Not Ordinary Love

Crushed

That day the weather seemed cloudy as Zoya finished receiving a call from her beloved husband who was working at the company to keep her at home, not going out because it would soon rain. Zoya agrees, after all, she is together with Freya, looking again at Ethan's childhood photos that look cute and adorable, also handsome.

"It's time he graduated SD. At first nolak poto with his father in the school field, but Arasy managed to persuade. Don't know how." tell Freya when you see Ethan's photo with his toga and also the mainstay expression. Flat.

"Maybe forced Mother." Zoya replies with a laugh, imagining a Throne that often forces Ethan and is forced to make the man want to obey him.

"But why don't you want a photo, Mommy?" Zoya recalls seeing a picture of the handsome little Ethan. The man was handsome from an early age.

"Father, the artist. So he's ashamed to be seen by his friends."

"Kan Ethan the artist is also Mother." Zoya recalls that Ethan has had a movie and advertising project since he was a child. Start first as a model.

Mother shrugged her shoulders, then said. "She doesn't want her friends to know that she's Dad's son with Mommy." Freya replied with a laugh there, patting her daughter-in-law on the shoulder and shaking her head. He also did not understand the behavior of his son.

"Ethan is so, Zoya. You already know for yourself, don't you, he's very hard to understand what he's doing sometimes beyond our reasoning as ordinary humans." Freya spoke as if Ethan was an astral being among them.

But Zoya just smiled and nodded her head, Freya was right. Zoya already knows her husband, Zoya knows the man well even though sometimes what Ethan does often makes her wonder and also upset.

"Sorry, yes, if he's with you" Freya said. For this time Zoya shook her head."You don't have to apologize, Ethan never hurt Zoya. He is good, just like Mother, Father, and also Arasy. You're all good, Zoya is lucky to be in this family." Zoya said sincerely.

Freya carved a smile, though, then the two look back at the photos on Arssy's special childhood album with Ethan and his parents until Zoya finds one of the blank sheets and he immediately looks at Freya. "Where is Mother?" tanyakanya.

Freya was silent for a moment, thinking about why the photo could be lost. "Oh, yeah. Now Mommy remembers, this is a photo of Ethan when he was the main character in the Musical Drama of his school at Junior High."

"Why don't you have a picture of her?"

"Taken with Ethan, saved. It's a shame she took that picture." Freya remembered Ethan looking for a photo album and took it after asking his parents for permission.

"His backup photo still has Mommy?" ask Zoya. Freya was silent for a moment then shook her head. "Zoya wanted to see." she said grudgingly, disappointed that she could not see the picture of her husband. Zoya seems curious about the photo that makes Ethan's pet.

"If it's not wrong Ethan looks like a picture of him in his room safe, if you're curious you try to see." Zoya immediately nodded her head enthusiastically at Freya's exposure.

Can't wait to see Ethan's picture right away, it must be that he's very handsome when it comes to role-playing. "Now, yes, Mother." he said and so Freya nodded her head, Zoya leaves the room to look for a picture of her husband after performing a musical while in First High School.

The woman immediately went to the safe the husband kept in the top of the cupboard, she did not have to worry about not being able to open it, she said, because he has access to be able to enter considering if the password used is their wedding date.

With a beaming face Zoya begins to enter the password of the safe. It didn't take long to clean up and Zoya was able to see the contents. During this time he rarely felt curious about the goods of the husband.

Zoya sees some important piles of paper there whether it's corporate data or personal things belonging to Ethan. The woman began to search for what she was looking for.

He begins to see some of the man's photographs, some of which are photographs of Zoya taken remotely. It seems that she does not need to feel astonished or astonished because she knows who her husband is, even in the secret room of the man there is a special room for photos of Zoya.

But Zoya never found what she was looking for, the barbershop is quite in height. It was quite heavy and Zoya couldn't bring it down so Zoya chose to take a makeup chair and make it a foothold so that she could more freely see the contents of the safe.

His face sparkled as soon as he found what he was looking for, but his eyes accidentally caught a brown map with the Hospital logo there.

Zoya frowned, especially when her chest suddenly thumped violently. Feeling curious, finally the woman opened the map with her head filled with various questions.

Zoya then immediately got off the chair and sat on the edge of the bed with a nailed look at the paper she was carrying.

A doctor's certificate in which the first attachment makes Zoya round her eyes when she finds her name listed on the Operating Certificate. It didn't take long for the woman's eyes to tear up as soon as she read the entire contents of the letter, Zoya unconsciously squeezed the paper in her hand.

Hysterectomy (Womb Removal). Zoya reads the big headline with misty eyes.

While at the entrance, Freya just stared to find her daughter-in-law crying, she looked carefully at Zoya until she found something in her hand. Freya's eyes also begin to glaze over with a sense of unease as Zoya sets her sights on him.

"Mother." called him, his tears were getting louder with a restrained stuffing that Freya had been able to make sure if it felt very stifling. While Freya was silent, her feet moved closer to her daughter-in-law.

"Darling," he rebuked in a voice so soft than usual.

"What does Mother mean? This is fake, isn't it Mother?" Zoya brushed off the confidence in her chest. But Freya's gaze justifying the contents of the letter rendered Zoya helpless.

"What are you hiding?" What's up?" the woman was crying hysterically.

Freya could only shake her head. What he's with Ethan kept secret for these few months from the woman only lasts a little while. Zoya finds out and Freya has no idea what the impact will be on the woman after learning about this.

"Why are you bad?" his tan slowly moved from his position, retreating to leave Freya and immediately exiting the room half-run.

"Zoya, don't go darling!"

"We'll wait until Ethan comes back, son." Freya tries to hold him back and persuades Zoya not to leave, especially in a state of anger and disappointment in the woman's chest. Plus the weather is so scary. Adding a grayish atmosphere.

"Zoya, please don't go darling." Freya was still chasing after Zoya's footsteps that ignored her completely, passing towards the courtyard of the house and coming out of the gate through the drizzle that had fallen some time ago.

Freya sighed, she immediately grabbed her phone and dialed Ethan's number, it took some time for the call to be immediately connected, making Freya feel even more unfazed.

"Thank you Ethan, pick up!"

Maybe the man was busy, until Ethan finally raised the call, Freya quickly opened her voice. "Ethan, Zoya open your safe." just a short sentence that Freya believed her son could immediately understand.

**

Zoya wiped her tears over and over again because the liquid was never receding, she walked quickly under the drizzle without caring about anything. A flash of recent events that made him with Ethan arguing kept flashing in his head.

It's as if it really haunts Zoya and makes Zoya realize what makes the man not fully support her to have children. Apparently because Zoya cannot give the man offspring, in fact Zoya is not able to give children to Ethan.

But why didn't Ethan tell Zoya? Instead the man fools her, leaving Zoya to hurt her own expectations.

Why doesn't Zoya know?

Why wasn't Zoya Tl told? But Zoya has a right to know about her own situation.

The drizzle makes it a rain that still does not make Zoya flinch. He continued walking until he found a taxi to stop him and entered. While his hand continued to wipe his endless tears flowing, another one of his hands held his chest, his heart breaking of course, his feelings were so shattered.

Zoya feels like it's over. Her memory of her chat with Etha further unsettled Zoya. Inside, his heart was like a sharp dagger, slashed with a knife. Zoya couldn't help but cry. His defenses completely collapsed finding himself deformed.

"Not yet, my dear. You're patient, dad."

"We can be childfree."

"Hmm? What if we don't have to have children?"

"So you mean, you don't want to have a child with me?"

"It's not like that, honey. We'd be better off living together."

"There's nothing better than that, Ethan!"

"Aren't you in love with me?"

"Honey, it's not like that I–"

"I love you, of course."

"Yes on?"

"I'm asking you now. Why don't you want to have a child with me?"

"Darling, not that I don't want to. I'd love to, but it's hard, isn't it?"

"So we're patient, okay. God has not given."

"Because I failed?"

"Why did you say that, anyway!"

Her body that was shivering Zoya ignored. He did not care, his head again remembered what yesterday afternoon made them argue while on the way to Freya's house.

"I want to talk."

"Speak what?"

"What do you think if we adopt a child?"

"Adoption for what?"

"Yes .., make us handle. Make us take care. Make us raise our children."

"Are you kidding me?"

"I'm not kidding, honey. I'm serious."

"What do you think if we raise a child?"

"You mean, tuh, what, anyway? I don't understand. Why do we suddenly have to adopt a child?"

"Yes, because I feel you look so eager to have a child soon."

"Yes, but I want a child born from my own womb, not an adoption!"

"Yes, I understand. But there's no harm, don't assume you practice before we have kids."

Zoya again wipes tears with the back of her hand, tightness in her chest increasingly to remember what Ethan often said lately.

Zoya even feels her breath is cut off considering Ethan's response and reaction every time she sees a negative result on Zoya's testpack.

The car Zoya was riding in stopped at a large Hospital. After paying for a taxi. Zoya rushed into the Hospital. His footsteps quickly walked towards the room of the Doctor who was handling him when he had an accident.

Zoya did not even pay attention to the astonished looks or cries of the few who called her name. There was no time for it, he continued walking until he arrived at the doctor's room.

A nurse had forbidden him to enter because there was a family of patients who were talking to the doctor. But Zoya doesn't tell, she keeps barging in. Make the doctor who just finished talking to the patient's family. So was the patient's family who were still there, quite surprised when suddenly the door opened violently.

"Doctor." said Zoya softly.

"Zoya's mother." The doctor nailed, looking at the appearance and look on the face of the person who had just barged into his room. He knew the woman was not in good shape.

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