
As a mirror ... hearts that have been broken into pieces will not be able to return intact.
Man is like a froth in the sea, tossed about by the waves of life. Go there and find a grip, to stay afloat in a world filled with suffering.
One mini bus drove off from the foundation where Nadia lived. He never knew if Ikram and his family were going on vacation. The sound of children singing loud and cheerful filled the car.
Nadia was very entertained with laughter from the children, so far she only often came to visit handing over donations without being able to mingle with them for a long time.
But now, he is so close. Family clearly feels warm for him, it's okay if Ikram rarely visit. He was comforted by the children. Their smiles and laughter managed to shake off the emptiness in his heart.
"Mom, who's been helping you take care of the kids?" nadia asked the nanny Mother who was sitting next to her. He glanced at the children who were still joking and laughing at each other.
"There used to be a friend Mother she was a girl, but now married follow her husband. Then helped Umi take care of the children. Well .. although he was busy with family, but he always took the time and time to help take care of these children," answered the mother caregiver as it is. Nadia nodded her head in understanding. How he praised Ain in his heart and admired his figure.
"May I ask?" The nanny mother nodded as she looked at Nadia, "what is Kak Ain like?" nadia asked in curiosity. There was no bad intention in his heart, he just wanted to know.
"Umi's a nice guy, simple, not much demanding. He is also very loving, very loving to children. Umi never complained about anything even though she looked tired, but Umi always said okay. That's as far as Mom knows, the rest of you don't know anything" she said honestly.
Nadia nodded her head again and admired the figure of her elder sister. There is no flaw in his figure, it is appropriate if Ikram loves him so much that he obeys whatever he asks. Unlike her, a sick woman and soon may be coming to pick her up.
Maybe Nadia will just back off.
"Rasuluullah saw. said, "Wife whoever asks her husband to divorce her for no right reason, then forbidden the fragrance of heaven for her."
(CHR. Abu Daud and Tirmidhi).
He will talk about a wife asking for divorce from her husband. It restored Nadia's consciousness that had turned the direction. He did not want to ban the fragrance of heaven for him. Na'uudzubillahi min dzaalik.
"Astaghfirullah al-'adhiim .. astaghfirullah al-'adhiim!" he murmured slowly while rubbing his chest.
The journey from Rangkasbitung to Serang city is taken within two hours drive. Now they are in the parking lot of a building in the city.
"Well .. are we at the top?"
"It's so high!"
"See the cars and the bikes there, small from here!"
"This mother what's her name?" ask a child to Nadia.
"It's a mall, baby," he replied as he crouched down with the children staring at the expanse of vehicles underneath.
"Mall's? What's in Rangkas not there?" the question again is obviously curious. Nadia smiling.
"There, baby. It's just that in Rangkas is still a small scale, so Mommy prefers to come here. If for the family alone is not a problem," he said while inviting children to enter the mall.
The children's enthusiasm is so high especially when Nadia takes them to TimeZone with a wide variety of games.
"Mother!" tease Ruby who accidentally saw Nadia sitting on the edge of the playground.
"Ruby's? You alone? Why go alone, baby?" nadia asked with a worried ripple when she found Ruby standing alone. He held both arms over Nadia.
"No, Bun. There is Umi and Abi also sisters," he replied.
Nadia sighed with relief hearing that, she did not want if Ain and Ikram knew that she was in the same mall with him.
"Mmc ... Ruby ... Mother asked for help, yes. Please don't tell Abi and Umi that Mommy is here" Nadia asked as she stared fixedly at the nine-year-old's bead.
"But why, Bun? Can't we walk together?" ruby asked a little disappointed.
"It's okay, honey. Mother just doesn't feel good. Please, yes," she asked again. Ruby had to nod. He and his family were sitting at the dinner table.
"Yes, go to Abi and Umi later if they can eventually find you," said Nadia. Ruby ran towards her family under Nadia's gaze.
I hope the boy doesn't say anything to them.
Satisfied playing around, Nadia invited them shopping.
"One toy for each and one item that you need most," said Nadia while releasing the children to choose their own needs.
Together with the mother their caregivers choose and sort out what items they need. Nadia was sitting waiting near the cashier table, suddenly her stomach was throbbing pain. Luckily, he brought his medicine. Rest for a while until the pain goes away.
Satisfied playing and shopping, they return in the afternoon. Intentions want to invite to watch the cinema as well, but time does not allow. They arrived at the foundation before the Maghrib came, while Ikram had not seen his car in front of the house.
The day turns night, the night turns dawn. After dawn prayers and tadarus, Nadia rushed to the house of Ikram.
"You must prepare all the children's needs at dawn and must go home before their Abi returns from the mosque."
Ain's request yesterday came back in Nadia's ears. Maybe Ikram and his family came home late, their house lights haven't even been turned on. Nadia prepared all the needs of the children in the house.
He did it wholeheartedly, trying to be sincere, trying not to complain. Sometimes he was jealous of Ain because he had a lot of time with Ikram.
"Astaghfirullah al-adhiim!" Again he realized who he was? Only a third person whose arrival really disturbed the harmony of their household.
He prepares Ruby's needs, and wakes her up. Also Bilal. Don't forget the little Nafisah. Nadia prepared hot water for him to take a shower. He also cooked a makeshift breakfast with the ingredients he found in the refrigerator.
After doing his duty, he rushed home before Ikram returned from the mosque even Ain was still busy on his alphabet.
A rough sweat sprung up around Nadia's face, she held onto her suddenly throbbing stomach again.
"Oh God! Why does it hurt so often?" lamented. He held the door post quickly when his feet were unable to support his body. Nadia quickly opened the door of her house and rushed in. Find people and immediately swallow them. He was slammed into the bed after drinking water, lying on the bed unconscious and no one knew.