Part of me

Fill my heart

Everyone has experienced pain and everyone has fallen but to recover needs effort and his own way to be able to get back up never expect or never trust too much in someone's helping hand because most of them just want to make you fly, but they don't want you to be free. They just want you to bond with them and sometimes they think about taking advantage of you. Very few human beings are truly sincere and accept someone sincerely and as they are.

No one knows how to fill someone's heart because it's very hidden there are people who do good to us but not necessarily he's really good to us could be he's just theatrical and pretentiouspura is close to us to extract information from us and open it in front of many people or publish it on social media or other.

Sometimes there are also people who pretend to be evil but actually their hearts are very clean because they hide their true hearts so that others do not know how fragile they are and they can pretend to be strong in front of many people encourage others but in fact he himself is fragile maybe even more fragile than the person he is encouraging.

Many ways to make someone look happy are to hide all the pain. But we also know that hiding the pain is not easy and he may have tried to make others happy and not let others see him who is injured. He might hide himself in the crowd or even hide himself from the outside world.

Everyone has had problems everyone has been in their weak points and everyone has weak points.all will finish with a cool head calm and will disappear if you want to be sincere and maybe tell a story about the problem you are it to the person you trust or your creator.1 sentence that I want to say there are still people who love you so just remember them if you are not alone.

Never harbor feelings that might hurt yourself. Learn to free and destroy them

Although you did it at first by pretending to be happy maybe it was better than you slumped.

Even if you just pretend maybe it will get you used to it and start forgetting all your problems.

What if I talk?

Saddened? How not I've chosen to be quiet but still like this.

I've tried well but what my day is like this.

Please just once appreciate me not to get sick again, or later I will be lazy to talk again. Lazy storytelling, lazy to carve words, lazy to argue might even start indifferent to everything. Go back to the point where the concern for all of you, and who will bear the consequences is yourself. Not me! Because basically I can do things without you guys. I just really need my family. And you guys, who are you? You're just people who come because they need help and leave after they're done sometimes without a word of thanks.

When I try to do good, but what do you get in pain? any more? When will I feel happy? when am I accepted? What wrong? Where is my mistake? Please say! Don't be like this! I've suffered enough from being ignored and now for no reason I'm banished. Where is my mistake? Please say! The pain I was feeling right now was enough to make me realize that I was nothing to them. For what I exist, but I am not considered! What does that mean to me? How long will I be like this? Till when? I'm tired of being like this. Without certainty, without direction and without you. I've been ignored enough by you and now you hate me for no reason? How much suffering should I feel? Enough already! I'm tired enough to keep holding on and keep accepting everything. I'm trying hard. I strengthened myself by telling what I felt. But what does it mean that I am like this, which you constantly ignore. You keep quiet constantly. What am I to you? I am always wrong in your eyes, I am fighting alone without you knowing I began to move away and began to ignore you. I'm silent but I still love you very much and love you. I'll always be there for you even if you've gone with her. I thank you for stopping by for a moment.I will remember you even if you've been far away with him. I'll stay here at the beginning with a different taste. I'll keep waiting until maybe my heart will feel tired and I'll turn around leaving you and you never expect me to come back if I have decided to leave because of what I came back for if I'm the one who has to be hurt again.

The pain I felt had pierced into my deepest heart, so that perhaps one day it would be proof that I was the one who cared the most and loved you the most. At that time you may have lost me and will not find me who previously loved you sincerely but often you ignore. I left because I realized that I was a nobody to you, I had no special meaning to you and maybe I didn't really know you. I consider you special in my heart but you who consider me a bully in your affairs will leave and never turn around again but if you need my help, I will always help you if I can. I hope you don't misunderstand what I'm doing I'm helping you not because I I still love you and still think you exist but I'm doing all this to thank me for you for being stop by and tell me what it means to be unappreciated and what it feels like to be ignored.

Thank you for saying from the bottom of my heart that you have come, for teaching me so many things you have made me mature, you have made me who I am today. I consider yourself the most meritorious person in my life in love affairs because you taught me how not to appreciate How to appreciate and how to make someone not disappointed in me. Maybe I used to be so innocent that I loved you who didn't love me. I understand that everything must be fought for in order to remain mine without fear of statements by others.