Sharing Love: The Suffering of the Second Wife

Bad News

Dismissed is hope. No more purpose. Everything that becomes a desire, must be washed away with the waves in the ocean.

A short cry accompanied by a groan of pain rang out from inside Nadia's room. By noon he woke up with a weak body condition. Nausea struck violently, she ran staggering to the bathroom and spewing out what was inside her stomach. There's nothing really, just clear liquid because he hasn't filled his stomach since this morning.

Nadia stood holding onto the sink with a gasp of breath. His face paled even more, allowing the hair that prevented him from reflecting. He had the murat on his face, he looked like an undead.

Tyrannous cheeks, sunken eyes, dry like no blood flowing through his face.

Allahu ... is my end near?

Staring at that face intently, tears fell involuntarily. Over time, Nadia's illness continues to eat away at her body. Making Nadia weakened every day, he resigned to life. Even dying is okay, one wish has been realized.

Nadia washes her face, changes her clothes, polishes her face a little before leaving the house. He did not even have time to ask permission on Ikram because he rushed to the Hospital to check the condition of his body.

An online taxi he booked had been waiting outside the gate of the cottage, Nadia immediately boarded it. He wanted to get to the hospital quickly. To cover his corpse-like face, he used a mask and sunglasses.

Nadia went straight to see her personal doctor at the Hospital. Undergoing a series of examinations, also doing dialysis. Almost five hours Nadia was in the Hospital just to find out the condition of her body.

"Nadia, your kidney condition is chronic. I recommend washing your blood twice a week. It can help replace your damaged kidney function until someone wants to give his kidney to you, you have to do regular blood washing," said the doctor who made Nadia fixated in suffering.

His tongue could not say anything for a while until his tears fell and all was seen by the doctor.

"I know it's hard for you, Nad. You are still very young, there are still many ideals that you want to achieve of course. Do not despair, hope is always there while you live it without burden. Patience, yes," continued the doctor while wiping Nadia's hand placed on the table.

Nadia dropped her head on the doctor's desk, sobbing tears spilling all the flavor in her chest. The female doctor rubbed the back of her hand channeling hope to her. Nadia paused her crying, she lifted her face and looked at the doctor in front with sadness.

"Doctor, can I get pregnant?" ask her softly and vibrate.

"I don't advise you to get pregnant, Nadia because it will be very risky for you. It can harm the fetus in your womb as well as yourself" explained the doctor who made Nadia's cries increasingly become.

"You should know, Nadia. In pregnant women with chronic kidney disease, the structure and function of the kidneys have been damaged so that the kidneys can not adapt to pregnancy as usual. This can lead to pregnancy complications that cause the risk of worse pregnancy outcomes, both in the mother and fetus. I just want the best for you. Be patient until you successfully undergo a kidney transplant, you can live a normal life and can get pregnant as well" the doctor explained.

Nadia cried as she pleased with her head on the doctor's desk. Pupus is hoping to have children soon, while to have him he must undergo a kidney transplant first. Don't know which one will come first? Is it help or the Angel Izrail.

Seeing Nadia who never stopped crying, the female doctor moved from her seat. He sat down next to Nadia and hugged the poor woman.

"Trust me, baby. God will not burden man beyond his means. If God tests you as you are now, it means you are able to get through everything. Please help patiently and pray. You believe, not that God is with those who are patient"

"You are in the test of faith, if you can pass it, you will go to class. Don't despair, honey. The mercy of God is beyond the breadth of heaven and earth" the physician's advice is like that of Nadia's own mother.

Hearing the soft words from the doctor beside her, Nadia came to a realization. Life is not just to be regretted, but to be grateful. Slowly Nadia lifted her head, with a face soaked in tears she looked at the female doctor who was her mother's age.

Still sobbing, the doctor rubbed a tear on his cheek. Smiling to cheer up poor Nadia.

Getting such gentle treatment, Nadia drifted away. He hugged the woman's doctor and spilled the weight in his arms. She felt the same warmth as he hugged Sarah.

While Nadia was calming down, Ruby looked for her at home.

"Assalamu'alaikum, Mother! Is Mommy home?" greet Ruby while opening the door and entering Nadia's house.

"Mother!" He called Nadia while continuing to walk through every curve of Nadia's house.

"Mother isn't anywhere, what's in the foundation, huh?" He muttered to himself after not finding Nadia anywhere.

Ruby came back out and looked for the woman in the foundation. However, after arriving there Nadia remained undiscovered. He even asked the mother's nanny and nil. He did not see Nadia as well.

Ruby returned listlessly to her home. Today's PR has to be done immediately, and only Nadia has been able to help him.

"Why? How, lethargy?" ask Ain who was sitting in the middle room of the house with Ikram after performing the Dzuhur prayer.

"Mother is not at his house, nor is there in the foundation. Where are you going, Mi? I also don't know because I haven't seen Mommy from the morning" replied Ruby listlessly. He dropped his body on the chair with a curve.

"Nadia doesn't exist? Abi know where? He must have asked Abi for permission, right?" tanya Ain glanced at the silent Ikram with a frown on the forehead.

"Abi also did not know, there was no permission whatsoever from him. It is not usual for Nadia to disappear like this" Ikram said again in confusion.

The three thought where Nadia was at the moment.

"There's no way she's a cottage, is there? He had never set foot in the cottage at all" Ain muttered himself.

"What about my PR, Umi?" moaning Ruby. Everything is confused now.

"Mother go take a taxi online he said." Bilal's voice suddenly sounded from the direction of the door. The boy was looking for Nadia.

"You know where it came from?" search Ain.

"Mang Sarif had seen, said Mother of the road staggering the rich sick out the gate. Wear a mask with sunglasses, asked just nod," replied Bilal again slammed the body next to Ruby.

"out? Why not get permission first, huh? Did he not have time or forget?" Ikram muttered to himself.

"Maybe in a hurry, Abi. So, no time to tell Abi," said Ain. They dissolve in each other's minds. Ikram who wondered why Nadia did not ask for his permission and Ain was the same as him where his honeymoon sister went so he could not ask permission to Ikram.

While Ruby and Bilal, both complain because they need help from their Mother.

While the person they were looking for, was sitting quietly in the lake not far from the town square. Thinking alone thinking about self-determination.

"Nadia?"