Sharing Love: The Suffering of the Second Wife

'Azl

'Azl is the discharge outside the wife's farj.

Remembering the night where Ikram asked Ain for permission to remarry. The conversation between himself and his first wife was again ringing in the ears of Ikram.

"Alright, but Abi promised to meet the one condition that Umi gave. Umi will agree that Abi is married to her," she replied firmly. Ain turned his face away from Ikram with a million frustrations that he held in his heart at that time.

Ikram frowned confusedly as he looked at the different gels of Ain.

"What is that, Umi? Just say, if Abi is able then Abi will do it, but if not give Abi time to think," said Ikram while guessing in his heart what conditions will be proposed by his wife.

Ain turned back to look at her husband's impatient face. Gently rubbed his cheeks before he applied for her.

"The purpose of the marriage was to get offspring, and Abi had obtained it from Umi by three people. Umi said that's enough"

Ain turned back after removing his hand on Ikram's cheek. Staring at the ceiling of the room decorated with dim lights.

"Abi can marry her, but Umi does not want Abi to have children from other women. Enough of the womb Umi descendants Abi born. Umi doesn't want any offspring of Abi from another woman's womb."

Ain turned, his gaze resting on the face of her surprised husband. It seemed clear that Ikram was so surprised to hear the conditions proposed by Ain.

"Will Abi qualify from Umi?" tanya Ain confirmed. Anyone knows that the purpose of marriage is to connect offspring. For Ain enough children who continue the Ikram lineage, not from other women including the woman who will marry her husband.

Ikram was agitated, given Sarah's statement which was very contrary to the conditions Ain proposed.

"How about, Kickram? Is Nak Ikram willing to ask my son? I'm a little old, and before I die I want to see my son get married and hold a grandchild. Please help this old man who's not long in life, son!"

Return to the request Sarah in the ears Ikram. Like eating simalakama fruit, swallowed bitter not swallowed equally bitter. Ikram dilemma. What should he do with the request of the two men.

It was very heavy the conditions Ain had put forward for him. She wanted to have the child of the woman she was going to marry for a reason.

"How, Abi? Is Abi willing to do it?" Ain's question blew away the daydreams of Ikram from his meeting with Sarah.

Ikram raised his gaze slowly and passed by his wife's sad bead.

"Is there no other condition than that, Mi? It felt really heavy condition that Umi proposed just now," complained Ikram expressed his objection to the conditions that Ain proposed.

"Nothing, Bi. That's all, if Abi can do it then Umi herself will take Abi at the wedding later. However, if Abi is not able then enough Umi who became Abi's only wife"

"Remember, Bi! No woman is willing to be combined, even if she says sincerely her heart will still feel pain. As a painkiller then Umi put forward the conditions for Abi who should Abi run with all Abi's heart," Ain continued affirming his sentence.

Kram silenced, he lowered his head to digest the long sentence that Ain had spoken just now. Only as a remedy from the pain of being combined. Those words ring in the ears of Ikram. Medications from pain due to mingling.

"Did Umi really sincerely marry Abi again if Abi carried out the terms of Umi?" tanya Ikram while affirming his gaze to Ain.

"Yes .. insya Allah Umi sincerely and will accept Umi's destiny steadfastly. Just take care of yourself Abi not to do unfair to us if Abi does not want to walk hobbling in the Mahsyar realm later," Ain replied firmly.

The cream was washed away until he forgot that he was controlling Nadia under him. The woman had tears when Ikram first broke through his goal.

Nadia's forehead, and her eyes. His nose also had a soft lip.

I'm sorry, Nadia. I had to do this. Excuse me.

A myriad of guilt suddenly struck Ikram's heart as he fused his lips with Nadia's. Her tears fell on the skin of the woman's cheeks beneath her.

"Mas, why are you crying? It's not sick, though. Go ahead" said Nadia, holding Ikram's cheeks with both hands as Ikram paused his movement as he recalled his conversation with Ain.

The more Ikram felt guilty, he realized if he did that Nadia would be hurt. However, if he still forced him to break his promise to Ain.

"It's okay, honey. I'm just moved because you're still holy" Ikram told a lie. Nadia kissed her husband's lips softly and gently.

"I just want to give my crown to the man I love and have become my husband."

Ikram did not expect Nadia's love for him so big that the beautiful and intelligent girl was willing to be made a second wife by him. Though he knew, there were many men who admired his figure. The guilt grew and grew until it filled a lump of flesh in his chest.

Nadia started the game again, followed by Ikram. Both of them enjoyed their first night which was delayed a few days. Now Nadia knows what that inner living feels like. All this time he only heard the Kram explain it through lectures only.

The sweat flooded the bodies of the two. They almost reached the peak of enjoyment, the peak of which the person said the place******* of the wrestling game was. Just as Ikram was about to reach the top, he pulled out his property and took out his seed not where his tears should have been as he stared at the shocked Nadia on the bed.

Ikram dropped his body back hugging the frozen Nadia. What was that?

"I'm sorry, Nadia. Pardon Mas," said Ikram while continuing to hug the body of his second wife who still did not respond.

"You must be disappointed in Mas. Forgive me," he repeated again still did not get the authorization.

Nadia's tears fell unbearably. What Ikram did really hurt his heart. Nadia felt devastated. He's disappointed.

"Why did Mas do 'azl in the absence of udzur, Mas? Does Mas Ikram not want to have offspring from my womb? Why, Mas? Why did Ikram do this?" nadia asked in a soft voice almost drowned.

"Please apologize, Nadia. Not like that, no! Really, Mas also wants to have a child from you," said Ikram has not let go of his embrace from Nadia.

Whose heart is not sliced when the purpose of marriage is to have children, but it is precisely the man who has the seed that does what disappointed him.

"'Azl is done when there is an udzur that allows it or there is a deal from the wife, but we have no agreement at all. Why would you do that?" Nadia's cry broke out in the middle of the silent night.

"I'm sorry, Nadia. Sorry!"

That's all Ikram said without being able to explain why he did it. Nadia thrashed in her arms, crying hysterically in disappointment. Ikram could do nothing but stand still while hugging his second wife who was crying more and more.