Not Ordinary Love
Erotic Scenes?
Selin goes to Zoya's house the next day to see the woman as soon as she learns from her husband that she has learned what Ethan has kept secret from her since the accident then what experienced.
Selin deliberately came to Zoya directly, because if through the phone line he could not calm Zoya, just give her a hug when later the woman was sad.
"So Sister Selin also knows what happened to me." Zoya responded the first time when she met Selin in the living room. Selin just nailed with a feeling of worry. Only speechless even when Zoya puts on a smirk smile, but the woman's eyes appear teary, making Selin too claustrophobic to see her.
"It turns out I'm the only one who doesn't know the same situation as myself." said Zoya, regretting the attitude of all those who prefer to keep it secret from him. Treating himself as if he were a fool.
"For your sake, Zoy."
"By deceiving?" Zoya interrupted quickly, Selin fell silent. The atmosphere in the living room of Zoya's house at that time felt so gripping. Zoya in front of him is like a stranger in Selin's eyes. But Selin understands the woman and she won't be upset no matter what reaction Zoya makes.
Selin looked at the woman who was lowered with her hands holding onto her hair full of strength, Selin hugged to calm down. While Freya who appeared from the inside just smiled. A smile that seemed forced, he briefly rubbed his daughter-in-law's shoulder.
"Zoya is lucky to have such a caring manager." Freya opened her voice, making Selin break her embrace and smile, Freya gestured for the woman not to greet her. It just so happens that Freya just delivers a drink for them, and she also wants to see Zoya's condition. Afterwards, Freya passes leaving Selin with Zoya back together in the living room.
"You've got those good in-laws, Zoya. You have a good husband, you shouldn't despair over this."
"Because of this problem? You said because of this problem? Why is it as if the problem I'm facing is really light, Ma'am?" Zoya did not accept.
"Bak Selin thinks this isn't a big deal?" zoya's tone rose by an octave.
"Sir, as a woman, would you not feel devastated if you were in my position?" ask Zoya emotionally. No one will understand his position.
Selin shook his head. "Mbak devastated Zoya, Mbak was devastated. You understand, I understand. Let alone in your position, even Mbak is so devastated to see you like this."
"Mbak doesn't want you to continue to be sad after knowing everything, it's not easy Zoya, but we're just ordinary people. What can we do?" selin at length with tears. While Zoya was sobbing, it seemed like the crying drama was still going on for the foreseeable future.
Zoya is still only speechless afterwards, continuing to cry while the copy re-hugging the woman calms Zoya down. As a woman, Selin knew exactly how she felt. But as he said, nothing can be done but to surrender to the destiny of God.
"Zoya our Lord is never wrong or forgotten." whispered Selin ending their conversation at that time.
**
Days go by even as Zoya feels her world turning gray, the people around her continue to support her. But in fact this has no effect on Zoya, even if the whole world encourages him if he is still destroyed, it will still be destroyed.
He never talks to Ethan even though the man has painstakingly created various chat topics to make him argue, at least so that he feels that Zoya is no longer angry with him. But Zoya still ignores the man even when Ethan teases her on the bed. Zoya ignored him completely.
Think of Zoya as just a living body, he is just a living, not infrequently lately Ethan who is often handling the woman. Help her take a shower and dress her up. Zoya completely lost her life spirit.
Ethan has brought in psychologists several times, but Zoya is reluctant to meet him so that all ends up in vain. But Ethan is never angry, even in that foreign state, he still treats Zoya very well.
Keep giving her a full love, a complete love no matter how Zoya seems to lose her sanity. The woman is more silent and daydreaming, she will only eat if forced.
During that time some of the signed employment contracts were forced to be canceled, some of which required the woman to compensate a very large amount of losses. The one who takes care of everything is Ethan.
Naina who often noticed the woman in recent days is sad with the state of Zoya, a woman full of smiles, women who like to laugh, and who like to laugh, often invites him to talk and grumble when the husband teases him it turns into a person who is more silent.
Making the atmosphere of the house quiet, as if the happy air had vanished inside the house when Zoya's smile disappeared.
Later Naina knows what makes the woman sad, in the depths of her heart Naina feels guilty, very guilty. He blames himself for what happened to Zoya.
If he didn't have to know Kevin, maybe it didn't happen like this. The man is unlikely to harass her then get revenge and make Zoya suffer the consequences.
***
Freya often comes there with Agyan who has returned from abroad, sometimes they stay at the house of his daughter-in-law even though Zoya's days still feel so empty. And Ethan too.
In fact, when Ethan came home from work and did not find his wife welcome, he felt empty. It was like he didn't come home and didn't have a home to go home to. Ethan often goes into the room with the lights turned off and Zoya is fast asleep.
An inner satisfaction? Ethan feels long enough not to feel it from Zoya. All he did while sleeping was hold the woman's hand. Or Zoya will rebel if Ethan hugs her. Circumstances that make Ethan only able to be patient and still support his wife no matter what.
**
Once when Zoya chooses to calm herself down in the side yard right by the pool with her feet purposely sticking out into the clear pool water, Agyan approaches her.
"Dad." the woman carved a smile, though it was obvious if forced. Agyan smiled back, joined sitting next to the son-in-law with legs crossed, Zoya initially forbade Agyan to sit because it was dirty, but the man did not mind at all. The weather was cloudy, the weather was cold.
"Aren't you cold?" agyan asked the son-in-law. Zoya shook her head.
"No Dad," he said briefly after a while, Agyan only smiled. He watched Zoya who then daydreamed. Agyan was quite surprised when suddenly, the woman turned her head and made their eyes meet in a straight line. Zoya looked at him with a serious look.
"Do you think Ethan will leave Zoya?" he asked for the opinion of his father-in-law.
He asked one of the questions that recently haunted his mind. Even if Ethan says he loves her, it could be a year and two years later that man feels lonely and wants the presence of a child, then throw Zoya out and look for another woman because she can't give any offspring to Ethan.
Who can guarantee that Ethan will always be every on her. Who can guarantee that Ethan won't be lured to another woman out there?
Honestly, it makes Zoya feel annoyed, she loves Ethan, even though he once wanted to divorce the man but basically his heart was haunted by the shadows what if Ethan left him because the woman could not have children.
Zoya looked at Agyan, waiting for an answer from the father-in-law. "If you think Ethan will leave you because you can't give him a child. Maybe he's been doing it since after the operation." Agyan looked at Zoya meaningfully.
Although still, the worry in Zoya's heart could not be easily dissipated and made the woman completely sure of what her father-in-law had said.
"Why?" ask Zoya. Looked at Agyan deeply.
"Because Ethan loves you so much, when he says he doesn't need your child. It means you don't need a child, you've had enough for him."
"To accompany the rest of his life and make a story together."
"Dad wasn't very close to Ethan, but I knew who Dad was and he wouldn't leave you."
"He's not going to turn to another woman, Dad?" ask Zoya again.
"There are a lot of beautiful women out there, who want to Ethan too much but who are like you just one."
"What Ethan wants is just you."
"Like Father to Mother Freya, Ethan is so to you. Sincere and truly loving. Trust me, Zoya."
"Ethan will neither turn nor leave you."
**
His conversation with the father-in-law this afternoon made Zoya feel a little relieved, at least there is a part of him that feels calm even though he still difficult to accept the fact if he can not have children for good.
In fact, what he's been doing to Ethan isn't a good thing. Ignoring her husband and letting Naina take care of Ethan's needs.
Zoya has crossed the line, while the husband is so patient with his stubborn and ungrateful self.
All may not return to their original state, but all must be repaired.
***
Ethan steps foot into the house when Naina opens the door, the time has shown at nine o'clock in the evening. He called Zoya and told her that he was going to come home tonight because of the many jobs that have been neglected lately.
"Zoya has dinner?" ask her to Naina as she continues to walk. Then handed the suit that he had released to the woman.
"Already sir," Nina said briefly, recalling how Zoya had looked different this afternoon, even though the woman remained silent, not open the sound at all but the look on his face is very different from a few days ago. According to Naina, it was much better.
Ethan nodded faintly, then walked quickly up the stairs without looking at Naina again. While Naina just stared at Ethan's back which was getting away, then he wrists where there draped in a suit belonging to Ethan that gives off the masculine aroma of the man's body.
The last few days when Zoya's circumstances become different. When Freya does not stay at home, Naina takes care of Ethan's clothes. And all that man needs.
Zoya doesn't forbid, either forget it or maybe even the woman doesn't realize that Naina did it all for Ethan. Zoya doesn't let anyone touch her husband's clothes.
*
Take a shower and rest, at least that's what Ethan had in his head as soon as he was in front of the door. But maybe things will be different when he opens the door and finds his wife there, on the bed.
If a few days ago when Ethan came home from work the woman was already asleep wrapped in a blanket, then this time is different.
In the dim light in the room, which was only illuminated by lights from the balcony through the glass door where the white curtain was opened, ethan can faintly see his wife in a red lingerie. In the woman's hand was a glass of wine with the woman's body half-lying on the head of the bed. The legs look shiny with gold-colored heels
A scene that Ethan usually sees only occasionally in a western movie. In the darkness, Ethan can see Zoya's makeup, she looks so beautiful with red lips blushing, her hair down and a little messy.
Then Ethan sees the woman moving closer to him, while he himself is just sculpting. Completely sculpting, even when the woman was right in front of him with her fingers on Ethan's chest. The fragrance of perfume from Zoya's body and hair is revealed in Ethan's sense of smell. Feels ..., intoxicating.
However, Ethan still does not understand what happened. Is it possible that his wife is possessed? But it's impossible isn't it? Moreover, Ethan does not believe in mystical things.
Ethan holds the woman's hand and looks her in the eye deeply as Zoya grabs the top button of the shirt Ethan is wearing.
"What's up, honey?" tanyakanya.
"Try to have some fun Ethan." the woman replied without burden. "We haven't had fun in a long time, have we? I know you have pain holding it." she continued, ambiguous, but looked serious with a seductive look. For whatever reason make feelings. Ethan is not good.
Especially when the woman puts her hands around her neck and puts their faces together, it spontaneously makes Ethan wrap his hands around Zoya's waist. Ethan is like a bright light and understands the meaning of his wife, apparently the woman does not play with his words.
Zoya ends with a brief kiss on Ethan's cheek. In an instant, Ethan flew into the clouds. He did not understand why his wife suddenly acted like this, but one thing was certain. What will happen tonight between her and Zoya is a good start.
Ethan does not want Zoya to dominate the game, so what he does next is attack the woman. In an instant, he lifts Zoya's body and lays it down on the bed.
Ethan circulates his gaze, making sure once again if the woman is really intent on doing so. Proven with bed sheets that have been replaced. Ethan looks back into the woman's eyes, where Zoya's eyes are glued to him with her arms around Ethan's neck.
"Never stay with me, Ethan. Never." he said when Ethan was about to put their faces together.
"No going to Zoya. I won't do it!"
TB
Hareudang.
