Sharing Love: The Suffering of the Second Wife

Rejection of Sarah

"Nadia needs Mamah's support to convince Nadia's decision to part with Ikram's mas."

The wind rippled, flying the hijab of the two until they met each other. Sarah who was very surprised after hearing Nadia's short sentence immediately stared with her mouth open.

Nadia lowered her head, then raised her face again watching Sarah's excessive ripples.

"May?" call her while gently touching Sarah's hand.

"No, Nadia! What was your reason for asking to be separated from her?" ask Sarah after waking up a while later.

An agitated Nadia cast a glance at the calm lake water. The feeling he felt in his heart for what happened to his life.

He shook his head slowly without taking his eyes off the previous place. He let out a short breath expelling the tightness in the chest.

"There is a better fit to accompany the Ikram than me, Mah. It's been five years married I haven't been able to give him a child because of this illness I'm suffering from, Mah. I also can't see Brother Ain continuing to be moody and sad. Every time I see it, I am always haunted by guilt for ruining the happiness of his household with Ikram. I just want to back off, Mah," replied Nadia honestly telling me the pain she felt.

Sarah understood what her son was going through, she rubbed Nadia's hand and clasped her fingers. Giving a warm gaze calmed down when he looked at the child.

"Now you know how Ain felt when Ikram asked for permission to marry you, right? But Nadia, the pain you feel is nothing when compared to the pain that Ain felt at that time. This is a test for you, son. As long as the Kram can do justice and not hurt you, why don't you try to accept it? You haven't felt the test like Ain't been through"

"Nadia .. didn't Mamah tell you that no woman is truly willing to be combined. Is Ikram getting married again?" search Sarah while looking at the sad face of Nadia.

The daughter looked down and decided on Sarah's gaze. What Sarah said was true. He felt tremendous pain when Ikram said he wanted to marry again.

"You're right, huh?" Sarah scolded. He straightened his body to feel the roar of the wind that was flying the dry leaves.

"Not a single leaf has fallen but because of the destiny laid down for it. What happened was all God's will, man just accept it and carry out the role as best as possible. There is no pain unless it is reciprocated with sweetness. There is no endless suffering. Everything has its own turning point. What we garden now is what we will reap later in life" advises Sarah who manages to penetrate Nadia's deepest recesses.

He rubbed the corner of his watery eyes. Sarah doesn't even support him to part ways, at least for now. Whether what happens in the future, everything is always a secret of God.

"What does it mean that Mamah did not allow me to separate from the Ikram mas?" nadia asked after adjusting her heart which started to calm down again.

Sarah shook her head, she had a reason why she would not allow Nadia to separate from Ikram.

"At least not for the moment. Mom can't let you separate from her. Hasn't he always been nice to you? There's no reason Mamah supports you parting ways, Nadia. If in the future, he does things that are outside the sharia then you can apply kulu'," stressed Sarah again.

Nadia looked down again, took a deep breath and threw it away quickly.

"Nadia, you think Mamah didn't keep an eye on you there? No, Son! Mom watches over you at all times. Mamah knows how your life there is and how Ikram also Ain treats you," said Sarah suddenly.

"I mean Mama what?" tanyanya wants to know.

Sarah smiled looking at her daughter who asked in confusion.

"I mean Mamah, if you need Mamah .. come and tell Mamah. Don't decide alone what else is in a bubbling emotional state. That's not good, son. The devil will meddle in the emotions that rule your heart. If you obey the lust, then they will laugh satisfied, but if you calm down and do not rashly in making decisions they will overheat and lose of course. Do you understand?" Sarah stroked the head of her hijab-covered daughter.

Nadia nodded in understanding. This decision was taken after he thought carefully. And there was only that path he could take to make everything peaceful.

Perhaps Sarah wanted to make Nadia feel the pain that Ain experienced when Ikram married her first. So that he knew and in the future became a valuable lesson that will always be remembered not to be repeated. Or Sarah has other reasons she can't say for now to Nadia.

"Patience and accept your destiny as a servant of God of faith. Do not give up your faith just because of this problem. You should draw closer to Allah and ask forgiveness for your conscious sins. Let us both draw near to God and ask for His forgiveness. Don't be discouraged, son. Great destiny is waiting for you in front," Sarah said as she clasped Nadia's body in silence.

Nadia cried, no matter what fate God planned for her. Will he be able to accept it or just give up in the future. Hopefully after this everything will be fine.

Sarah looked at her daughter's passing. He squinted, not taking pity on Nadia. It's just that, Sarah secretly observed the behavior of Ain and Ikram without anyone knowing.

He who was still sitting in the lake, thought of something I don't know what. Only he knows and God knows.

It only started after the sun was almost tilted to the west. Leaving the lake where he had memories with his late father Nadia.

The boy had no chance to see his papa. Let alone that, feeling his touch and embrace he had never. Until now Sarah is still looking for who the perpetrator hit her husband. I don't know what he'll do when he meets her.

Nadia stepped gontai entering the hut area. With a bowed face, he did not even care about Ain who was looking at him sharply from the porch of the house. Just keep stepping through the gates of the foundation until he arrives at his house.

"Mother!" A call stopped Nadia who was about to open the door. He turned around and found Ruby standing with her sympathetic face.

"Ruby's? What's up?" nadia asked, opening the door. Ruby approached without saying anything, she hugged Nadia. Crying sadly, I don't know what happened to her.

"What's up, baby? Why are you crying? If there is a problem, and you want to tell the same Mother, just tell her. Come on, come on in!" Nadia brought Ruby into the house.

Sitting on the sofa side by side. Nadia was confused by the attitude of Ruby who hugged herself tightly. The teenager was still crying and said nothing. Nadia patiently waited as she rubbed her head gently.

"Mother?" After all this time. He looked up with wet eyes looking at Nadia. Implied sadness in his eyes, his tone also shook bitterly.

"What's up, baby? Just tell me, Mommy will listen." Nadia smiled as she rubbed the water pooled on her cheek.