Sharing Love: The Suffering of the Second Wife

Not This ....

"You're not going?" repeat uncle Harits to Ruby who had been silent without a sound with her head lowered deeply.

Ruby shook her head answering Uncle Harits after repeating his question. The man took a deep breath, he sat behind the wheel waiting.

"It's just that you yell in there, he won't come out" murmured Harith's uncle who, though slow, could be heard by Ruby.

The teenager looked up, staring at the door. The voice of his two younger siblings calling Nadia was still faintly heard in his ears. He walked in and sat in the back seat. Many times his hands rubbed the eyes that were inundated with water. Uncle Harits caught him in the middle of the car, and he was indifferent.

The man was not used to waiting, he tapped his finger at the wheel to drive away the boredom that roiled his heart. He even dropped his head on the wheel and took a deep breath. Resisting the turmoil within her mind.

"Mother! Mother, open the door! We want to see Mommy, "please Bilal and Nafisah while constantly banging on the door of Nadia's room.

There was no word from the occupants, silent as if there was no one in the room. However, the door was locked from the inside.

Nadia was sitting on the floor, leaning on the cot. His tears poured down heavily, mixed with sweat that seeped through the pores. He closed his ears as the voice of Bilal and Nafishah continued to ring out his name.

"No! I have to be strong!" Nadia shook her head against the invitation of the heart that told her to meet them.

"Mother! We want to hug Mother for the last. MOTHER!" shouted Bilal loudly. The two spoke faltering due to the pace of their increasingly becoming cries.

"DELAY! OPEN DOOR!" Nafisah spoke tirelessly to call Nadia. However, the woman inside kept her ears shut. He dropped the body on the floor, curled up with both hands firmly attached to the ears.

"Already ... already, let your Mother calm down in there. He won't meet you even if he keeps calling. You better get out of here, your brother is waiting." Rima came to stop the action of the two who tirelessly hit the wooden door.

"Tante Rima, ask Mommy to open the door. We want to say goodbye to Mother before we leave, "please Bilal. He looked at Rima with water that never shrank.

Rima looked at the two of them, it was really sad indeed. Especially if Nadia reaches them, surely she will not have the heart to let go of them.

"Sir Nadia won't open the door, she doesn't want to see you. Instead you quickly leave, brother Harits will be furious if left to wait too long. Go!"

Rima encouraged the bodies of the two to leave the house immediately. Not caring about the cries of the two of them, he led the two towards the car. He also helped ride Nafisah despite having thrashed not wanting to leave.

Rima closed the car door and immediately locked uncle Harits. No longer hearing voices, Nadia moved. He rose with the rest of his tears. Standing at the window staring at their departure.

"Mother!" ruby looked as her eyes caught Nadia standing at the window. He could also see the woman's tears before his hand pulled the curtain and covered it all.

Ruby lowered her gaze, looking down deeply. While his two sisters, continued to cry as they pleased while calling Nadia. The car drove slowly leaving the courtyard of Harits's uncle's mansion.

Nadia did not leave, she was still behind the curtain peering at their departure.

"I'm sorry, kids! Excuse me. It's not that I don't want to see you guys. I'm just afraid that if I meet you, I won't be willing to let you go. Be happy with your parents, may you forgive me" muttered Nadia.

Mother and all the children, too, were sad. However, they can understand the situation. After paying attention to Ruby's attitude day by day, and now that's what should happen. They returned to their parents' house because after all the three children still had complete parents.

Rima and Winda stood on the terrace until the car disappeared. The two of them moved in, eager to meet Nadia and comfort the woman. However, it takes time to normalize his heart and feelings.

The two sat in the middle room, with their respective minds. Silence of a thousand languages is nothing to discuss anymore.

Uncle Harits put a headset in his ear, not wanting to hear the cries of the two children in his car. Listening to music is better than the senses are filled with the sound of their cries.

"Have, you don't keep crying" Ruby said as she pulled Nafisah into her arms. Her youngest sister became increasingly, her eyes, nose, lips, and cheeks were all flushed. Her tears never subsided, sobbing shed the sadness of her heart.

Uncle Harits looked at them from the middle rearview mirror. She could see Ruby crying, but the teenager wiped her tears without command.

Ruby glanced at Bilal, her younger brother was still sobbing. Her face turned to the window unwilling to look at her brother.

"Bill-"

"Don't talk to me!" bilal faltered as Ruby's vibrating voice called out her name.

Sad not to play, Ruby looked down again. Got his youngest brother who is still sobbing. Nafisah fell asleep after weeping, as did Bilal. Only Ruby could not close her eyes because of the upheaval of her heart and mind.

He stared at the window, looking at the tall buildings. It is not a new thing the density of the Jakarta capital highway as if it has become ingrained for its residents.

Ruby rubbed her eyes again as Nadia's smiling shadow crossed the mind window. Joking laughter and joking jest with the woman, imprinted in his heart and he would not be easy to take it off.

"Sir, can we meet Mother again?" ruby asked still in a trembling and hopeful voice.

Bilal opened his eyes slightly, he did not really sleep. Waiting for Uncle Harits answer to Ruby's question.

"Well .. for this one year period, no." Uncle Harits glanced at the surprised look of Ruby.

"Why, Master?"

"Because I don't allow you or anyone related to you to see him. Just hold it, until we get married and have kids. Maybe I'll consider it." Uncle Harits shrugged his shoulders complete with a line of lips that curved downwards.

Ruby lowered her head, which meant that she would never see Nadia again. The woman completely broke off the relationship with him and his family. Just want to cry and scream. This is not what he wanted, is it!

He wanted to still be able to meet with Nadia, but also did not want his two masters to languish in prison.

'Mother!' the sound of his heart that stings. He bit his lips firmly withstanding the turmoil of grief in his heart. This is not what he wants, is it!