sorry, I really fell in love with Dika." Reveal it short but able to melt all the contents of my feelings.

Honesty hurts my feelings.

" You really love Dika ??" I asked in a barely audible voice.

Naysa nodded.

" Yes An !" His reply was short a moment later he seemed to blush in shame.

I saw the look on Naysa's face that really felt such deep happiness.

" It would be wrong if I suddenly loved her An?" Ask with a huffed face.

" That's your right, Nay, no one forbids falling in love with anyone." I answered with a bad feeling.

" And you don't mind An ?" Naysa asked with a deep look at me. I smiled blandly.

" I'm the same when you're just friends, if you fall in love with her that's your right Nay.." I said in a slightly quivering voice I tried not to get caught up in Naysa's question, and I tried to look fine in front of Naysa.

" But, by the way, I didn't feel it when I said my hopes and feelings, that's what I showed him." He looked at me brilliantly.

" Well, who knows where he might think of what you might be like, Nay, but he's confused where to start." I tried to convince Naysa of his feelings.

The show does require a skil.

" I'm the same she's obviously just friendly, but I'm afraid that she doesn't love me at all An and I'm not sure if she has feelings for me, because of this friendship." Obviously Naysa put on a sad face.

" Who knows if Dika turns out to secretly have a crush on you Nay." As enthusiastic.

" A, have you ever had this kind of feeling ?" Asked Naysa who managed to make me jerk.I frowned and put on a stupid facial expression.

" Mmm...was." Plain babbles.

" Seriously An ??" Naysa exclaimed with a surprised look and he approached me quickly.

I was rock conscious of my innocent speech just now and it could make Naysa curious.

" Ama who ? ko you don't talk to me if you ever had a crush on someone." Said Naysa.

" But that was Nay, forget it !" My words regret my babbling, I'm sure this business will be long.

" Anna is evil !! you're hiding something from me ?" Naysa said with a serious look at me.

I**just !! all business so long, I regret telling the truth this time, Naysa is a woman who does not want to be lied to.

" Nay, it's first..." Again with a face no less serious.

" Cieee...., Am I right ??" Babe Naysa teased me.

I flinched then turned to look at Naysa quickly.

" Nay !! how dare I have a crush on him.You ngaco." My sergeant was fierce, but somehow I felt this face flushed when Naysa teased me.

" Haa haa haa !! " Naysa was seen laughing crisply at my reaction.

I looked at Naysa with a heavy feeling.

" It's also okay An, that's your one time." Always laughing looking at my attitude that suddenly looks clumsy.

" It's not funny ah ! " My guman feels annoyed by himself.

" Well, you have a crush on who, if not Dika ?" Ask still curious.

I was silent trying to remember who the right man I made my hero victim.

Suddenly a name appeared in my memory.

" Pennant..." Cetusku.

" What ???? pennant !! the mysterious guy ?" Naysa seemed to be in disbelief at what I said.

I nodded uncertainly.

" Aahh you An full of hands if you really have a crush on each other guys." He said by shaking.

" But that was Nay." As I try to keep the show just to convince her feelings Naysa.

" But pennant gateng also really, just that he likes so mysterious that and he's the hardest guy if in codain, jutek again.But by the way he's now where ya ?" Naysa asked curiously.

" You miss him ??" God smiled.

" Ha ha, you have a crush on me who misses me anyway, weird !! " Guman Naya while folding her two hands on her chest.

" It's Nay's night." I said, staring out the window again.

" Oh !! how fun it is to be in love with that." Guman Naysa while smiling meaningfully.

" Fat in love is fun, but falling really hurts.be careful." As I lay my body on my mattress.

" Hii hii hii, falling really can rise An, but if falling in love is not necessarily able to rise again.What else if his love is unrequited, sick An." Naysa said while sitting next to me.

" The window's closing again." Let me glance towards the window.

" Let it go, let me see my star tonight." She lay down beside me.

" Cold Nay." Sergeahku fast.

" There's a blanket, or I'll hug you." He said with full of jokes.

" So weird." As I turned back to him.

" Oh !! if the LORD gives me a chance, I wish I could have his love for Dika and surely this is the most beautiful gift I have." Naysa said while sticking her back on my back.

I fell silent with an increasingly sad feeling.

" Keep on ?." My question's short.

" If the LORD had not allowed me to be with Dika, I would have felt that my life had been a waste." He said again with an unusual intonation.

I'm getting depressed about what Naysa has to say.

I turned my body and faced Nasya on his back.

" Na is Nay ! What you hope is sure the LORD will give you what you want, you just pray." I said with an unsettled feeling.

" It seems like my time is not long anymore An." Say it lightly.

There was a great rustle in my blood circulation and at once my feelings felt lully denied to him.

" Don't scare me." Segahku fast.

" I feel something unusual inside me. An." Answer Naysa quietly.

" Naysa, we just pray, that you'll be fine." again in a voice that gets heavier.

" Hope." Answer in a soft voice.

A moment of silence only heard a few moans of the night animals that adorn the atmosphere of this cold night, my feelings fly with my daydream as well as Naysa, his mind flew with his daydream.

I resigned to this situation, I realized Naysa needed Dika more for now.Spirits of his life are so meaningful for him.

I couldn't repay Naysa's kindness all this time other than that I risked as much as I could for Naysa.

Inwardly I was tucked into a promise to make Naysa happy in my own way, even if my feelings should be at stake.

I closed my eyes, something fell from the corner of my eyes, a clear circle dripped from my eyes, for a moment wet my pillow cloth,and I also fell asleep in the silent contest and the hope carried by the night wind.

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