Not Ordinary Love

Goodbye White Abu

Airin

I slept soundly, and woke up hearing the dawn Adhan from the mosque. I saw next to me there was no one. Did I sleep alone last night. I remember what happened last night. Starting from Devid mas home to Devid mas in his study, I put on this lingerie and lie down while waiting for him to return to the room. Turns out Devid didn't go back to the room, maybe he slept in the study.

Last night I felt a caress and a kiss. I felt my lips, could I have dreamed last night. But I felt the kiss was so real, Devid touched me and kissed me. But then I don't remember what else was so sleepy. Maybe I'm really dreaming. My God, in a dream the touch is so real especially if it really happens. I smiled at myself imagining it. But, at once my smile was bland considering that in reality Devid did not sleep in the room last night. So angry is he with me.

Immediately I cleaned myself and washed, then performed dawn prayers. After the prayer, I headed to Devid's study. It's true, Devid slept there. He fell asleep on the couch, without pillows and blankets. I approached Devid's mas, he's still fast asleep. I looked more closely at the face that had now filled my heart. His face was shaded with sharp eyes. At first I was afraid to look into Devid's eyes. Because I saw his eyes were very sharp. But I felt more and more warmth in these eyes. I gently touched his face, his nose, and,, his lips. The lips that last night kissed me in a dream. A very soft and sweet kiss. If only it wasn't a dream. I smiled remembering it.

Mas Devid moved slightly, I quickly pulled my hand and stood away. I'm ashamed that Devid's mas came to know that I had caressed his face. Devid is not awake yet. Not wanting to dissolve in feeling, I gently pat her shoulder. I woke up Devid. Because the dawn prayer time will soon run out.

Mas Devid got up and stepped into the room for dawn prayers. In the meantime, I went straight into the kitchen. Want to make breakfast, but Syfa still has not heard his voice. Maybe he's still sleeping.

After all, Syfa woke up. I saw Devid was well dressed. But it was still very early morning for him to go to the hospital. But maybe he has an important job. Because besides a Doctor, Devid is also a President Director of the hospital.

I was sad, because his attitude was still the same. When I offered breakfast before leaving, again he refused. Even when saying goodbye, he did not look at me, let alone smile. I didn't feel like my tears were falling, but I quickly removed them. I don't want Mommy to see it. I don't want you to know about my household problems.

Days have passed, and nothing has changed. Even now Devid every day comes home late at night. Sometimes I can't stand my sleepiness anymore and fall asleep. When I woke up I saw that Devid was sleeping next to me. Even though I don't know what time he's coming home, at least he doesn't sleep in the office anymore. How about you get Mommy to know Devid mas sleeping there. Surely Mother will immediately rebuke us. All I can do right now is just look at his face when he's asleep. The face looks more crumpled. Like carrying a heavy burden. Is it possible that our household problem made Devid like this or is there another problem, but why he doesn't want to tell me.

Today as usual, Devid went to the hospital. And farewell as always. I don't know when it will be like the beginning of our marriage first. He always tries to be nosy to provoke my smile. Now it's just when I'm used to the nosiness, even Devid's mas changed. I don't know when our house will be like this.

To get rid of the sadness, I created in the kitchen. I want to make my favorite dish Devid. And I intend to take him to the hospital. Maybe later if Devid's mas is not busy, we can eat together in his room. This plan amused my heart a little. Thankfully there are now Syfa's nannies, who help me look after Syfa.

I'm ready to go to the hospital. I didn't bring Syfa, other than because Syfa was very small to be taken to the hospital. Mother also does not allow it. Mr. Didin's in the car ready to drive me. After saying goodbye to Mommy and kissing Syfa I went to the hospital. Syfa looks sulky crying spoiled because I didn't invite her along.

I arrived at the hospital soon. I've only been to this hospital a few times as Devid's wife. But I already know the way to the room. The medical personnel already know me a lot apparently, because along the hall many of them greet me. Even in front of that, the security guards saluted me. MashaAllah, this is what it feels like to be the wife of an influential person. I never thought my life would be so much better. When I remember my bitter past. How dear God is to me, now I can enjoy my life. Having a Mother-in-law as good as Mother. Got a husband as good and handsome as Doctor Devid.

Which favor of the Lord can I deny, how many gifts Allah has for me. Therefore, I would do anything to get back my husband's smile. That he may be pleased with me and that Allah may be pleased with me.

On arrival in front of Devid's room, the nurse's assistant smiled at me. Thank goodness she knew me too. So I don't have to introduce myself anymore, because I'm still awkward. Turns out Devid had a shareholder meeting, the nurse said. I was allowed to wait inside. And I went into Devid's room.

I've only been in this room a few times a very comfortable room. I also walked the street to see all sides of Devid's work room. I smiled, and there was a picture of me on Devid's desk. Photos of the three of us. I'm , um Devid and Syfa. Next to it is also a photo of Mother. I'm more and more convinced that we actually have the same feeling. But I still don't understand why Devid's attitude has changed.

I also sat on the guest sofa, while opening my phone to eliminate the saturation of waiting. Tba iba heard the sound of the phone ringing. That's Devid's cell phone. I let it sit for a moment until the ringing stopped on its own. But the phone came back ringing even a few times. I stepped onto his desk too. But there's no cell phone in there. Then the sound of the phone rang out again. The direction came from the desk drawer. I slowly opened the drawer, unlocked because the key was still hanging there. Right I thought, Devid's cell phone was in that drawer, but it's not ringing anymore. Wait a moment, it might ring back.

Long enough to wait, but the phone didn't ring anymore. I slowly closed the desk drawer. But I glimpsed a brown envelope, and it opened slightly. It was like a photo, out of curiosity I grabbed the envelope and opened it. Maybe I did something wrong to open Devid's personal belongings. I don't know why I wanted to see it so much.

My body is weak, my tears are falling. What more trial is this Lord, my cry in the heart. My chest tightened, as I fell to the floor. I was crying without a sound. Who wants to destroy my happiness. Can't I be happy. Is it Shahdan, is it. So angry was he with my decision. But maybe this was Shahdan.

I woke up and took a picture of it. I deliberately left the envelope so as not to suspect Devid. I wash my face in the bathroom, I don't want the nurse outside to be surprised to see me as if crying. As I was about to get out of the bathroom, I heard someone enter the room. Is that Devid.

"Are you sure, sir, you want to see the Lawyer of Shahdan." The sound of people asking. Why did he mention the name Shahdan.

"Yes, I need to see him right now. Regardless of what happened between us. I want him not to handle this case. I hope he understands." That's Devid's voice. He wants to see Shahdan. Case ? what case ? What's the matter exactly.

"Okay sir, then let me accompany you there. Afraid what will happen to you. Maybe this time Lawyer Shahdan is also taking the opportunity to destroy the lord." I'm sure it's Anton's voice, Devid's confidant.

"no need. You just stay here. While still searching for the truth ready anyone you think deserves to be suspected." Answer me Devid.

Then I heard the door open and close again. Have they come out. I'll wait a moment. Once I was sure there was no one, I came out of the bathroom. Didn't Devid know I was coming. What the nurse in front didn't tell me I was waiting inside. Didn't he see the food I brought. Maybe he didn't see my challenge, it turned out that I had put it under the edge of the sofa table. So it's a little covered by the table.

I came out and I saw no one outside. It's a shame Devid didn't know I was coming. The nurse was not at his desk. I was about to walk away, the nurse came from another direction.

"Sorry mom, I went to the toilet.." His word.

"Yes, ngk pa2. I'm going home." My answer.

"Doctor Devid hasn't come back yet ma'am ?" I'm more and more convinced that Devid didn't meet this nurse. I smiled while shaking my head.

I asked the nurse. What case is there in the hospital. And the nurse told me. I'm getting shocked, it turns out Devid's problem is quite severe. The nurse was surprised that I didn't know anything about it. He got scared, afraid that Devid was angry because he told me. I'm sure that nurse, if she won't be scolded what else if she gets fired. I assure you, and the nurse looked calm again.

Don't waste a long time I'm leaving soon I'm sure Devid's mas will now meet the Shahdan. I have to go there, don't let them get emotionally stuck together. Immediately I sent Mr. Didin to his Law office in Shahdan. During the journey I was really worried.Don't until they fight. Don't let them hurt each other.

We were almost half an hour on our way. As soon as I get out of the car. I saw in the distance Devid and Shahdan were talking. I can make sure they are just as emotional. Seen from the look of the same two faces holding back anger. I almost approached the two Arriving at the Shah and raised his hand about to hit Devid mas. My reflex ran, intending to pull Devid's mas from getting hit. But what happened was that I felt my back head hurt being hit hard. And I collapsed in Devid's arms.

For a moment I still heard the voice of the two who were shouting my name. I hugged Devid, I looked at my husband. He seems to be worried about me. I forced a smile.

"Airin, Airin.why should this be the deck." said Mas Devid.

"Mas, I love you. I never cheated on you.." I don't know why, I said that. But that's all I want to say. I love the man who is now my husband. Then I don't remember anything else.