Restore Your Smile

The Agility of Cecilia

The engagement party is over. Everyone has returned to their homes. Especially for the Adipratama family, they return to the hotel that is the choice of each family to spend the night.

Andreas and Darrell had offered his brother and sister's family to rent a room at the same hotel. But apparently every family already has a hotel of their own choice. Finally as always, each family takes care of its own family members.

Tonight was so tiring, especially for those who became the main characters of the event that had just taken place. Cecilia was already lying on her bed. Her body was tired of the activity all day. Her engagement event was really draining her energy.

But alas, his mind was not in line with his tired body. His mind is still busy working even though the owner of his body already wants to rest. The footage of the scene that had happened all day was being replayed in his mind.

Many things made her feelings chaotic that happened throughout her engagement party. From happy things like the arrival of his friends to his party, things that add to his feelings of guilt are like sincere congratulations from Celine, he said, as well as his anxiety because he was directly involved in the power struggle in the Adipratama company.

Regarding the latter, he had indeed received a warning from his friends. Darrell himself had already admitted to it and told him to weigh in carefully. But all this time he responded casually. He did not take it too seriously because as Priscillia said, it often happened among them.

But after experiencing it for yourself, it feels different. There are feelings of disappointment, sadness, and anger at being taken advantage of. Try Imagine! Her engagement party just took place today, but her family status has been painted to raise Darrell's name at a shareholder meeting.

In addition to those feelings, Cecilia also felt worry and fear. A question disturbed his mind. What happens if Darrell succeeds in deposing Celine and becomes the rightful heir? What about their relationship? Does Darrell still need it? Answer no!

Then, once he is no longer needed, will Darrell throw it away? Cecilia did not dare to imagine it. It was very sad to know after being used, then he was thrown away.

Even so, this possibility could happen, right? What if Darrell's sweet demeanor and concern for her all this time was just a charade to lure her in? What if the goal had been achieved, Darrell would have changed? After all, he had not really known the man.

But so far, the more you know Darrell, the more your love grows. The more often he saw it, it seemed like his lover's appearance was getting handsome. Not to mention his sweet attitude that made him melt and hypnotized just like that. I don't know what happens if he finds out that Darrell's attitude has been a charade all along. It might be ruined.

Cecilia tries to reflect on her life journey during this time, especially how to love and treat her partner. He admitted that he easily fell in love just because of a handsome face. Same thing happened with Darrell. It was the first thing that got him hooked.

But since his encounter with Darrell, it seems he has never been interested in other men. Is it because no one has matched Darrell's good looks in his judgment? He himself does not know.

Long ago ..as fast as he fell in love, so soon as he could let go of love. As long as he finds a more handsome one, he will break off his old lover and move on to a new one.

He also often breaks off relationships with men only for trivial reasons. If the man pays little attention to it, their relationship will end. It was easy for him to do because he never lacked male backup in his life.

For example, he had a relationship with a man who only wanted his money. There are only reasons that the man said to ask for help from him.

At that time his friends had also given him a warning that the man was a liar and just wanted to use him. But he doesn't care. Stupidly, he still gave the man the amount of money he wanted. For him the problem was a trivial thing that he was still able to do. In his mind he was helping. That's all!

The principle thing that makes him part with such men, in addition to the matter of the Man's good looks and attitude to him, is if it is about loyalty or if the man asks for things that are not yet time he got. If the man is caught cheating or invite him to sleep together, in an instant the man will immediately he PHK (Lover Relationship Breaking).

Loyalty to him is the main thing. If the courtship is already cheating, what about when married later? Although he himself was not very loyal, at least he never had a relationship with two men at once. For him, it was better that he was decided because the Man found a better one than to duke it out in the back.

The issue of chastity is also an inexorable matter. His mother had often reminded him, if his friendship was his precious crown, regarding self-esteem that must always be maintained. It can only be given to the man who is her husband.

Cecilia agreed to follow this principle. He who idolizes princess characters in the fairy tale world, certainly needs to maintain his pride and elegance. For that reason, when Junior High he agreed to be a follower of Priscillia who in his eyes has a true princess character.

And now, when he met Darrell who had the appearance of a white riding prince and always being sweet, polite and gentle with him, how could he possibly refuse him? Moreover, Darrell once told her to make her the queen of her life (wild eps 64 - Among the Choices). Just imagine, not just a princess, but a QUEEN !! What a tempting temptation for a Cecilia.

Cecilia really found no shortage of Darrell, other than in terms of the 'favorite' call the man gave her. But the trivial can be easily forgotten once Cecilia sees the smile and laughter of her handsome lover.

Darrell can't promise her love, but can't love be nurtured slowly? After all, isn't that man committed to making her the only woman in his life? (still in eps 64 - Among the Choices) So he has quite a long time to cultivate love between them, right?

Perhaps all of these reasons are what make Cecilia fall in love with Darrell. Only this time he fought for his love to this extent. He was at odds with his friends, plagued with guilt, and branded as a traitor. It really wasn't a cheap price he had to pay for his choice of Darrell.

And once he accepts all those consequences, will Darrell not change after achieving his goal? Will the man keep all his words? Or vice versa, all the price he paid for Darrell would be wasted?

Cecilia could not answer. Doubt began to appear in his heart. He could only hope Darrell wasn't that cruel to him. With this hope, Cecilia fell asleep.

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