Sharing Love: The Suffering of the Second Wife

Regretting?

"Need Umi know there is one reason why Abi should marry Mommy!" firmly Ruby who can not be separated from staring at the woman who is now dumbstruck because of her speech.

"should? You said Abi should marry her?" repeat Ain with a wiry. He looked disappointed at his first child, especially when he saw Ikram who lowered his head with a shaking body.

"Yes, Mi. Abi must marry Mommy," insisted Ruby once again.

Ain's mouth opened a little, someone wanted to say, but stuck on the tip of the tongue.

"Why did you say you had to?" tanyanya. There began to grow doubts in his heart about everything he had done.

Ruby turned to Ikram who behaved like a cowardly man. It was like a rodent cornered in a dead end.

"Pig! Do I need to tell Umi or Abi who will say it myself? I think Umi should know for Umi to realize that all her actions are wrong." Ruby is tired of all the drama that everyone in her house is doing. He wants everything to be clean without any more misunderstandings.

Ikram shook his head still with his head lowered. There was a sin that loomed in his eyes made him ashamed to look at everyone.

"Say, Bi! Tell me the truth what happened? What does Ruby mean? What has Abi been hiding?" cecar Ain with a growing cry. His heart began to be filled with worry. He was afraid that what Ikram or Ruby would say would actually make him sicker.

"Come, Bi! Say everything, no longer need to hide the fact that for decades Abi kept himself," said Ruby chimed in Ain's speech.

However, again Ikram just shook his head. He doesn't want what has happened in the past to just open up. The great secret that he had kept for decades must be revealed today. I don't think Ikram wants to live anymore. It was better for him to die than to be ashamed of the sins he had committed.

"Pig! Wh why? Hurry up, tell me what Abi's been hiding from Umi all this time?" chase Ain again with a tone that began to rise.

Yuni also waited, she was still sitting in her place while holding her baby. Bilal and Nafisah turned to each other as if asking what Ruby would say about their secret Abi. Both of them shook their heads because they did not know that part. Ruby hasn't told them.

"Because of Abi who had smashed Mother's papa to death!"

Duars!

Like being struck by lightning in broad daylight, Ain's heart was pounding. So did Yuni, who instantly turned her head to hear him. Bilal and Nafisah did not escape the shock that jolted their bodies.

Ain gagged, his body as if powerless hearing it all. He left, seconds later crying hysterically. Her husband had been a murderer all along. The murder of a murderer.

"Why? Why would Abi keep this a secret from Umi? Why didn't Abi tell me there was something like this? Why?" groaned Ain with the speed of crying that increasingly became.

"Why did everything go like this? Why does everything have to be revealed when it's already like this? Why wasn't Abi honest from the start with Umi? Why?" Ain dropped himself on the floor. Her crying sounded bitter. There was a sense of regret and disappointment that raced to fill his heart. Even with the guilt that crammed the lump of meat.

"Sorry .. forgive Abi, Mi! Sorry ...." For the first time Ikram spoke softly. The trembling tone that came out from his mouth, made Ain's heart torn apart by it. However, still Ikram has hurt his pride as a wife. Feeling unregarded for fifteen years of building a household, he never knew the great secret of the Kram.

"What if Nadia knew that Abi had lost her papal life? Maybe he'll just sue Abi for divorce and leave Abi for good. There is no longer a chance for Abi to fix everything," Ain said again still with a bitter cry.

It's all too late. The wounds in Nadia's heart would not be treatable.

"This is all Abi's fault. Wrong Abi for feeling responsible for Nadia's life, but what else? The guilt of the sin Abi committed was always haunting, and a little quiet when Abi was able to marry Nadia," Ikram said in a disjointed voice because the sobs had not subsided.

Some of them feel the most guilty of all. He felt the most evil of the Fir'aun-class villains though.

Yuni cried, her heart was overwhelmed with anxiety. All this time he had been plunged into the mud pit of sin made by himself. How will he clean himself? It seemed, bathing in seven springs though would not be able to take away the sins he had committed against Nadia. A noble hearted woman who never made a bad thought to others.

"I'm sorry .. forgive me, O God!" For the first time in his life, he spoke the name of God. Yuni someone who is far from religion, his life is filled with sin. He is interested in Ain's offer to cooperate to hurt Nadia with the promise of a good and easy life if she is willing to do so.

However, after meeting Nadia in person and living how many months in the house. He realized Nadia was not a woman who deserved to be hurt. He knew how Ain was suppressing him, how Ain was making his life difficult, but Nadia was always smiling. It never looked sad once. Only then, for the first time Yuni saw Nadia's sad face when Ain mentioned about her pregnancy.

"O Allah .I, who have been far from You all my life, have become more distant from the earthly glitter. I am indeed a foolish servant, the dumbest among them," muttered Yuni again bowing her face hugging her sleeping baby.

"Sister!" Bilal looked at the figure of the father who he had always regarded as a hero. As someone who hides his affection through the little cares he gives. Now, that figure looked bad in his eyes. He no longer knew what kind of figure the man who became his father was.

"Now does Umi regret all of Umi's actions? Umi not only hurt a woman, but also hurt an orphan caused by her husband. How's now? Does Umi still feel sick because Abi married Mommy? Abi actually never loved Mommy. Abi only loves Umi, but Umi has been blind all this time and thinks Abi loves Mommy more. Now open Umi's eyes, what impact can Umi see from all Umi's actions?"

Ruby shrunk the water on her nose, also wiping away the remaining tears on her cheeks. He took Bilal and Nafisah away from his parents' house. They return to Nadia's home, a home that always brings peace and tranquility to their hearts.

Ain realized, all this time he was blinded by the pain in the heart because of Nadia who suddenly became her husband's second wife. Yuni had already realized her mistake earlier before it was all revealed. Nadia's attitude is so patient and steadfast in living life, changing a Yuni who is far from God. Now he realized that every action, good or bad, would return to himself.

The more bowed, ashamed and regretful creed fused in his heart. He did not even dare to raise his face and look at the world with his haughty attitude anymore.

Like what happened in the past that Ikram did so it must be wrapped in the thread of destiny with Nadia.