Sharing Love: The Suffering of the Second Wife

Little Heart Ain

That night, the night Ikram was supposed to stay at Nadia's house, he returned to his first wife's house. Ain who had just slept with his three children in one room had to be awake when he heard a knock on the door.

With a lazy Ain moved out of the room, he grabbed the instant veil that was draped over the back of his dressing chair. Wearing it before opening the door.

"Come, why go home?" The woman's eyes were perfectly rounded when she found her husband in front of the house. He did not think Ikram would come home because he had asked Ain's permission to stay at Nadia's house.

"Yes, Mi. Can Abi come in?" pinta Ikram with an immeasurable tired tone.

Ain was unmoved at the door, yet to open the door of his house and leave Ikram outside.

"I'm sorry, Bi, but Abi was supposed to stay there tonight instead of going home. What about the feeling of Nadia as she was left alone? It's your first night" Ain said straightening out what he thought was not right.

Ikram nailed a look at Netra Ain which had absolutely no lies in it. The always gentle and reassuring look was still possessed by the woman.

"Abi knows, but can Abi come in first? Only then will Abi tell Umi," said Ikram again pleading and pitying his first wife.

Ain was forced to open the door and let Ikram into his house. The two of them headed to the sofa to talk, Ain went to the kitchen to get a drink for the tired-looking Ikram. The man dropped his head on the back of the sofa and closed his tired eyes.

His body was helpless, his debate with Nadia weakened the nerves in his body. Nadia's words continued to grow in her ears.

"Drink first, Bi!" said Ain while giving a glass of cold water to her husband.

Opening his eyes, he pulled the body away from the back of the sofa and grabbed a glass of water. Dropping it until it is only half left, enough to eliminate the burning heat in the chest.

Ain looked carefully at her husband's behavior, what had happened between her husband and her honeymoon?

"Now, can Abi tell me what's the matter until Abi comes home?" asked Ain after seeing the slightly calm Ikram.

Ikram lowered his face, took a deep breath and threw it away slowly. Long time he did it to strengthen his heart to talk about the terms of Ain before marriage.

Ain waited patiently, no attitude or urgent words he did. Just wait in silence until Ikram is completely ready to tell it.

The cream raised the view, the neutrals of the two met in another flavor. Ain was suddenly confused to find a patch that was not as usual.

"Umi, if a cat comes to Umi in the hope that he will get the rest of the bones from the fish that Umi eats, Umi, but it was precisely the bone Umi threw away to a place where the cat could not reach him. Will the cat be disappointed?" said Ikram looking at the shady face that had been ten years accompany his life.

Ain furrowed his forehead to hear the parable uttered by Ikram. A moment he thought, seconds later he understood where Ikram was talking.

"Can Nadia not accept the terms of Umi? Then, he was disappointed that he asked Abi to go home? Is it like that?" tymphal Ain. He is intelligent and Ikram always admired his figure.

The three-child woman turned the other way. His breathing was heavier than usual.

"If the cat wants the rest of the bones, it should not come to the person who has owned another cat. Don't you, Abi?" sindir Ain looked back at the silent Ikram listening.

"If he wants to enter into the household of others, then he must be ready to accept all the risks that will be faced. Whatever it was because however his presence really disturbed the peace of their family. He must know the consequences. Any woman would not easily accept another woman to be her honey, Bi-"

"Slices may say yes, but whose heart knows? What's more our household all this time there's never been any problem. The descendant? Abi already owns three of Umi's. Lifting degrees? Nadia is a free and honorable woman. Umi is also still able to meet the biological needs of Abi. Umi only asked for one thing, not the other," said Ain in the end vanishing everything he harbored in his heart.

Ikram. He really did not expect Ain to keep such a deep pain from his second marriage. Ikram looking at the glassy Ain bead seeds. His heart felt a pain at the instant of seeing the sad and disappointed murat emitted by those eyes.

"Abi thought Umi really accepted Abi's marriage to Nadia. Nothing stuck in Umi's heart whatever it was. Forgive Abi, Mi. Abi has not been able to be a good priest to Umi, and a good father to the children. Abi is still tempted**** to not see the sadness on Umi's face, but all this has happened. Inevitably we must accept and live the destiny that God has outlined for us"

"Let not the shatan rule over our conscience and blind it. He will feel victorious and joyful when our faith is weak and drifts away in sorrow from the fate we should not be lamenting. Let us understand each of us, self-mutilation is important so that we are not always bad at the destiny of God. Can we start from scratch with Nadia?" pinta Ikram's.

It was not that he did not hurt to see Ain who held a sebak in the chest due to his second marriage. However, all of that had happened and Ain himself who agreed to it also delivered it at the wedding.

"I'm sorry Abi!"

Ikram grabbed Ain's hand and stuck it on his forehead. Ain folded his lips holding tightness that spread in the chest. Right, all of this has happened and he must accept it with a chest of air.

"I'm sorry Umi, Bi. Umi shouldn't have done this, forgive Umi."

Ain dropped his face over Ikram's head. The two dissolve into each other's mistakes and try to accept fate with Nadia's presence among them.

Be, that night Ain poured out all the flavors in his heart on the Kram. It was so happy and relieved after he did it. No more burden to bear itself.

However, the next day when he saw Nadia who had silenced Ikram, secretly his lips formed a smile his heart muttered happily. He hastily begged Allah for forgiveness.

He did not deny, Nadia's unhappiness made her heart feel a little happy. Nadia who was always friendly to him always lowered her face when she passed him. He did not dare to look at Ain either out of annoyance or out of reluctance. Only he knows.

"Nadia, can you have a breath bath? Brother was busy with Bilal," pinta Ain that morning deliberately lured Nadia.

"Good, Brother!" Nadia's short answer with the passing of her made Ain feel a little annoyed because the lure did not work. Nadia remained silent and did the task Ain had given her.

That is how every day, Nadia still does not talk to Ikram and Ain sometimes feel happy about it even though every time like that he will always say Istighfar. I beg God for forgiveness.