Not Ordinary Love

Promises

SHAHDAN

I am so sorry about the incident. Because of my emotions, I hurt Airin. The woman I still love. Yes, I still love Airin very much. Although it had been a year since he became Devid's wife. But I still can't move on from this taste.

I felt so guilty when I saw Airin helpless because I was hit by a blow that was not really on him. Airin arrived at the center of my debate with Devid. He seemed to be protecting Devid from getting hit by me. There was jealousy in my heart. Does Airin love Devid ? So she willingly protected her husband. She was hurt to save her husband.

Even before being unconscious, Airin Maih had said the word love to Devid. She smiled sweetly despite the pain. My heart burned with jealousy for a moment. I want to go back to beating Devid. Because I knew and loved Airin first. But I was only able to stare at the departure of the two with a sick and broken feeling.

I'm going straight to the hospital tomorrow. I'm sure Airin's still being treated here. Because last night I told people to find out about Airin's condition. I also know which room Airin was treated in. So I don't have to ask the hospital anymore.

As soon as I get to Airin's room, I make sure Devid isn't there either. I saw him just coming out of the room. Without knocking on the door, I went straight in.

"Turn back, I said there's work." Airin said as I opened the door. I saw Airin smile, but her smile was instantly gone when I saw that the one who came was not her husband.

"Mas Shahdan..." Airin was surprised by my arrival. .

I went straight to him, looking like Airin was scared. Is he scared of me now.

"How are you Ai, you don't have to." I said, I'd love to touch it. Just making sure that he's right is fine because of my hit yesterday. Not to mention my hand is approaching. Airin back away.

"I'm not papa mas, why did I come here. Later if Devid comes he can misunderstand again. Ai please mas, please do not make the situation more complicated. Airin doesn't want Devid to misunderstand me anymore." Airin began to appear almost crying.

"You mean what Ai, I don't understand." I don't understand why Airin talks like that. Then Airin took her bag which was on the bedside table. He took something out of the bag and gave it to me.

"Someone sent it to Devid. So he thinks we have a relationship. Devid thinks Ai's cheating on him." Airin told me that her tears started to wet her cheeks. I can't bear to see it. Naturally Devid was so angry and accused me yesterday that I was happy to meet his wife in silence. Although I still love Airin very much, but I'm not a bad guy who wants to ruin people's households. Although I'd love to take Airin from Devid. But I don't want to hurt Airin anymore. Because he had suffered enough in his past.

"Airin please mas, please do not destroy the house of Airin. Arin doesn't want to get hurt anymore. " She cried.

"I'm sorry, Ai.. I don't know who engineered all this either." My word. I don't know who did all this either.

"I'm sorry, tell me what to do to make you believe this isn't an act of mas." I tried to convince Airin. Airin just kept crying. I can't see it that way.

"If all this is not the act of mas, Airin asked for help not to be an opponent mas Devid in court. Airin was convinced, Shahdan did not believe that Devid was guilty. You have been friends for a long time, will your friendship just be destroyed because of Airin. ? Did the decades-long entwined persahabtan easily end just because of a misunderstanding ? Devid is innocent. From the beginning, Devid never knew that Airin was the woman he was betrothed to. On the day of Akad Mikah, Devid realized it. The woman who is his wife is Airin. Devid wanted to cancel our wedding. Because he didn't want to be considered taking Airin from the mas. But Airin was the one who opposed it. Marriage is not a toy. Please don't hate your own best friend just because she's like Airin." Airin's words pierced my heart. He reveals everything despite tears. I also didn't realize I was shedding tears. For a moment I just stared at him.

Airin's right, why do I hate Devid. Maybe it's true that he doesn't know that he will be betrothed to Airin. If he knew from the beginning, he would definitely refuse. Because their friendship has been very closely intertwined for a long time. I'm the one who gets emotional, I'm the one who burns with anger. Since I just lost Mami, I became easily emotional. And our situation is being used by others. But who ?

"Well Ai, I never had any intention of getting you hurt. Even though until this moment I still love you very much. But I also don't want to ruin your happiness. Maybe your destiny is to be Devid's wife and my destiny has to take her away." I said with a sick heart like being stabbed by a thousand daggers.

"Once again forgive me..." I said again and touched his hand. Airin did not run away anymore. I held his fingers for a moment. Then step out immediately. I don't want Devid to come and see me here alone with his wife. He could misunderstand again. Not a fight I'm afraid of. But I don't want Airin to get hurt, maybe Devid will misunderstand me again.

I returned to my office feeling uncertain. I sat quietly at my desk, recalling Airin's words. I took a deep breath and blew. Hope this tightness in the chest will disappear. "Alright Ai, if this can make you happy with your marriage." Whispers in the heart.

Then I called Mr. Irawan. I said I wanted to meet him about the case he gave me. Mr. Irawan is the son of Mr. Firdaus. Who died at Devid Hospital. The day after the operation by Devid and his team. Mr. Irawan told me to come to his office. I wasted no more time, and I immediately headed to his office. I want to finish this. Maybe this is my way of proving that I want to see Airin happy. Even if it's not with me.