Show One Star to NAIYSA

TSBUN episode 04

I am still silent with the mind that is still drifting far not because.My attention is still fixed on the condition of Naiysa who is still not conscious.

This restlessness had no end, constantly haunting my mind that could not yet calm down.

Grandma was also pensive to think about Naiysa's condition as her face was filled with anxiety, once she looked inside the magnificent house hoping Nyai came to bring good news about Naiysa.

Many times the look on Grandma's face looks anxious by ignoring her condition which is still shabby after coming home from the tea hill earlier.He does not mind going around her, likewise, I am still in the sweaty body and the clothes that are worn still look shabby.

Nyai poked out from the door of the room, his face still covered in anxiety.

" Where is Neng Nay ?" As Grandma approached Nyai who met us in the living room with deep anxiety, He seemed to look out and share a look at us.

" Mak War, Jay is fine." he replied softly. But I caught a glimpse of such great unrest in his mind.

" We're sorry, Nyai, we made Neng Nay sick." Grandma said with a trembling voice.

" It's okay Mak War is not your fault, Nay is hard to tell." Reply Nyai smiled gently.

" But if we don't take him up the hill, surely Nay won't be like this Nyai, we're wrong." Grandma was inflamed, she felt guilty about this incident, while I did not come to talk just listening with anxiety.

" No Mak War, there is nothing wrong in this, it is indeed the willingness of Nay to follow Mak and Anna, after all he has a saying to me " clearly Nyai looks so wise.

" Nyai I am worried about the state of Neng Nay." back grandma said full of sadness.

" It's okay, Lagian Nay is already in the hands of her personal doctor." Say it softly.

Then Nyai looked at me sadly and suddenly I caught a different look from usual.Hyai looks so deep at me.

What is this ?

my heart began to wonder.

Suddenly I sensed that something was being suppressed by Nyai and something in secret.

I tried to provoke what Nyai was feeling right now with my own gaze.

" Anna "

Call Nyai looking at me haru, so my heart is pounding like it's not good, as if you know what Nyai is going to talk to me about Naiysa.

" Yes Nyai." I said quickly.

" Nyai is sure you are Nay's best friend, Nyai wishes you could take care of Nay ." Nyai's words sounded so soft, but enough to make my heart and feelings rippled.

" What is going on with Nay Nyai ? " I suddenly ventured to ask about Naiysa's situation.

For a moment Nyai can be seen sighing long, maybe it feels heavy for him who is now being felt.There is a clear melt that overshadows his eyeballs suddenly.

And it did not feel like I felt the same way, so heavy was this breath when I saw the change of the look on His face.

My grandmother and I looked at each other trying to strengthen this heart when they heard the truth about the existence of Naiysa.

" Naiysa has stage 3 An Leukaemia." His words were quite clear.

My blood rippled so fast, my head suddenly felt heavy, and I carried tons of weight. I and my grandmother were surprised not to play, I knew that the disease that Naiysa idap is a very dangerous disease,even though I didn't have time to go to high school, but at least I've known about blood cancer.

Perhaps the term doctor is leukemia.

This joint suddenly felt painful everything I felt, my energy immediately disappeared.And Nyai still looked at me with a sorrowful look, and it was true that suddenly both of his cheeks had looked wet.

My grandmother was silent as to what she was thinking.

I felt struck by this reality.For me this news is more than the sound of lightning in a hole.

" But I hope, Anna same mother can keep this all from Nay." Pinta Nyai began to sob.

" This disease just suddenly hit Nay just like that." Lirih.

" When did Nay get sick like that ? " I asked by trying to look strong on this unbelief.

" Exactly six months ago Anna, Nyai also did not expect that Nay would have such a disease, and Nay until now does not know about the disease." Clearly with a sad feeling.

" O Allah.Neng Nay tea pity pisan." Grandma looked so sad.

" Therefore Anna, he asked for help to keep all this secret from Nay, and make Nay not ask about this disease.Hyai want him to remain happy in the remnants of his age." Say Nyai with sobbing.

" I told you, because you guys I consider your own family, especially you Anna, Nay is so close to you." Clearly Nyai with a more raucous voice.

Slowly I cried in my heart, and I could not imagine that Naiysa would have to leave forever from my life, she was the only one who always helped me,who always stood up for me even he always accepted me like his own biological sodara.

I just want to disappear from this life.

Grandma seemed to try to calm the heart of Nyai who was saddened by the condition of Naiysa, the grandson only wayangnya, while I was busy myself by trying to hold back my crying that felt about to break.

The sound of the car engine from the outside is ringing fast, I along with Nyai and Grandma looked out there. Nyai quickly wiped away the remains of her tears that were still standing.

On seeing it Both Naiysa's parents came with facial features no less anxious.

The mother Naiysa from the door was long looking at me and then scattering tightly embrace Nyai, there was a sense of uneasiness that rippled in my stone.

" Mah, how's Naiysa ?" Ask stammered.

" Nay is not conscious yet, but you are calm the doctor has examined him.Hopefully Nay is fine." explains Nyai while re-embracing his mother Naiysa who really looks anxious.

" Why did Nay get to ping ?" Ask Nay's father to ask.

For a moment Nyai stared at me and my Grandma, I understood that Nyai was reluctant to tell everything so that my grandmother and I would avoid the anger of Naiysa's father.

" Aldi, Nay went to the tea hill with Emak War and Anna, but Mamah had previously forbidden him to come along,but Nay insisted he wanted to join.Nay said he missed his small mass who always went to the hill with Emak War and Anna." Clearly Nyai was unwell looking at me and Grandma.

The father took a deep breath and turned to look at me who was afraid of the attitude of his father Naisya.

" But Nay can't cape mah." Said the father with a riled up feeling.

" Dad, Daddy don't blame anyone for this, we'd better take a look at Nay yah." Naiysa's mother said with a smile at me trying to calm me and grandma.

And soon Naiysa's parents rushed to her room.

My grandmother and I could only take a breath and look at each other with anxiety, as well as Nyai in seeing him he was so sad over the incident that happened to his grandson.

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I was still silent staring out into the high sky, and the night had gone and picked me up in silence.

I looked at the dark night sky without seeing a single star adorning the night sky.

My mind was still fixed on Naysa's current state, never before had I imagined that Naysa would have such an illness, and it was certainly a threat that would slowly but surely separate me from her.

There is a pain in this heart if all that really happened in my life, I have lost both parents that I love very much, he said,and Naysa is one of my greatest hopes that I have made my place to share this joy of my life,but somehow this time even this second it is very scary for me.I am afraid that I will really lose the person I love very much.

" Anne."

Grandma's voice broke all my long daydreams.

" What are you thinking ?" Grandma looked at me inside.

Maybe if grandma had to be frank, she would have told me the same thing that I feel right now.

" I'm still thinking about Naysa." Briefly said.

Grandma took a breath and sat down beside my worn out bed.

" If GUSTI ALLAH is more affectionate with Naysa, then the provisions that will be best for him An.Since we will also not be able to if we have to see Neng Nay in such a tormented state." My grandmother tried to calm my feelings.

" Anna was just thinking that fast, Anna had to lose her little friend Anna Nek.Nineteen years of Anna was friends with Nay, and this time was such a sad moment in Anna's life." My heart with a wiry.

" GOD is the best planner, so you do not drag on in sadness, later Nay tea tau even sad.We all will never know where someone's age will be. So we should be able to use this time to make our loved ones happy before they leave." Clearly grandma is soft by stroking my hair lovingly.

I stared quietly.

" Even with us too An, no one knows, later if Grandma no Grandma hopes you become a strong and patient woman." Grandma said in a voice so soft, she again advised me with tears.

Aahh I feel like I want to take my grandmother far away, bring her to a place where there is never death.

But it is impossible because every living person will experience the name of death and face the CREATOR of the entire universe.

I clenched tightly to the old old body that I would not want to let go, the figure of a grandmother who really became the heart of my life.