
Don't forget about me!
Yes, honey, I want to. You just calm down.
Tomorrow I have to go to college in the morning.
I won't forget bales chat from you.
I love you. Bye, Bye.
Freya who was originally lying on her stomach on top of sleeping went up lethargic. Take a calendar on his study table with a ballpoint pen. Then return to his position earlier, staring at the calendar and mark a date there.
He let out a long sigh, a happy look like it had vanished from his face. This was the 365th day he lost the news of Agyan. Last time they communicated, Agyan promised not to be late to give him news, in fact the news from Agyan just disappeared.
Freya could not find any news. It was as if they were in a different world now.
What he was afraid of really happened. Maybe Agyan has now turned to a better girl than Freya. Maybe Agyan already got the right person and forgot about it.
Truly, remembering it, Freya felt excruciating pain. It was as if an invisible hand had squeezed out his heart. His wait for Agyan's return was in vain. Agyan did not keep his promise and instead gave up on their relationship.
What they had been through together, as long as the distance separated them, his life was nothing but wishful thinking.
It's all over.
Freya sighed, taking off the ring that kept coiling on her ring finger for these three years. He looked at her long and long.
"Gyan, did you give up the defense of our relationship. You don't love me, you don't keep your promise?"
"Are you bored with me?"
Freya sighs. "I'm not the one who gave up Gyan, but you!"
"I'll wait, but are you going home?"
Suddenly tears flowed down Freya's cheeks profusely. But the lips of the girl covered a heartbreaking smile. "Maybe you're going home, bring your new boyfriend. And you know him to your parents."
"But you would agree. You won't have a hard time getting rich with me, Dad. Gyan."
"I'm sorry, I'm trying to trouble you!"
Freya put her ring just like that on the bed. It seems useless to wait for the return of people who even disappeared reportedly. Freya is not certain.
But, will he be able to find a replacement for Agyan. Was he able to find someone like Agyan? It was impossible and he just wanted Agyan.
"Freys,"
Freya turned her head as the door of her room opened, Anna appeared with a faint smile on her face. "Under Braga, you have an appointment?"
The girl nodded, went limp and tidied herself through the glass of her closet. Then walked towards Anna and the two of them passed downstairs.
Braga who was waiting for the girl smiled as soon as Freya got off. They say goodbye to Anna and pass. Freya with Braga does have an appointment to go to the bookstore to buy errand needs. Freya had almost forgotten about it, fortunately she had already taken a bath when Anna walked into her room.
Along the way, Freya was silent. Every now and then, Braga who was driving beside him just turned his head. "Freys,"
Freya looked over with a questioning look. "Agyan still hasn't told you?"
Freya shook her head with a sad face, Braga sighed, continued driving until she parked her car smoothly in front of the bookstore. His eyes narrowed as someone waved at him. Then slowly walked gracefully toward him and Freya who was now getting out of the car.
"Sir Braga, Brother Freya" she said with a cheerful face. Braga smiled, Vanesh had contacted him and Braga said he was going to the bookstore. The girl said she would follow him.
"You went to the bookstore too?" freya Tease. The girl with the knee-length sleeveless dres nodded.
"Sir Braga help you find a good book, yeah. I have a task, the lecturer is very fierce. If the job is not done next week, I want to be in the law of time!" the girl ended her chatter by showing her cute shoulder face.
Braga laughed and rubbed the top of his head. "Later I'll help you finish the job."
Vanesh put on his unreliable face look in excess and made up. Freya shook her head, going into the bookstore first leaving the two men behind.
Now Vanesh is also a student in the same department as Freya and Braga. But, three years on, his pursuit of Braga's love seems to have no development whatsoever.
Braga seemed to close the door of his heart that was not for whom.
After finding the book he was looking for, Freya decided to go home first, leaving Braga who would study together with Vanesh. "Loe sure went home alone?"
Braga smile. "Apaan, anyway."
"Jude, I'm ahead." Freya passed, patting Braga's chest before completely leaving. And Braga's gaze did not lead to the girl's departure, but to her chest which was applauded by Freya.
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Freya just stared at the window of the taxi. These few months, his habit other than waiting for news from Agyan, was to take a walk. Anywhere, even to places that remind him of Agyan.
"Gyan, how are you? I miss."
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This afternoon, just waking up from her nap, Freya gets some unpleasant news when Rayn sends her a message that Tomy is dead.
Freya does not know how the chronology, which she knows, later Tomy's condition is indeed declining.
After tidying up in all-white clothes, Freya walked down the stairs. "Honey, you—"
"Freya come out for a minute, Mi."
"Where?"
"The Opinion of Agyan."
Anna closed her mouth with a surprised look, but she understood the situation that was happening. "Deliver Mami's condolences,"
Freya nodded, quickly walking to her yard. Along with the emergence of Braga cars that have just entered the yard of his house. The handsome man was also wearing all-white clothes, Freya was sure that Braga had heard the news of Tomy's death.
"Together, take my car!" sahut Braga's. He confirmed the location of the sunglasses he was wearing, Freya nodded and immediately got into Braga's car. The car quickly drove towards Tomy's final resting place.
Along the way Freya seemed to be just daydreaming. However, he has a story with Tomy, in which Agyan brings them together and introduces her as the boyfriend of the man.
And today, Tomy is literally leaving the world for good, and then Shanty's fate. He must be very sad right now. Really, Freya thought about it and worried about it.
"Vanesh is the same as the others here too, Ga?" Braga's reflexes turned and nodded. "Vina told you this morning." he said after a while.
Freya nodded, as soon as Braga's car stopped when it reached the Public Funeral. Freya immediately went down, confirming the location of the pashmina she was wearing, walking while wearing sunglasses. Braga followed behind him.
Seeing the crowd in one of the new navels making Freya's knees wobble, he could not imagine the feeling of Shanty who seemed to be held in love by Grrycia and Wulan right now, his eyes swollen with a reddened nose, Freya could see it from a distance.
Freya's steps swallowed when she got there, she commented with a smile as Grrycia turned to her, as well as Andreas who accompanied his wife. "Oma," Freya touched Shanty's arm, unable to hold back her tears. Moreover, when Shanty hugged her and cried on Freya's shoulder.
"Oma who is patient, yes. Freya is sorry. Hopefully, Opa Tomy is placed by His side."
Shanty took off his embrace, Freya rubbed the riverbed tears on the old woman's cheeks. Freya switched to Grrycia and Wulan. "Freya is sorry." Grrycia and Wulan nodded with smiles.
"Thank you Freya." Grrycia rubbed the top of the girl's head which made Freya's feelings instantly warm up. Freya nodded, slowly walking towards Andreas.
The handsome man's eyes reddened holding back tears, losing a father, was clearly a huge wound for him. But, to weep for the departure of the father who returned to the lap of the divine, it felt impossible for him to do so. It is better for Tomy to return, because Andreas often does not have the heart to see the pain.
"Om Andre, Freya is sorry."
"Thank you, Freya."
Doubtful, but Andreas' hand slowly reached to the top of the girl's head, rubbing her gently with an ungodly feeling. Freya just smiled, then she turned to Jordan, and stopped next to Vina, while Rayn seemed to rest in Tomy's navel. Then, Freya realized one thing. If Rayn wasn't alone in there.
The agyan?
Freya was unable to bring out any expression as Agyan turned to her. Freya could see a lot of longing in Agyan's eyes behind the sunglasses she was wearing. It is also a great loss for the loss of his loved ones.
But—Agyan, how are you? Why have you been missing all this time?
Freya brushed off Agyan's gaze, trying not to ask him too many questions in his head in this state of grief.
Secretly Andreas noticed the interaction of the two people. He approached Freya. "If you weren't Anna's daughter, I would have blessed your relationship with Agyan." said Andreas. Freya looked, though,
smiling calmly at Andreas who was looking at him.
"But unfortunately Freya can not choose to be born from whose womb, Om."
TB
Freya, no, can't choose. How dong:"(