Part of me

Just a Small Writer

I'm just a little penulian

My story's a mess

There's not much to tell

I only write part of my life

I don't think anyone is interested in stopping by

Nor did it occur to me that there would be a time when my work would be appreciated

I am just expressing what I feel

Without having to tell the wrong people

To reduce the pain of what is called betrayal

I chose to tell a story through a work

Let a lot of people say what my work is like

It is their right to express it

I just wish...

I hope I'm not going the wrong way now

Praying your best for the future

Trying to think openly and optimistically for my own work

Although not many rewards are accepted

At least someone read

Maybe it's in the same story

Silence without sound while reading

Two words in a series of non-directional stories also do not bleed

It can make a person's heart move and think clearly

Who knows if there is someone in power who secretly reads

Hopefully, my work will interest him and invite me to join his team

Xixi is just my candle that if it becomes real I will be grateful even though I do not know what will happen in the future

Rainbows will appear when the rain has gone

Whereas

He will come when the wrong people turn away

A soul mate will not come at the wrong time

And I'm not gonna wait for something that's not beautiful

But all of this is not certain nor is it purposeful

I am not a God who knows everything

Not an angel without lust

Moreover, the Prophet or Rosul is always patient in his life path

What is my power is just an ordinary human being made of a ground blown into it

Which despite being told about the final journey of my life when I was not born until the end of my life which I also do not remember the slightest thing that will happen

Sometimes it occurs to me what makes me willing to be born into this world...?

Will it come down to a handsome prince of humble hearts also earn a lot to support me even my family...?

If you think more and more wondering what will happen in the future

What a wonderful future I have until I want to see the world

God wouldn't send me here wrong, but I'm afraid I'm misguided when I go too far

I was afraid of too many sins that I committed to be ashamed to meet Him even though I really wanted to meet him

God is too kind to me even all I wish he had set the right time for me

My patience may be a blessing in the future and my fault will be a lesson in the future

God can't let the struggle of his people go to waste just like that sometimes I don't feel worthy of all that

I have no doubt that God cannot wrongly place me in the wrong position because only he knows the best of my life in the present and the life to come

I have a deep trust in the promises he makes because He is a substance that never breaks the promise of what he has given unlike him.

I'll see you next episode...

Papayo...