Not Ordinary Love

Collapses. Again.

Broken.

Even more than that, Zoya is back when the artificial insemination that Naina did again failed. How does it feel to wait a long time and end up in vain?

Crumbed.

No, even more than that Zoya felt. There was no hope anymore, well, at least that's how he felt right now.

Zoya spent three days in the room. Not taking a step out, making Naina and Ethan unsettled of course. Both are quite understanding, if Zoya has been trying hard all this time. The woman even did it over and over again. Fall off. Rise up. Fall off. Rise up. Fall off. Rise up and fall again. Must be exhausting.

Naina secretly feels guilty even though the failure occurred not on her wishes. It's just that he's ashamed of Ethan for the debate that took place between them a few days ago.

"Why am I doing anything?"

"Sir Ethan's scared?"

"Sir Ethan was afraid that my condition would deteriorate and the result of his insemination failed so that I could not conceive Mr. Ethan's child. That so?"

Naina was really embarrassed to remember that. Could it be that God did it because Naina said so carelessly? Ah, I don't know.

***

"Dear." Ethan calls right into Zoya's ear when she falls asleep. Slowly the woman's eyes opened, she turned to her husband. Seeing her husband's shady gaze, Zoya immediately turned around and hugged the man. Drown his face in Ethan's chest. The man clutches Zoya's body, tightly.

"Aren't you working?" zoya asks, still in Ethan's arms. Ethan nodded.

"Again?" this time Zoya looked up so felt if the husband nodded his head, Zoya brought their gaze together. Ethan nodded back. It had been three days that the man had not been to the agency building when Zoya chose to lock herself up.

Maybe Ethan's worried about his wife. Fear Zoya does unnatural things when Ethan leaves her later. Fear of his wife being lonely and needing him. Ethan was afraid that the woman would go far without her permission.

"What about the walk?" haggle with Ethan after a while.

"You haven't been to work in a few days." Zoya reminded her husband, also shifting the topic that the husband had uttered. But Ethan doesn't seem to care.

"I want to go out with you." the man was quite upset with his first offer to Zoya. Zoya is silent, again drowning the face in Ethan's chest, Ethan also re-captured the woman. Before long he breathed heavily. With his hands rubbed behind Zoya's head.

"What a sin I have, Than. God's samples don't want to love me a child." said the woman grudgingly. Ethan shook his head.

"Honey, don't talk like that." stop Ethan, seriously.

"God is as we think, don't be so bad. We still have to be good at it. Well? Consider it all a test and we can get through this." Ethan's length, don't want his wife to think things through.

Zoya fell silent afterwards, preferring to close her eyes, until later, in her head came across the face of a little boy she had met over a week ago. There's a longing for Zoya's heart.

A faint smile was etched on the lips of the woman. But he drowned his face deep in Ethan's chest.

**

Naina was half in disbelief when she saw Zoya coming down the stairs. He is happy to see the woman, even though Zoya does not seem to be doing well.

"Sir Zoya." said Naina, Zoya smiled faintly. Walk up to the last step until faced with Naina who was sweeping the floor.

"How are you doing Naina?" ask Zoya. They live in one house. Under the same roof, it felt strange to ask that. But given the fact that the two had not met for several days, it seemed natural that it was questionable.

"Good Ma'am. How's Zoya's own situation?" Naina asked back, making Zoya smile knotfully and shrugging indifferently. "Not any better." he said what he was after a while as he sauntered into the kitchen. Naina follows behind him, ready if Zoya needs anything or needs his help.

"What's Zoya looking for?" naina asked when she found the woman was circulating her gaze to all corners of the kitchen.

Zoya turned her head, then shook her head. After that he opened one of the top cabinet doors and took a box of cereal.

At first Zoya wants to continue sleeping on Ethan's warm chest. But his stomach is hungry and he does not want to trouble Ethan, so he chooses to go to the kitchen alone to find food. He also missed coming out of his room after three days of confinement.

"Have you had breakfast?" zoya asked while making a bowl of cereal for her, she turned her head for a moment as the girl nodded her head.

A moment of silence occurred between the two. Naina just watched Zoya pouring milk on her cereal. "Sir Zoya didn't miss coming out?" Naina dared to ask.

"Mm, just going for a walk?" keep the girl. At the very least, Zoya must forget her sadness for a moment and look at the outside world. To make the woman realize that her life is not completely destroyed. There is still hope ahead.

"Walk?" ask Zoya to make sure if her hearing is not wrong. At first glance he remembered Ethan's invitation just a moment ago.

"Inhaling the fresh air out there?" Naina added, Zoya was silent looking to make a consideration. Until his head found a place that felt suitable to visit. At least, breathing the air outside should he do.

"Thank you Naina" said the woman, carrying a bowl of cereal she had made. Naina stared at Zoya's departure with her eyebrows twitched. Thanks for what?

"Thank you for the inspiration." Zoya could guess the girl's inner question. Zoya smiled brightly after, continuing her steps to return to the room. While Naina looked at him with a smile, she then shook her head looking at Zoya's behavior.

**

Zoya returns to the room with the bowl of cereal she wants, Ethan still lying on the bed while playing cell phone. The man raised his gaze as soon as his wife entered.

He will just move from his position along with Zoya who directs her hand. Make Ethan pickle in place.

"Don't move!" prevent Zoya. He walked over and put his cereal bowl on the table beside the bed. Let Ethan be astonished by the woman's behavior. Because after Zoya scoops the cereal into her mouth, the woman goes up to the bed.

The amazing thing that she did was when she hugged Ethan, just like a while ago. He drowned the face in Ethan's chest, inhaling the man's scent deeply.

"Would you like to take a walk?" zoya asked after unraveling Ethan's embrace looking at the woman in disbelief but then her head nodded.

"Yes, I want to take a walk with you." she said, still with a confused look at Zoya.

"I take a shower, we'll take a walk, okay? But before I want a discussion with you." said Zoya who made Ethan confused. However, the man is only able to nod, then let Zoya pass to the bathroom.

Moments after the woman gets ready and Ethan also looks neat with the clothes Zoya chose, the man just looked at Zoya who was looking at him meaningfully until then the smile on Zoya's face was engraved beautifully.

"I want to adopt a child." The woman's confession certainly made Ethan look at his place, half in disbelief at what had just come out of Zoya's lips.

At first glance Ethan remembers Freya once gave the offer when they chatted over the phone. "Darling." scolded her with a frown, Zoya nodded her head.

"Yes. I want adoption." Zoya convinces her husband.

"There was a child at the parlour that I was at the same Mother visited yesterday, about four years old. I want to adopt her." the woman explained with a serious look, also hoping Ethan would allow it. Given if the man ever offered her to adopt a child.

"Zayn?" guess Ethan remembers the boy Zoya told him about after she spent time with Freya. Zoya nodded. "Yes. Zay."

"Are you serious?" ethan asked to make sure, Zoya nodded innocently.

"You gave me permission, right?" the woman asked for certainty. Ethan nods, making the smile on Zoya's lips inflate perfectly.

"Opename Zoya. Whatever I'll love you for."

"Whatever I'll do."

**

Naina was of course astonished, after Zoya who a while ago went down to the ground floor. Now the woman is holding Ethan. Her aura looked bright as soon as the woman's smile was engraved while greeting Naina.

"Naina, I'm the same Ethan went out for a while." tell Zoya. The still confused Naina was only able to nod.

"Maybe it will be long enough" he continued. Naina certainly can not be free to ask about the destination of her two employers so again all she can do is nod her head.

Two of them left the house. Zoya will take Ethan to the orphanage. Along the way, Zoya continues to carve her smile, Ethan occasionally turns to the woman. Zoya seems very happy. The happiness that the woman feels is contracted to Ethan.

Zoya endlessly smiles, of course, she is happy that she will be reunited with Zayn. The boy whose eyes caught Zoya's attention.

"We stopped by here first." said Zoya as soon as the car passed the shopping center. He will buy a lot of toys and snacks for the children's home. They'll be very happy. Zoya's enthusiastic manner makes Ethan even more curious about the little boy his wife means. It seems that Zoya is so overwhelmed with the little boy.

**

As soon as the car that Ethan drove into the Orphanage gate, Zoya grew impatient. He hurriedly got out of the car, but before. He looked up into the air where a plane was passing by. Zoya narrowed her eyes as the light of the king of the day struck her. Then he drops his hand on a simple building and starts walking in with Ethan.

The smiles and hand-waving of the orphanage children immediately welcomed his arrival. Zoya's eyes search for Zayn's existence.

The first thing he did after Ethan shared the toys with the children was to meet the Mother of the Housekeeper and ask Zayn where he had not been seen since he arrived there. Or the child is sick and hospitalized.

"When Freya's mother and Zoya's mother came home. Someone came here and wanted to adopt one of the children from here."the sentence that Mother of the Housekeeper said had begun to make Zoya feel anxious. It feels like his guess won't go away.

"Two days later, he came again and brought Zayn. Today they're going to leave for Out of the Country" he added, which makes Zoya's feelings unfavorable. Ethan who understood that from now on just clasped Zoya's hand. Not releasing it at all for a second.

***

The woman came out of the room of the Mother Stewardess in lethargy. The hope is completely over and gone. The hopes that he craved to be a source of happiness are apparently not approved by the universe.

Ethan walks in the back following his wife's footsteps. Zoya even ignored the greeting of the children who were looking at her full of smiles. The woman kept walking.

Ethan's chest is also crumbling. Though he was very happy to see the condition of the wife who seemed to improve as soon as he remembered Zayn. Their child candidates.

Yet again, God has not given them a way to achieve complete happiness.

**

Zoya's day back without the spirit of life. Everything felt bland approaching his life, there was never dinner or breakfast together at the dinner table. The house was quiet again as when the woman had just found out if there was no uterus in her body.

Until one night, when Zoya is daydreaming alone in the main room of the house with the state of the tv is lit while the main light is not, Naina approached the woman.

"Mother Zoya wants to see Zayn?" Naina already knows about Zoya who intends to adopt Zayn but it is too late because it has been preceded by others.

Zoya looked at the girl. For a long time the two looked at each other until Zoya nodded her head. Naina sits next to Zoya, opens the gallery feature and shows some photos of Zoya with Zayn that she took while the two were playing.

"You took the picture?" ask Zoya because Naina did not tell him or show him the photo.

Naina nodded her head. "I noticed that Zoya and Zayn's mom were funny, so I secretly took your pictures. For memories."

The girl answered according to the facts. Asik slide by slide photos of Zoya during a visit to the orphanage. Zoya looks at him.

"Naulina."

The girl raised her gaze, only sadara if Zoya had been watching him since. He showed a face with a gesture of asking.

"How about you have Ethan's child." said Zoya, who told Naina to be confused.

"Biology way."

"Through interaction as two adults."

TB

No heat, no.