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TSBUN Episode 26's

I was standing not far from Panji who was busy staring in amazement at the red rose garden, he was seen smiling alone while occasionally looking at me, I just fell silent with all sorts of thoughts whipping in my mind.

" How are you going to shut up ?" Ask looks at me.

" How should I be rich ?" I asked innocently.

" What is the story about your relationship .?" Tanya Panji smiled full of irony.

" You guys ??" Ask wonder.

" Yes ! You guys, you're the same Dika." Say Panji with an unusual look.

" So you brought me here just to discuss that ?" I'm starting to get upset.

" It's not like that either, just that you just kept quiet." Reply Panji smiled uncomfortably after seeing the look on my face change.

" Don't talk about that." My words frowned, Panji turned my head, at a glance he caught the look on my face annoyed me.

" Sorry !! you don't seem to like it when I'm talking about Dika's problem ?" Her impression with a gentle smile.

" I'm the same when there's no relationship anymore and we're just a department, nothing more!" Tegasku.

" But I'm not sure ?" Reply Panji looked at me in disbelief.

I sighed then stared intently at Panji.

" Nji ! if you bring me here just want to talk about Dika, mending I go home." My words melengos.

" Ok ! ok I'm sorry." Panji approached me and looked at me with guilt.

" Oh !!" Call slowly.

I fell silent not immediately answer his call, I think I am still upset about his attitude.

" Na, I want to tell you something." Say Panji with a tone of voice full of emphasis.

I slowly looked at him and then looked doubtfully into his face.

The expression on his face seemed to turn serious, and so my feelings changed incoherently.Entah my body temperature suddenly turned cold hot, and a groggy feeling ambushed me.

A strange feeling suddenly appeared and came to the surface of my heart, the feeling I had long felt when I fell in love with Dika, was now suddenly present in this feeling,a feeling I never expected before would come back to me.

I was silent trying to feel the feeling that was whipping in my heart.

my firasaku keeps guessing about this storyline.

And my mind kept wandering around trying to guess where the Panji was going. There is a sense of anxiety that is so explosive in this heart, the fear of falling in love again dominates in this thought.

Y**aaa I can't just guess that this feeling will change direction if there is a chance to fall back in love.

" Oh !! you okay.?" Panji surprised my daydream, suddenly I look so shocked in front of Panji.

" Why are you so tense ?." Again Panji looks teasing me, and I was like a dazed and misplaced person to make it.Panji managed to make me geer, my growl.

" I'll just go home !! " Say me standing up and about to step up, Panji quickly grabbed my wrist, until I flinched.

" You're whining Na." Always smiling looking at me.

" ......"

I fell silent while holding back the unusual taste.

" Na, this is my chance to tell you what I've been feeling all this time Na.." Panji said as he released his check and stood right in front of me, with all my strength trying to look at the face of Panji so clean, both his jaws looked so firm with a thin and smooth sideburn,his shady eyes looked at me so deeply.

*Y*aa LORD why his good looks exceed Dika, the look of his eyes has washed away my feelings.And somehow this heart became unnatural for him. The once very jutek face is now so warm looking at me and this I find difficult to understand.

Again I was busy with my heart, the insolence of what I had felt at this time, I only realized if there was something special in a Panji.

Yes, it does not rule out the possibility if the heart begins to have an unusual taste for him.

" I love you Na.Do you want to be my girlfriend ?" Panji asked softly, his voice immediately slipped in my hearing, barely audible but able to make me float high.

It rippled as if this blood was speeding up in my veins.

I fell silent unmoved, trying to convince this fact, I was not easy to believe it, because heartbreak is not an easy thing to heal.

" Why don't you answer ?" Tanya Panji demanded an answer.

I am getting confused to answer.

I then directed this gaze straight at the face of the man before me, the man who used to be a mysterious figure to me.

" I'm sorry, Panji, I'm not that easy to answer for your statement." I turned my body and changed the direction of my position.

" why ?" Ask with doubt.

" I don't think I can yet.." My words hang, suddenly my tongue feels twisted, unable to say anymore.

" Did you still love Dika?" Ask Panji to step up and face towards me again.

" Once the banner, I'm not ready to fall in love anymore." I answered with a trembling voice.

" Why ?? is it because I'm not as good as Dika, or because you haven't been able to forget Dika ?" Ask Panji again with curiosity.

I threw away my face, trying to avoid Panji's sharp gaze.

" You don't have to compare you with anyone including Dika, I know you are a good man, but I'm sorry I'm Panji, I haven't been able to convince this of my persuasion." Obviously with a heavy feeling.

" So you need time to convince your feelings ?how long are you going to convince that ? I'll wait." Reply Panji toilet.

I clenched and stared more and more intensely at his face.

" This banner is not a matter of time, I can't determine this feeling in a matter of time.It's a matter of Nji's guess."Clearly, with great emphasis.

" Don't you need time to convince your feelings right, and that means time will slowly change your perception of someone ?" Say again Panji with a sharp look at me.

I fell silent folding in my lips.Entah what else should I explain to Panji if at this time I am not ready to fall back in love.

" If you have nothing left with Dika, that means you have the right to open your heart to others, including me Na." Panji looked hopeful at me.

I'm increasingly silent trying to digest his words Panji.He's right, I deserve to be happy even if not with Dika.

I took a deep breath, as I closed my eyes with various decisions.

" Okay !! give me some time to convince this.." I broke up with a heavy feeling.

" How long ?" Ask Panji waiting for an answer.

" Panji, it's a matter of perspiration, and it's not an easy thing for me to do, I can't present anything to you so you shouldn't wait for me, let it all just flow." Obviously with mixed feelings.

Panji.

" Then, did you give me no certainty ?" Tanya Panji stared pusar at me.

" You better not expect too much of me, karna, karna I can't give you a certainty.Turning a feeling is harder than harboring it." I clearly.

" Well, I know that, and what I feel right now like that, it's hard to change this feeling about someone, but I've been able to hold it for years." Panji deep.

I was filled with the words he said, I tried to look at him from the edge of this eye, seen Panji trying to withstand his deep disappointment after hearing what I had said to him.

I could not possibly ignore the feelings that had been neglected by me, but I had to start from where, while these feelings were still tightly adrift in the heart of a Dika.

Again I let out a long sigh, trying to neutralize all the new feelings.

" It seems I need some time to consider all these answers." My welcome is slow, my,

Slowly I began to walk away from Panji who was still late in disappointment, I don't know I can do much, I don't know,for my feelings, I still admit if this feeling is true there is still for a Dika and I can only burn.

I just wanted to limit this feeling, to avoid myself from a deep disappointment. The figure of Dika is an image of my first love that makes it difficult to let go of it until it is difficult to accept reality.

Meksi I am currently trying and struggling to let go and turn away from her, but my little heart has still not been able to betray my true feelings. And I still love him.

This feeling grows strong in this heart in the name of Dika, yes it is his love that binds my heart tightly, despite the desire to try to turn away and accept Panji's good intentions, yet somehow that feeling seemed to imprison a lost feeling between sincerity and escapism.

I could not feel these tears flowing down the river in my eyes and slowly walk one by one.

I should no longer cry out of love and should smile happily even without love.

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