Not Ordinary Love
Stay with Me
After all, Zoya was already unanimous with her decision. What he thought on the way home should he tell Ethan. They have to make a deal that can be a commitment of each. It felt like Zoya was tired if she faced the man without any weapons.
Time shows at half eleven o'clock. Ethan is in his study while Zoya is waiting in the room, as soon as the door opens, Zoya turns, Ethan is silent for a moment. He thought if the wife had slept, in fact not yet.
Ethan closes the door, then walks towards the bathroom. Zoya stared at the man and waited for the right time to speak. Before long, Ethan comes out of the bathroom with a wet face.
"Ethan," called Zoya as the man walked towards the bed after previously wiping his wet face with a towel. Ethan goes up to the bed, raises an eyebrow, the gesture asks Zoya why she called him earlier.
"I want us to make a deal!" he said quickly, Ethan clucked, looking lazy to serve the woman. He chose to lie down and pull the blanket.
"Ethan,"
Ethan tried to listen to his hearing. He said, if such a thing doesn't mean anything to him. "Ethan," chose to shake the man's arm.
"I don't want to hear anything!"
"Please!"
Ethan remains unconcerned, Zoya snorts in annoyance. Her husband really can't communicate. He chose to give up, leaning his back on the headboard and hugging the pillow. Zoya will not sleep all night, let alone be a form of disappointment over the actions of Ethan.
The woman rested her head on the pillow in her lap. Ethan, who no longer hears Zoya's whining, opens his eyes. He nodded and seemed to have to give up.
Gently rubbed the woman's head, "What's up?" Ethan chose to give his wife a chance to talk. Zoya turns her head slowly to Ethan, Ethan changes his position and sits opposite Zoya.
"What deal do you want?" tanyakanya. Zoya looked a little more excited, she took her seat, looking at her husband.
"You're beating this!"
"What are we supposed to do?" it was his asking that made Ethan frown.
"What are we, Ethan?" Zoya asked once more.
"Pair husband and wife." Ethan said according to what was in his head. Zoya nodded faintly.
"You say you love me?" ask Zoya again. Ethan nodded. "Okay, since you love me, you should want to dong join whatever you want me." not to mention Zoya has tried to seduce me.
"It can't be like that. I love you doesn't mean you're free to do anything."
"If we make a deal. I don't want to feel hurt!" annoyed Zoya. He doesn't understand why Ethan so easily says love to her, and also without thinking twice about rejecting her wishes. Absolutely can't make Zoya feel special to be loved by the man.
"Which part is bad?" ask Ethan who does not feel guilty for everything he has done.
"Part of you are the forcers and losers of me. The part of you that acted arbitrarily on set, and the part of you that skipped my career." Zoya is upset.
"Than, if our marriage had been normal from the beginning. If we love each other, we have to have boundaries. You can't meddle in all my affairs forever." this time Zoya said gently.
"It doesn't mean it's not open or anything, but we also need privacy."
"I. Ye. We need privacy!"
"I know!"
"But I'm not like you. You can't keep making everything." Zoya is still within the limits of patiently giving Ethan some understanding.
"Sex, career or whatever. You don't want to, do I do everything you ask for by force?"
"I don't have a problem."
Zoya smiled gently. It seems that right now Zoya understands how Ethan feels.
"Have you ever been in love before?"
Ethan is silent, trying to remember everything. He didn't have time to fall in love, didn't even want to feel it. Until a Junior High girl with a sweet smile switches Ethan's world as they meet in an angkot bound for school.
Zoya, that Junior High girl is Zoya. Zoya is the one who made Ethan fall in love for the first time. Let Ethan continue to cultivate that feeling even today.
Ethan shakes his head in response to Zoya's question. She has never been in love with anyone before, as Zoya is the only woman in Zeinn Ethan's life.
Zoya smiles thinly, then grabs Ethan's hand and grabs it gently. He understands this is the first time Ethan has fallen in love, I don't know how Zoya should feel. Happy or sad because the man is in love with her.
"Because this is the first for you. Maybe you don't know, women don't like to be forced, they prefer to be treated gently with sincerity."
"I know I'm your wife, you're free to do whatever you want. I also realize that, you deserve whatever you want to do to me."
Zoya is silent, why does she feel sadness when she looks into Ethan's eyes for too long? There was a tightness that he could not bear. Perhaps all this time, his attitude was too harsh on Ethan. The man should be treated gently to understand and listen.
Zoya should have done it from the beginning. This marriage, Zoya and Ethan can't end their marriage. The best move for Zoya is perhaps to open her heart slowly to accept Ethan.
Zoya must really learn to forget about Fahry, because there is nothing she needs to expect anymore from the man.
Zoya sighed, while Ethan also thought hard. Starts to question her attitude all along to Zoya. Could it be that he was too rude and very impatient?
Ethan should know a lot of ways to understand women before acting without thinking things through and making Zoya hurt. He was too forced and wanted it all for himself. It makes Zoya even more distant from him.
Zoya's hand rubs Ethan's hand gently in her hand. "You give me time, give me time to thank you." said Zoya with confidence. Ethan fell silent, then slowly smiled, signifying his agreement.
"And as long as it's–" Zoya interrupted quickly. Ethan is still listening. "Whatever you want to do, you have to ask for my approval."
"okay?" Zoya was anxious. Hope the man is not stubborn and willing to listen to it, also agree with what they discussed.
Ethan nodded. Zoya smiles in satisfaction, her hands moving upwards, wiping the top of Ethan's head. Like what had happened before, the man looked up. But then he closed his eyes for a moment. Feeling the warmth Zoya gave.
"Zoya ise. Stay with me."
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