Part of me

It's Me

Here I am a confused child searching for the meaning of a long-lost happiness. My life was quiet and lonely after my father died. Everything changed as time went on, as if it had separated my life from theirs...

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The name of the brother or chairman is all just a title, if there is a chance they will leave...

They only care about what they see, what they feel, they will last as long as they need after they are satisfied they will leave even they may leave when you are down.

They're not gonna help you, they're just taking you as a foothold. Like a deer tricking a crocodile to cross a river, you are in the position of a crocodile that the deer uses to cross a river. One stupid word. My words are too harsh, right?! I'm sorry I didn't tell you, but I told myself I was just as stupid as a crocodile.

I only want you to be there for me, but you only want what you want and then leave after you are satisfied. Snob! Like you'd never come to me someday. Right now you're like a crocodile who doesn't know how to repay a stupid buffalo who has helped him get off a fallen tree, which he will eat instead. A sentence that deserves no idea of yourself.

Enough to represent your confidence, your pride and your selfishness.

The me you think of as a stepping stone might one day look like a bear looking for Marsha that she left in the woods, like a bear looking for Marsha when she left with a circus kang. Right now you don't need me, you don't need me, but one day you'll be looking for me for a sense of loss.

I'm telling you If you've decided to leave then don't ever turn around. Sorry for taking me off, sorry to see me without you being okay and sorry you couldn't hurt me again like you used to.

I have a romance story that I think will go well like in novels and comics that I read but I forgot that I also read some novels and comics that did not start well. When I first learned about dating or what you call love, it made me fall into a black abyss called heartbreak.

The first time I had a girlfriend was when I was in 2nd grade in Madrasah. My boyfriend is 1 year different from me he's in 3rd grade.

If it is not wrong I am dating only 2 weeks but because of the envy of my upperclassman that makes me reunited with teacher BK (or BP anyway know the point) it is because in Madrasah courtship is not allowed to be uttered "it's not allowed to get caught by people who hate you" because many even the chairman of OSIS himself dating. Forget it let's just say that my bad luck is also the most beautiful gift to me because he might not be the best for me. Some time after entering BK my girlfriend was cheating with my junior sister who was a junior in TPA. This is what I call grace.

You guys understand, right?! This is me who is not afraid to seize whatever I want if it has been my target then it will not be released before being satisfied. Amazingly I was because I never gave up and was always patient especially when it came to things I wanted maybe more to curiosity. I could say often damaging relationships people argue that courtship is haram. Hhe I once ruined the relationship of a strict member of OSIS. You guys are wondering how I ruined their relationship, aren't you? I will be honest because when I enter as a new student, the habit of puffing is to look for gebetan or a partner. Me included. At first I liked the bespectacled brother I thought was handsome until I looked for information about him who happened to be the girlfriend of my distant sister but I didn't care. I keep looking for information no. cellphone which at that time still often use sms.

Understand the name is also a new child growing up, after I get the number I also sent a message on the pretext of asking the problem of MOS is he a member of OSIS. I cheered for no more than 5 minutes in reply, and he just asked me my name and then we often chatted via text even though sometimes the one who replied to the text was his girlfriend but that's great I have a plain look and a sinless face.

At school, I used to tell my classmates about what I was doing. My classmates even often called the older brother glasses and said "hey the one he (pointed me) likes the older brother" my face blush immediately heated up because of the embarrassment plus the glasses brother who looked at me and smiled made people misunderstand and I hope, I hope, but it wasn't long since there was nothing interesting about him making me go and look for another one. Coincidentally the same as the one liked by my friend until the three of us were hostile to fighting over one person who liked one of us who was definitely not me, even though I'm self-aware that it's not as pretty and smooth as she is, but that's me, as long as I like something or am interested in one thing, it will be before getting bored, it will not stop until we make up again. One person who is liked by the three of us, my other friend likes one person who often plays ball, he said, although I think not too okay but his high body and his expertise in sports that make people envious klo is not wrong he is SI sport in his class, and I'm starting to get interested in the vice chairman of OSIS the glasses brother's friend. I said my relationship with older sister WAKASIS is quite good even though at first she did not like me because it disturbs her friend's relationship but somehow we often chat actually mocked each other but it was beautiful for me to remember. Well ugly me I don't care about the judgment of others as long as I'm happy right? because no one cares about you but yourself.

My relationship with my sister WAKASIS remains good wherever and when even when in front of our teachers still teasing each other remember wherever it is junior is not to blame for still learning different from seniors.

I'm telling you that GLASSES sister, WAKASIS, THE SPORTSMAN, CHAIRMAN OF OSIS, and WHO CONTESTed them all 3rd grade when I was 1st grade.

I tell you the continuation that the big brother SI sport does not like my friend but I, I know from where from my friend who happens to be his neighbor and yes my friend often cornered me to him.

Hey don't say I'm too confident but it's real even I was bought a drink when thirsty in the middle of the field after sports more precisely a lesson that I think is boring. I hate sports because I once flushed volleyball when I wanted to go home from school while in the sd even though I sometimes like to play basketball but not too often and only if bored. But it ended when I was flashing with a volleyball because it felt quite amazing pain until I fell on the sidelines and my vision was blurry but not to faint because I had to pretend strong, because I had to pretend strong, it's my habit when playing with boys can't be whiny but after that tomorrow I get a fever due to pain that hits my head that hit the ball. Don't you think that it was just my usual volleyball which was hit by a 3sd class ball while the 6sd male players too, it's a good thing I didn't faint because of the volleyball.

Volleyball made me afraid of the ball and lazy in sports lessons.