Not Ordinary Love

Ethan's Failure and Permission

Two weeks becomes very long for Zoya as she waits for the results of Naina's artificial insemination. Deftly, she had already circled the date on which exactly that day the pregnancy test would be done.

Every day, Zoya is always given a sense of curiosity. They want to know the results of the effort they are doing.

Zoya is very impatient when they go to the Hospital in person and see an obstetrician.

However, his smile created since he came out of the house even since the day before slowly faded when doctors said that their artificial insemination had failed.

The failure occurs because the resulting***** is not the best sprema, but also because the time is not right. Zoya immediately looks very desperate, as well as the others. He can also see the same highlight of Ethan with Naina also injured of course, but the sickest is Zoya.

What he feared had happened before. Zoya doesn't know what to do. "It's okay, honey, I told you it's okay. Everything's gonna be okay, yeah." Ethan tried to persuade his wife. But it won't be that easy, Zoya can't be okay.

"We can try to perform artificial insemination once again sir." The doctor gave advice. But Zoya shook her head. It seems like he has no hope anymore. Even he did not want to trouble Naina by again making the woman run the insemination process.

"I'm ready Doc." Naina open her voice. Making Ethan with Zoya turn to her. The girl smiled with confidence. Zoya turned her eyes to the husband, the man nodded. Come convince Zoya if Naina is still willing to help them to conceive Ethan's child.

"Okay Doc, let's try one more time." Ethan made the decision right then and there. The Doctor nodded. When Ethan grabs Zoya's body in the arms, the doctor looks at her with a look of pity. He knows what Zoya is feeling, he is quite understanding and able to feel it.

***

Zoya returns home in a doldrums. His spirit is gone. While Naina with Ethan also just fell silent. They passed to the room to rest without saying a single word.

It felt. No one can open their voices and say words to strengthen each other.

***

Naina cooks in the kitchen when it's seven p.m. In his activities, he daydreamed. Failing to help Zoya. He felt like he had crushed the woman's hopes.

Why should artificial insemination fail? Zoya's hopes are so great.

Naina sighs. He turned the body, his hand almost nudging the hot pot if someone did not quickly pull the girl's hand slightly away. Naina gasped of course, she looked so surprised, at the end of this she was very often daydreaming and almost endangering herself in the kitchen.

"How many times have I said. Be careful!" ethan with his face. He immediately turned off the stove when the chicken soup that the girl had made appeared to be ripe.

"Sorry Sir."

"You should apologize to yourself." Ethan says a little annoyed, Naina just returns to his eyes, he knows if he is in danger or experiencing something, then Ethan will be responsible. The man definitely did not want Naina to make him bother.

Ethan seems to take the bowl and also the plate.

"Sir Ethan's going to dinner?" naina asked as she looked at the man. Ethan nodded. Scoop some chicken soup into the bowl.

"I was with Zoya eating in the room. You also do not forget to eat." said the man without looking at Naina in the slightest. Seemed busy arranging plates and bowls and a glass of water on a tray. Naina wants to help him but she is quite sure that the man will definitely reject her offer. So Naina just nodded her head remembering what Ethan said earlier.

Before long, the man passed by with a step of heart. Leaving Naina alone in the kitchen. He realized that there was something strange on the dining table. A small smile etched on the girl's lips sast stared at the bowl of soup, then shifted her gaze where Ethan had already disappeared.

**

Ethan had already persuaded his wife to have dinner, but the woman consistently shook her head. Ethan wants to be angry, but he can't. So slightly forcing the woman to eat might do. Coincidentally when he went to the kitchen he found Naina who was making chicken soup.

Initially Ethan will make at least an omelette or fried rice. But seeing that Naina was already cooking, it seemed like Ethan did not have to bother anymore and wasted his time cooking and making the kitchen a mess later.

Ethan returns to the room after getting a bowl of chicken soup as a dinner menu for Zoya. But the man was amazed when he did not find his wife in the room. Ethan remembers Zoya sitting on the edge of the bed leaning on the headboard as Ethan leaves her to eat.

"Honey," Ethan tried to call the woman. The bathroom looked quiet, while the glass balcony door was also tightly closed. Ethan begins to frantically search for the whereabouts of his wife, especially when he does not find the woman's cell phone that was originally on the table beside the bed.

Ethan put the tray he had brought to the table. While she immediately checks the wardrobe and walk in closet, it would be hard for the man if he found that all of Zoya's clothes were not there.

Although Ethan has not found Zoya, at least he can calm down when he sees that the wife's clothes are intact and in their usual place. Nothing has changed there. He sighed in relief.

But Ethan is running out of ideas, where does his wife go? Ethan stayed there for a long time, pecking near the closet until a few seconds later he immediately passed out of the room without closing the door. He quickly passed to his office.

Then Ethan felt calm when he found the lights of the library room as well as the secret room was bright. It means someone just got in there. Ethan walks towards the floating bookshelf to make sure the wife is really there.

The woman leaves Ethan's secret room dark. The light that Zoya gets only from the hanging fireplace and the flash on her phone.

The woman seemed surprised to find Ethan's sudden presence there.

"Why don't you tell me if it's here." the man started to step over to Zoya.

"I was really freaking out earlier, I was worried about you because you weren't in the room. I've been looking for you everywhere." said the man again, stepped closer and even make Zoya uncomfortable.

"Ethane ...,"

Ethan frowned at the reaction of the wife. Especially when the woman hid the paper she had originally read. Of course the woman's behavior made her curious.

"What are you reading?" ethan asked in full search while landing himself casually beside Zoya on the loveseat the woman was sitting on. Zoya just shook her head. But Ethan can't let it go, he's about to reach for the paper in Zoya's hand, Zoya tries to avoid it.

"Tell me what you read, honey." Ethan says it with great emphasis.

"It's a movie script." Zoya finally declares, he submits his gaze while Ethan is silent. His body suddenly stiffened for a few moments. It seems Ethan remembered for sure if he had thrown the script away.

"You threw me away and I'm straight here because you rarely get into this room." That woman could read the contents of her husband's head.

"I just read it. I have no intention of joining the film."

"So I came here and would like it to be clear that the script is simple. So I read." at length the woman with her chest pounding, she was afraid that Ethan would get angry.

Ethan who heard it sighed. Part of his heart felt mixed to see the look of Zoya who looked frightened at him. The woman is usually very stubborn and never afraid of Ethan. And often even challenge him.

Ethan draws his body closer to Zoya, grabbing the woman in his arms to calm Zoya down. So that the woman should not be afraid.

"No papa dear. Why do you have to be scared?" Ethan rubs the back of the woman's head.

"I'm afraid you're angry." Zoya replied, honestly. Ethan smiles, breaks down the hug and stares right at Zoya's bead deeply.

"What if I let you take the movie?" there was no wind, no rain that day, but suddenly Ethan said something amazing that made him distrustful. He looks at Ethan to make sure the man is serious about what he just said to Zoya.

"You're kidding me, aren't you?" Zoya is not sure about the man.

"I'm sure. If you want the movie, please take it."

"Really, right?" Zoya made sure again. Ethan nodded, in one stroke his back smashing into the back of the loveseat as Zoya suddenly attacked him with a hug.

"Is it really okay?"

Ethan nodded.

"Is it really permission?"

Ethan nodded again, making Zoya hold him even more tightly and even landed a kiss of sweat on the man's lips.

"You're not gonna get jealous of the boys later?" Zoya doubts her husband for this time. Ethan was silent for a moment, as soon as his wife's countenance changed, he immediately nodded his head.

"I won't be overly jealous." said the man. Zoya smiled in satisfaction, drowning her face in the husband's chest. Ethan rubs the back of the woman's head.

Honestly Ethan feels hesitant to give permission for Zoya to take the film. Ethan wasn't sure if he would actually be able to hold back his jealousy.

But there's nothing he can do right now except to make Zoya happy. At least, that way the woman will focus and momentarily forget what happened.

Ethan will do anything as long as it makes Zoya smile. Especially for now.

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