Not Ordinary Love

DISBANDING

Prov Mother Airin

It has been two weeks, from the offer of Ustadzah Hasna who intends to match Airin with his friend's child. But Dewi still hasn't said anything to her son Airin. He doesn't know where to start. He didn't want to force Airin to get married. Airin was forced to marry because my husband owed Andri a lot. We don't know why he's in debt to tens of millions. And finally Airin who must be a victim, Andri will marry Airin if my husband's debt is considered paid off.

Her marriage did not make Airin happy. Andri always tormented her inner birth. Until that fateful event happened. Airin is stamped as an assassin for killing Andri. Maybe at that time Airin was no longer able to bear the torture he received. And now that I want her to marry again, what if Airin will suffer again. Now it's not just Airin but there's Syfa. Don't let my grandson suffer too.

"God what should I do. Whether this matchmaking can make my son happy." I groaned inwardly.

Prov Airin's.

Since I joined the study at Ustadzah Hasna's house, it looks like I'm more silent. Sometimes I'm talking Mother doesn't listen to me, Mother daydreams. Did something happen at the school. Has anyone insulted me again. I'm definitely not going to stay quiet. Did Mom quarrel with people because of me Oh my God, when I can make Mom and Dad happy. Why do I always bother both.

Today I did not make a sale, Mother told me to take care of Syfa. Don't make sales. Once a break said Mother.

Mother also today there is no schedule to wash or iron. We also spent time together at home. While engrossed in playing with syfa, someone knocked on the door. I rushed to see who was coming.

I was surprised to see who was coming. The man I missed for a few months. He stood smiling at the door. I saw he was thinner than the last time we met.

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat. " The word is salutation.

"Wa, wa'alaikumsalam." I answered.

"How are you." Ask Shahdan, I'm still stuck holding the doorknob. For a moment I just woke up.

" Am sorry, please come in." My word. Let's enter.

I came in and sat on the sofa. I went back and told Mom and Dad, and then I made coffee. And we talked together. Mas Syahdan took Syfa, asked him to joke. We were so excited to see him. Syfa like very happy to play with mas Shahdan. While Shahdan seemed to love him very much.

Mas Shahdan took us on the road. Mom and I looked at it too. I looked at Dad and asked for permission.

"Go, you haven't been out of the house since you gave birth to Syfa. But take Mom yes. So that there is no slander." Said Father.

We finally left. Me, Syfa and Mom. Dad did not want to come because he did not want to bother with the condition of his feet. But Syahdan has no objections. But Dad still refused.

My father invited us to eat out. Then take us shopping to the Mall. I've tried to reject it. But Syahdan still direct the Car towards the Mall. And we were forced to come. Even though I don't want to incriminate him anymore.

I was also taken to see the syar'i robe and told to try it. Mas Syahdan chose several models and colors. I said just one. Mas Syahdan even brought a lot of gamis for me to try. And Syfa also bought all the equipment. Clothes, baby clothes, to pampers and toys. When I got the cashier I was shocked, Shahdan paid tens of millions for our groceries.

"Mas, not everything. This is mostly mas. This is all overkill. " My word. I hope some are cancelled. But Shahdan keukeh bought it all. His face looks very happy.

Our shopping is very much. There is something we can bring and some will be sent home. Mom and I can only look at each other. Mas Syahdan who did not want to be separated from Syfa was just fun to invite the baby to joke. He always carries Syfa. And we went home too.

Arriving home Dad was surprised to see our shopping luggage. I just said it was Shahdan. Maybe one Mall that he will buy if not immediately invited home. Mas Shahdan just laughed at Mother's words.

After chatting and playing with Syfa for a while, mas Syahdan also paid back home. Before leaving he kissed Syfa many times, until the baby laughed with laughter because he was amused.

"Boy home yes. I'll be here again." Said Mas Shahdan pamit.See the look of his face heavy to go.

"Yes, thank you for today. Thanks for everything." My answer. Lamaaa mas Shahdan looked at me, making me embarrassed and misbehaved.

"Don't look at me like that" I said lowered my head.

"hehehehe.... You're getting pretty Ai, I miss you so much.." Saying Shahdan while laughing.

I was confused by his attitude, his gaze and all his attention. Also said his miss just now. Any woman in my position would feel that there is a vibration of love in her views and words.

Did the Shahdan love me but wouldn't he marry another woman. No way, shahdan's a good man. He must have loved his future wife very much. As he once said. If he doesn't feel anything for me. Maybe he misses me because we haven't seen each other in a long time. I don't want to feel misunderstood anymore.

After Shahdan, I bathed Syfa because it was late afternoon. After showering and putting on clothes. We unpacked all the groceries that had been bought by the Shahdan. "masyaAllah son, so good om Shahdan to us. Look, everything he bought for you wasn't cheap. If Mother where able to buy you goods as expensive as this son." said I.

Syfa seemed to understand my words, she seemed to like her new toy. He laughed a happy laugh chattering with his cheers as if he was telling me I had a new toy, nice nice good. MashayAllah. While we were playing together in the room, Mom came into my room.

" Ai, there are guests" said Mother.

"Who Ma'am, "I'm confused. Who came looking for me I don't have any close friends either. It is also impossible to be Shahdan. Just two hours ago he came home, maybe back.

" His mother is Shahdan with a young woman." Answer Mom with a tense face. And I was surprised to hear it.