
I was still awake listening to all of Naysa's stories, with eyes that began to cling to me forcing to stay awake responding and listening to all of Naysa's stories faithfully.
Nay lay beside me his eyes staring out the window of my room which he deliberately left open.
His eyes Naysa observed towards the night sky there were several bright shining stars scattered adorning the expanse of black sky to ashes tonight.
There were also some dim starlight, there were even stars that glowed twinkling spoiled looking at the two of us.
" An point one star to me "Naysa said breaking the silence, Naysa was seen clutching a roll in her chest, I turned to look at Nay who was still staring fixedly at the sky there with a faint feeling.
" An, you know ? there's a bright star staring at me." He said poetically.
I frowned and looked up at the sky.
Surely there is a star so bright in its light.
" Do you like that star ? " I asked by continuing to look closely at the Star that Naysa meant.
" If it's the star of my life, it shines in my finite life." Said slowly.
I don't understand what Naysa means by saying the word limited.
" Co limited ??" I asked in wonder.
Nasya shifted her head and turned to look at me.
" I don't know if someday the pain in this body will take my life, and if I can still love someone with this short feeling." Her impression with a voice that was so slow, then at the end of the corner of her eyes she glanced at me sharply to make my feelings turn unnatural.
I don't know what prompted Naysa to speak like that, for me these are words that really hit my heart and melt my feelings.
Unconsciously I compared the figure of Dika with the starlight meant by Naysa.
Yes, I know, Naysa has fallen in love with Dika so that she is able to say what she feels for now.
Pairing the star with the hope of his love.
I sighed trying to dampen the flogging feeling inside me, a feeling that would slowly overwhelm all my expectations of a taste.
" Never speak like that, Nay, I am sure that the shining star will one day be yours.Trust me." I added, still staring fixedly at the sky there, I was unable to look at Naysa's face.
" Ahh.., you don't just comfort me Anna." Naysa said as she cast her gaze back on the sky there.
" I'm not comforting you, Nay, but I'm giving you a do'a." Saying slowly.
" Oh !! I'm gonna talk." Naysa said as she tilted her body and faced towards me, and on her shoulders her head with one hand.
" What's up ?" I asked with a variety of uncertain feelings.
Naysa seemed to be thinking for a moment.
" Hm...., if I suddenly fall in love how would it be ?"
His speech was briefly full of meaning fibers.
T**... My guess was very correct, Nay fell in love with Dika, suddenly my feelings became mixed to respond to what Naysa said to me.
" Are you in love ??" Means back.
Naysa looked annoyed at me.
" Yes I'm in love with Annabelarasati !" He answered by spouting my name so complete.
I smiled completely at the pretense.
" Well, is that really Nay ? don't you joke ??" I answered in disbelief.
" O Anna !!" Screeched Naysa while rubbing the skin of his forehead.
" What man made you fall in love ?" I asked with full of drama.
I guessed what Naysa would say to me, because as long as I was friends with Nay, he never lied to me.
" Well." Answer it honestly.
PRANNGGS........
Something broke in my heart after hearing the honesty of my best friend, what I was worried about really happened, Naysa loved Dika.
And that was the reason he was happy in his sick state.
I can't let Naysa be sad and even disappointed by her feelings, Naysa must be happy in this time of limited conditions.
My fear grew so that if Naysa's illness would separate me from her. So there's no negotiation whatsoever to make a decision to bury myself deeply about my feelings for Dika, and I intend to make Naysa united with Dika no matter what.
" Hello An !! I'm even dumb." Naysa's words spread my daydream.
" Astagfirullah shocked Nay !" pekiku.
" You're rich don't believe that, is it wrong that I have a crush on Dika ?" Nasya asked scowled, his face looking dimmed.
" Mum isn't that Nay, but you seriously have a crush on Dika ?" I ask again to convince.
" Seriously it was Nay,mm suddenly my feelings were different just as she was Nay. " She nodded a little.
" Well, you're not upset with An ?" Nasya asked looking at me inside.
I grinned with an amused smile towards Nasya.
" Why am I angry ?am I ready Dika? I'm just as savahatnya he is also Nay.Sama rich you, yesa if you like him yes it's natural." I am obviously with a lot of feelings that I can endure.
" But if I change my feelings this was a friend who was a girlfriend,mmm about can not yaa..?" Ask with a girder.
" Who knows Dika is also secretly the same as you Nay, we never know how someone feels." My words are trying to support Naysa.
" Hmm....., like that ??" Reply Naysa blushingly.
" Nay !friendship between us is no covenant, so be free if one day we fall in love." Obviously I looked gently at Naysa who was still seen putting on a gamang face.
" It's true too, but the problem is not with what I think ?" Naysa asked, looking far away.
" You're beautiful, Nay, maybe Dika doesn't like you, If there must be a crush on you too, I'm sure that." Say steady.
" You know so well An." Reply Nay while throwing his roll at me.
" Ha ha ha.., I told you no one knows what someone's heart is about." With a laugh, I tried to cover up my feelings that began to fade slowly.
" Including your heart !!" Her babble attacked me.
" Octs !! let alone another man I dare not fall in love." Saying stammered.
" Why ?? " Task Naysa quickly.
" Conscious is Nay who am I ??" Reply lirih.
Naysa laughed crisply for a moment looking at my expression and it astonished me.
" You don't have the right to fall in love !" He said with a laugh.
" You know exactly who your best friend is, I'm not like....." My words hanging Naysa instantly cut my words.
" It's nature's night, we sleep yuukk !! " Take him while pulling my blanket.
" I'm not done talking." As annoyed.
" I'm lazy to hear that old song of yours, no matter what we are, we're the same and you deserve love." Naysa said as she turned her back on me.
I felt a sense of dissatisfaction in my heart.
I walked closer to the window of my room that was still open.
Before closing the window of my room I looked back at the stars, stars so bright in their light, I smiled with great joy.
" Great dream An ! " Pampered Nay while pulling his blanket.
I turned towards Naysa who was performing the ritual before going to bed and I just smiled not answering her words.
I sat on the edge of my bed and then I observed Naysa who was still engrossed in her own feelings, she dissolved in her delusion.
I could not dwell anymore just silently trying to make peace with my feelings that refused to budge from the sense that I had long been quiet.
TODAY I deliberately did not pick tea, Grandma told me to dry some tea sacks ordered by the boss Kos.
A Jeep vehicle stopped in front of my courtyard, I turned towards the roar of the engine that stopped with a thumping heart.
Somehow I felt afraid of the arrival of Dika who suddenly met me.
But I try not to heed my fear and I do not want to dissolve in my own feelings.
" Anna Assalamualikum." Suddenly the heavy voice of the spokesperson Kos groped from behind me.
" Walaikumsalam juragan sir !" I answered with a little surprise.
" You're tea daydreaming huh ?I was shocked to hear my father's voice." Ask the boss kindly.
" Sorry sir, I'm too focused on these teas !" I answered with a stammer.
" Is there a mother ?" Ask the coach Kos while sitting on a bamboo bench.
" Mom again in the Juragan hill, so I'm the one who dried the message." Reply with respect.
" O good is your order immediately you do, how has anyone dried tea An ?" Ask the photographer Kos to look at me kindly.
" There is a boss ! there's something back there I've packed." I answered while pointing to the back of my house.
" Good is that tea ? it must smell good." Said Juragan Kos while kneeling down and observing the teas I was drying.
" Want me to take the tea master first ?" I said while occasionally trying to look at the car that was stuck not far from my temple.
I somehow did not feel good when I looked at the blue jeep car.
" Let Asep's mang take An." Said the boss while standing up.
" Later in the afternoon, Asep said to come here, take everything that is dry, so he does not go back and forth." Said juragan Kos while continuing to pay attention to the teas that I was drying.
" A moment my boss looked back first, I make sure the tea is well stored." Pamitku with great respect.
" Sok mango Anna. !" Reply to the cost manager by keeping an eye on the tea clothesline.
I also stepped towards the back of my house, some tea boxes were neatly packed.
" Ana !!! "
The soft voice echoed to my name, my heart grew more and more afraid to turn to the owner of the soft voice, the voice that was once so thin it has now turned heavier, but it cannot change my sense of identification.
well I still know that voice, the voice that ten years ago called me with gentleness.
My heart is getting bigger and bigger to see the owner of the voice.
" With "My inner whisper is slow.I have not dared to turn my head towards him.
" Anna !" Call him again, getting softer.
Finally with the remnants of the existing power I ventured to flip my body and stare at his figure.
" How are you ?" He asked straightly looking at me.
I bowed not a bit to hold my head to look at him.
" I'm fine." I replied stammered, my feelings getting messy.
" Anna. " Then Dika called my name again, and inevitably I looked at him.
Taapp.......
A gaze hit the figure of a face I had not seen for a long time.
My eyes were filled with that face, my little heart was cheering in amazement at what I saw before me, I saw Dika who was currently standing before me perfectly.
*Y**AA LORD !!! handsome once Dika at this time.Mikah I can look back at him, a very extraordinary change, Dika more handsome.
this heart cheered incessantly praising the man who was in front of me.I don't think I can blink this eye for a moment, passing the handsome that a Mahardikq has. Dika is very handsome, and I was made wrong behavior, it deserves Naysa so in flattering him, even he immediately fell in love to see it.
And I felt the same thing, that Naysa felt.
" Anna !!" Call again Dika surprises me from my conscious.
" Ehh yes." I answered with a stammer.
Oh LORD, I really failed to focus on him.
" Why are you even dumbassing ?it's not like I'm telling you, it's dumbass." Said Dika with a gentle smile.
Dika never changed is still the same as before always paid attention to me.
" Oh sorry, I'm pangling to see you Dika." I said with a slight shy smile.
" Pangling why ??I'm still like you used to be, nothing's changed." Reply with a smile so sweet to me that I forgot the price of sugar now how much is a kilo he he hee.
" Hmm, I mean you're just getting better looking.." I replied innocently, Dika smiled broadly at my words, while I still noticed her smile that had truly rekindled my feelings that had been hidden for many years.
" You seem to be smart now to fight, huh?and it makes me fly." Reply Dika smiled even more adorable until I forgot the feeling I should have kept.
" But this is a fact, you came home from the city like the famous Korean boy band." My words are getting plain.
Dika shook her head with an amused smile looking at my attitude.
" You like that Korean boy band ?" Ask a seductive smile.
" Just like it, 'cause they're good-looking !" Reply with shame.
" Light as I am !" Seloroh Dika is becoming.
O LORD, what more is this test ?
My screams stared helplessly at his smile Dika who was getting more and more tickling.I just memesem without commenting anymore.
" Oya An, did you forget something. ?" Dika suddenly looked at me sharply and it made my blood flow stop instantly.
" Forgetting something ?? what is.. ?" My words were dumbfounded staring fully in the direction of Dika.
Dika smiled, again the opium that I warmed.
" Saying that if I go home you'll be waiting for me in an ordinary place, but how come Naysa is in that place." Clearly Dika with a disappointed face.
" Mashallah !! I forgot about it Dika, I'm sorry." My words were full of drama, but in my heart I wanted to feel like I was hugging him, how happy it would be if Dika still kept that promise, but my happiness stopped when I remembered Naysa.
Dika seemed to cleared his throat, releasing his stifled feelings.
" Have you forgotten me ?" Dika asked with unusual eyes.
And the atmosphere also turned stiff.
" No Dika, it's not like that !!" As long as the look of the face looks full of regret.
" And.....?" Ask with a full gaze.
" Witha, I've done a lot of work, so I didn't get to see you." I said while throwing away my gaze, trying to shift this feeling when Dika started to approach me.
" Is that busy ???" Ask gently.
I just nodded, but Dika seemed to be getting closer towards me.
" I'm sorry Dika, it looks like your father is waiting for my tea." I said as I slowly tried to avoid the gaze of Dika who continued to look at me with a gaze that I could not understand.
" Anna ! Is there Dika ds there ?" Suddenly the boss of Kos appeared and approached us who were behind the house.
" What's up Dad ?" Tanya Dika turned the cost manager.
" Let's go home, Daddy there's a little need to go to Nyai's house." Excited Juragan kos to bring Dika home.
" Okay, Dad. " Reply in brief.
" Anna, I'm waiting in a normal place ! don't let you never come again." He whispered half a whisper to me.
I fell silent to langakah Dika who slowly drifted away from me.
" Oya Anna, please tell your mother, you will take the afternoon tea later." Excited Juragan kos looked at me while saying goodbye.
" Mango sir juragan.." My heart bowed respectfully.
I could only sigh trying to go back to war with my very happy feelings over my meeting with Dika.