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TSBUN Episode 23

I am still standing on the edge of the valley of the hill of tea while releasing all the fatigue in the heart that is turbulent.Wind blowing sepoylikan it feels like he is lifting me to a longing that calms my soul and my mind, I wanted to cross my childhood again, because at that time there was only pain when I fell.

The pain that hit my knee is not in my heart as it is now, I shook my head with a broken feeling, it is a heart that is full of risks.

My gaze spread throughout the green valley, the expanse of tea plantations spread across the horizon, the breeze gently blew the ripples of my hair I still remained silent unmoved trying to let half my anxiety be blown away by the wind.

This half of the body feels fragile, it feels like I want to throw away the fatigue that envelops my heart, when my abilities are being tested, he said, I can only think hard to be able to stop a hand that I am experiencing right now, a hand that is very extraordinary difficult for me to take.

My mind was so far wawed that I somehow thought it was better to lose a Dika than to lose a little friend of mine whom I had considered more than a friend, but fate says something else and my little heart can only think of this fate.

This time not only losing my best friend it seems I will lose both at once (Love) with this reality.

For a moment I closed my eyes and tried to pray that I would not lose both.

" What are you doing here ?." Ask someone's voice to surprise me.

I flinched then opened my eyes and turned towards the owner of the voice.

I was surprised when I saw Panji was suddenly beside me.

" Panji ! you surprised me !" I said stroked the chest.

" I'm sorry I surprised you." The reply smiled knot.

" What are you doing here ?" Ask again Panji looked at me.

" Hmm.., nothing." Answer's short.

" When a person is pensive alone in a quiet place there are only two possibilities." Panji turned back to me.

I frowned raising the height of my eyebrows.

" sthat mean?" I asked to interrupt quickly.

" Can you miss someone again, or are heartbroken.And you are in which position ?" Ask Panji with a smile teasing me.

I swipe, and throw a wry smile.

" Heem..., so you know nji !! " Gumannku with a little joking to melt the atmosphere so as not to be too serious.

" Seriously Na, there must be one of them you're feeling right now." Reply Panji tried to lure me.

" What are the two of you going through??" I said with a flirtatious glance towards Panji who was still staring off the stretch of tea hill.

Panji turned to look at me and looked at her intensely.

" Ohh !! it's tough on the test he he.." As long as I chuckle.

" Every life will have its test." He continued with a smile again.

" That's for sure and it all depends on us responding to it." Jawbku.

" Oya,by the way, your relationship is the same How is it ?" Ask Panji while looking back at me.

For a moment I was silent when the question surprised my feelings.and I chose to be silent and not answer, only I stared questioningly at Panji why he had to ask about Dika to me.

" Why ??you must be wondering why I know your relationship ?" He said with a smile for sure as if he knew what was really going on between me and Dika.

" Are you asking or fishing me ?" I stared at the usual.

" Fishing??? I don't think so, I'm just asking Na." His reply allowed the collar of his jacket to cover his neck so as not to get cold.

I fell silent again and refused to reply to what Panji asked me.

" Oya Na, have you ever felt like you didn't sacrifice for other people's feelings ?" He asked with a serious face looking at me.

Back my forehead skin was wrinkled by it.

" You mean ?" I asked by rolling my eyeballs towards Panji who was still standing beside me. I shook my head with an attitude of no interest at all in Panji's question.

Before Panji answered, he was seen smiling to himself with various other feelings in his heart and it managed to steal my sense of rudeness.

" Well like I've loved someone, but I can't have it, even I have to pretend to be indifferent even to him, when it's obvious that I love him very much.." Clearly Panji while continuing to stare far away at the horizon there.

For a moment I tried to digest the words spoken by Panji, and there seemed to be little in common with what I was feeling right now.

" Then ??" I asked with curiosity to start shoving my head.

Panji averted his gaze and looked straight at my face.

" I love someone, but I can't have him until now I'm still looking for him, and waiting for him.." Clearly Panji is so straightforward.

I turned my head and the look in his eyes collided with the look of my eyes, the look of Panji's eyes seemed twinkling at me, the look of the eyes that I could not just interpret.

" And !!! you're in love with Nji ?" I asked while throwing away his gaze to throw away a little bit of my grog that suddenly held me after Panji's gaze stuck in my heart.

" See.ha.haa !!"

Suddenly Panji laughed at my question.

I stared increasingly uncertainly.

" Why are you laughing ?does my question make you funny enough ?" I asked in an annoyed tone.

The banner was still laughing and then he shook his head with a smile.

" Your question is Na.I love someone not fall in love anymore." Reply Panji while laughing continues to make me more and more wrong.

" Mass anyway, can you fall in love ?" Olokku held a scorn towards Panji who was still laughing.

" You think I don't have feelings ??" He asked in the middle of his laughter.

" But I'll see you used to be so cute, arrogant again, and I think you like to discriminate friends" As I smiled stiffly.

" That is, I was forced to make a show of this feeling.." Answer with a different intonation.

" Theatricals ???why the theatrical ?" Ask wonder.

Panji shrugged both of his shoulders in a resigned manner.

" It is circumstances that compel me to do so." Answer's short.

My eyebrows met at one point, giving the impression that I did not understand what the banner said at all.

" You understand it ???" Panji asked, looking at me who was confused.

I'm shaking.

" I have to pretend I don't like him even though I love him so much." Definitely brief.

I gawked after his explanation enough to make me understand.

" Are you insinuating me ??" I asked slowly, why do I feel what Panji said feels flushed into my presence.

" Sneaking ??? Not at all Anna." Sergey Panji with an unpleasant face.

" Hmmm it seems like what you're going through I feel it." slowly, and I buried my gaze into the tip of my foot.

The banner frowned then stared fully in my direction.

" Oyaa you experienced it ?? who are you playing for ?" He asked suspiciously and in disbelief.

" Hufff.....!!!" I didn't answer just sigh while trying to hold tightness in the chest that was slowly asking out.

" Just tell me Na, who knows I can help you." Panji said while patting me on the shoulder.

" Ahh it is !! I don't want to get late in this." Desisku turned her body.

" Anna !!" Call the banner quickly.

" You're pretending to let Dika go right ?" Asked Panji quickly, for a moment I was surprised not to play over the Panji's words.

And I stopped my footing and stopped him from walking again.

" What do you mean ?" Tanyaku.

" I know everything Na." Reply Panji looked at me who was behind him.

I turned my body back and faced straight at him.

She smiled lightly with an unusual face.

" I know everything Na, about Dika and you." Reply to Panji casually.

I'm more annoyed to see Panji's attitude that feels makes the atmosphere more and more unfazed.

" Panji !! I really don't understand what you know about me or Dika?" I asked while facing straight towards him.

" Na.You chose to back off for your best friend Nay ?" Evidently.

My eyes were round hearing the sign.So far he knew of my life.

Why ???

Tanyaku.

" Do you know where ?? " Tanyaku.

The pennant smiled lightly.

" Panji you don't know !! " As soon as I put on a little jutek face.

The banner again just smiled meaningfully.

" Anna, you never knew that Dika was my cousin all along.." Evidently.

I trsentak, recently I found out if Dika and Panji there is a relationship sodara.

" O LORD !! you don't joke around with Nji." My husband in disbelief.

" For me what's the point of joking with you, if you don't believe, just ask Dika." Obviously Panji while looking at me, I just fell silent and still could not believe what I heard.

But ??? I don't see if they still have a sodara bond between them, this must be a lie !! I sat up while staring in Panji's face which still looked so relaxed.

" And you know Na ?? why was I so jutek with you ? why am I so funny to you ?because I felt like I was competing with my own cousin, Dika asked me not to approach you, he liked you from the beginning of the move he was in this village, so I don't want to make a fuss with him.I really respect Dika's father who is none other than my father's brother." Panji told me his story first.

I was even more astonished after knowing that Juragan Kos with Father Panji was my younger brother.I never expected to hear this truth.

O LORD what surprise is this for me ??

My grandmother in heart.

" You never know that, do you?, which is why I'm not friendly and not friendly with you, but I love you very much Na, before long Dika is present in your life." Say Panji while still looking at me with a perfect look.

And the statement of the banner again managed to make me even more surprised at him.

Panji's words have really rattled my Adrenaline.

Somehow I felt so heartened after hearing the performance of a Panji, I always thought only You could love me for who I am.But the proof Panji I never imagined before if the feeling turned out to be there for me.

Now he is so brave to say what he felt all this time to me, a feeling that was held back when he was a child until today.

" I was willing to sacrifice for others Na, my feelings were broken for the sake of others." Say again Panji while looking down bitterly, at a glance I caught a sad face that was so deep.

" I never knew that." As cheek

" Ahh it is !! maybe it's just my past.." Say Panji while looking up at the sky there.

while I still dissolve in my memory for a few years ago, ever since Dika was present in my friendship with Naysa, Panji does look different to me, he often avoids me even slowly his attitude changes to me.

Until after graduating Panji school increasingly indifferent. Like what Naysa said, he did look so mysterious, even when he was in Late High School he was really arrogant to me and did not want to know me.

Then I just thought if Panji really didn't like me that much.

Until I always thought badly of him if Panji was a choosy man, in fact, all this time he just wanted to keep his brotherhood well-established with Dika.

" Yes..!" Call Panji to break my daydream.

" Why are you even dumbassing ?" Ask Panji while slowly stepping past me.

" Panji !! Panji wait !! " Call me by walking along to follow him.

" Pennant. I'm sorry if I've been so bad thinking about you, I think you really don't like me." I said, accompanying his steps.

" You better not have to apologize Na, let all this be a memory for me Na." Sela Panji kept going.

" But to be honest I used to curse you in my heart, because your arrogant attitude makes me hurt.And I'm the same Naysa always call you by the name of a man so mysterious." Clearly I was decapitatedly chasing the ledge of the Panji.

Panji looked at me as he stopped his steps.

" What matters is that you don't pray for the ugly me Na. " She smiled wryly.

" No, I'm not that bad. " Reply with a stiff smile.

" Just pray that I'm the same you can be together soon.he.hee.." Babe Panji while looking at me seductively.

Some flew from inside my crowns, and the flutter instantly made my face flushed listening to the flirtation of Panji, he said,

Inevitably I just smiled shyly while hitting the small wrist of Panji, while the pennant just smiled knots at me.

In the midst of joking between me and Panji, I just realized that Dika was in our midst, she looked at him earlier towards me and Panji. The look on his face bore a hint of anger and the look was threatening towards the two of us.

" Sister.." I screamed with misgivings.

" Hi Dik ! " Sapa Panji as he walked over to her.

Dika did not reply he just smiled cynically looking at Panji, while I was still busy with my misgivings.

" I'm first !" Pamit Panji while patting Dika's shoulder who is not at all interested in replying to Panji's words.

" Oa ! I'm first yeah." Pamit Panji with a faint smile towards me, I just nodded without saying a word.

The banner of walking left me with an occasional still looking at me who was not struggling in front of Dika.

" Why is he ?" Ask Dika flat.

" No, we just happened to meet here ?" Reply slowly.

" Continue ??? how could it be such a familiar coincidence ?" His frown with a little cynical.

" Sir, why if I'm close to Panji, he's a good person too, not like what I've been thinking all along." I stared at Dika.

" Oh !! so you just realized ?" Ask the cynics.

" Why are you ? you don't like it if I'm close to Panji ?" Ask wonder.

" Well that's your right !!" Answer's short.

" So, why do you see her like sensi ??" My village.

Dika degrades and then casts his face.

" I don't like to see him close to you." Stiff revealed.

" Now Nay is your girlfriend, so please take care of Nay's feelings." Say slowly.

" I can't change how I feel, An." Reply Dika with a bad feeling.

" Slowly, I'm sure you'll get used to it." As I try to convince Dika's feelings.

Dika.

" I'm sorry, I'm going home. " My wife hesitantly.

" I'll take An. " Pinta stared at the full plea.

" Thank you, I'll just go home by myself." Reply slowly.

" A..!!" Calling Dika in a soft voice, I turned my head and looked at her.

" I still need a lot of time to love Nay. " She said softly, I was silent but still stepped back without caring about Dika's words.

When I was stunned I passed away leaving Dika alone with his heartache, there was no longer my race to stay, I just wanted Naysa to be happy at this time, she said,whatever it is, that's all that's on my mind right now.

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