Sharing Love: The Suffering of the Second Wife

Rejected

"So how, Nadia? Can I occupy an empty space in your heart?" asked Rai again after a while Nadia silenced not to say. He lowered his face while biting his lips a little strongly confused as to what to answer.

The breath that sounded very heavy from Rai made Nadia raise her head. He smiled when he looked at the man.

"Honestly, for now I still haven't thought about it. I'm still traumatized by my recently broken marriage. You could say I still can't trust anyone to fill my heart right now. Sorry, Rai. Not that you are not good, this is just me who still can not accept anyone to stay in my heart," said Nadia with a bead that glazed asking for understanding.

The man in front of him was smiling, just like always. He remained patient and calm in the face of all the problems. From him Nadia learned not to give up on life.

"Rai, you are the one who raised my spirit that was lost. You are the one who returned my fading smile. I consider you like my own brother. At least for now. In the future ... I also do not know what will be like? You can understand, right?" nadia continued meekly.

Again Rai smiled, as if saying that he was fine even though repeatedly rejected Nadia. Imagine, he had expressed his feelings for Nadia before he married Ikram. Then, refused. Now, after he was released from Ikram Rai tried his luck again. But Nadia refused.

"I can understand, I will wait until your heart is completely open to me. Nadja ...."

Rai took a deep breath and threw it away slowly. He stared intently at Nadia's manic.

"Nadia .. I .. I've loved you far from before Ikram ustadz proposed to you. It's just that I wasn't given a chance to express my feelings. Also .. because I didn't have the courage to say it. I recently ventured to be honest with you. Honestly, I love you so much. I hope you consider this feeling of mine, Nadia," Rai said with great difficulty.

Nadia was nervous, she threw away her gaze when Rai looked at her. It felt embarrassed and inferior to what his best friend had just revealed.

Nadia bites the flesh inside her lips, thinking what else to ask Rai's understanding that she still wants to be alone for now.

Rai waited, as usual. Always patient and calm. While Nadia is confused to determine what her feelings are like. His gaze was fixed on the water ripples that the small fish created on its surface.

His heart is still uncertain, he does not know who will dock his love. Is it to Uncle Harits or Rai? For sure, for now Nadia still does not want that. He still wants to be alone while thinking about what he will do in the future.

"I know, Rai. It's also hard for me, but I'm really not ready to accept anyone for now. I'm afraid that if I keep pushing, it won't end well like I've experienced before. I don't want anything like that to happen again because I'm in too much of a hurry to make a decision. Please understand, Rai. Give me time to think things through. Can it?" pinta Nadia with a very.

Highlight his glassy eyes, indicating he was still sad with all the events that happened to him. Nadia needed time to treat the trauma that Ikram had given her. No longer want to make the wrong decision, Nadia prefers to be alone for some more time.

Rai took a deep breath for the next time. This time he had to give up on time. How long will time stay away from him? How long will he have to wait for this time?

Rai lowered his head, strengthening his heart which was back to get rejection from the woman he loved. It's okay, maybe there's some time left he'll have to wait. After that, all the answers he hoped he would get. Maybe Rai has not tried to the maximum to be able to melt Nadia's heart.

"Alright, I won't force it. You're right, something forced won't end well. I will wait again until you can truly accept my feelings, Nadia. I hope you can think about what I said earlier. I expect a lot from you" Rai said very much.

He made Nadia raise her head to see him.

"Want me to take you?" tawar Rai while pointing at the car he was carrying.

Nadia shook her head before replying, "I went home alone." He pointed to his motorbike parked not far from him.

Rai nodded his head after seeing the motorbike Nadia was carrying.

"All right, I'll go home first. Don't be too late to be here. The night breeze is not good for health" he advises before turning around and entering his car. He waved and pressed the horn before driving forward.

Nadia smiled, she waved her hand to let Rai go. Be alone. Nadia glanced at the watch in her hand, then dropped her gaze around Balong. The more the night gets crowded. Many young couples spend time in these places. Deserve the place to be a place of memories because there are indeed many memories contained in the atmosphere of the night there.

Nadia moved, seeing Nadia who moved, the men of uncle Harits were swift to move. Preparing to escort Nadia despite being clandestine.

Nadia left Balong and returned home. Tired, he went straight to the room and laid down on his mother's bed.

"Damn!" as Harith's uncle said after receiving reports from his men about Nadia, "that boy again. Who exactly is that boy?" continued uncle Harits do not like the closeness of Nadia and Rai.

"I want you to investigate who that man is? Give me the full information and remember! Don't use my time too much!" uncle Harith told his men who were in charge of watching Nadia.

He hung up the phone, his heart suddenly did not feel calm. He was agitated, a bad feeling rippled out. What happened to Nadia? What danger is he hiding?

Not wanting to delay, uncle Harits rushed out of the house. He had to go back to the city and make sure Nadia was okay. Uncle Harith left his residence without saying goodbye to everyone. It must be fast and it must not be late.

The road is a little quiet, making Uncle Harits can spur the car beyond the normal speed limit. The closer he got, the more agitated his heart became.

"Nadia, what happened to you? Protect him, O God! Don't let anything happen to her. Please!" muttered uncle Harits very much. His heart rate is not bad, making his chest cavity becomes tight.

"Wait for me, Nadia!"