Not Ordinary Love

"Thank You for Surviving."

"Than, no!" Rival tries to hold the man who beat Kevin so brutally, Kevin's friends take Kevin away from Ethan's reach. If Rival had not landed a blow on the handsome man's jaw, Ethan could have thrown the bottle of wine he had held onto Kevin's head.

Ethan slumped over the raw bogem from Rival, he felt the smell of carnation instantly burst into his sense of smell, mixed with the smell of sweat. Ethan knows the corner of the seedling is bleeding. But he was not angry at Rival, the man who passed him also just stood with hunting breath. Without thinking if Ethan's temperament is so hard beyond the rock.

Ethan set his breath in such a mess. His eyes looked at Kevin sharply, he inched up and made Kevin take a wary motion.

Ethan has no intention of hitting Kevin again. He just wanted Kevin to know if he was very angry with the man for the stupid and stupid actions that Kevin had done to require him to lose his future son, also almost made his wife die.

"You know, how I've been trying to die - to watch over Zoya?" Ethan spoke in a weak tone, his body was already very tired.

"You know, how do I try to keep our future son in Zoya's stomach?" Ethan almost cries, kevin knows it if Zoya is pregnant. But he also does not know if it will happen like this. He doesn't know if Zoya will be the victim.

"You've never felt like me Kevin. I with Zoya lost our child candidate for the second time. What do you think it's like?"

"And now you should know, one of Zoya's ovaries was removed because of the accident. It's unlikely for us to have children after this."

Kevin just looked down with his guilt.

Ethan steps back along with the entry of several police officers who are immediately ready to stand by to put a gun. One of them approached Ethan. Ethan just nods his head and makes the cop pull out the handcuffs, walking towards Kevin hangs already resigned to what he will face.

"Sir Kevin, you we're under arrest for premeditated murder. Please come with us to the police station."

**

Ethan does not know what kind of surprise God has prepared for him with Zoya until the pain hit the two for too long. Even it feels like Ethan's old wounds from losing for the first time still imprint in his heart, then new wounds form on it. Bemoan. That's what Ethan feels.

Sadness gnaws at him but he can't just fall. There are people he needs to take care of. There were people that he had to give strength so that the two of them were the same - the same could survive and pass through the transverse aral.

Ethan sighed as he looked at Freya who was already waiting for him at the entrance of Zoya's nursery. Andreas, Grrycia, Warry and Anna were also there. They are there to strengthen him, because Ethan must be strong and able to strengthen Zoya.

"Zoya was dead, from earlier he asked you to continue." he told him, but then the look of Freya's face changed as soon as he saw the wound on the tip of his son's lips.

"Than, what's the matter?" Touching Ethan's lips. Ethan held the woman's hand and carved out a thin smile.

"No papa, Mother. Ethan is not papa" he said so convincingly. Freya fell silent, but then she just resigned.

"Mother hasn't said anything to Zoya yet, Mommy can't bear it, honey."

"Let Ethan yamg tell Zoya."

"Including saying that one of her ovaries has been removed?" this time Ethan was silent, looking into his eyes as if asking for an answer. Until after quite a while, Ethan shook his head. Zoya will be hurt if she finds out.

"For a while, Ethan's gonna keep this secret from Zoya. Zoya can't know first Mother."

Freya nods in agreement, then invites Ethan to hurry and meet Zoya. "Cepet in." said Grrycia as she stopped at the door of the room. "You must be strong. Mami doesn't know it's easy, but you should be able to give Zoya strength." The woman moved her head towards Zoya's ward where when Ethan entered, she was lying with her face turned to the right side.

But once aware of her presence, Zoya turned her head and immediately went to sit down. "Ethan,"

Ethan immediately sprang into the woman's arms, Zoya's tears in the blink of an eye spilled over Ethan's chest, the woman sobbing heartbreakingly and destroying Ethan's feelings. He failed not to make the woman cry.

"Patience, yeah, honey. God again gives us a test."

"Often this?"

"Because he knows you're strong, honey."

And already, Ethan just kept quiet with a hand that didn't stop stroking his wife's back. Zoya continues to sob in the man's chest. The terrible thing that he thought was just a dream turned out to be true had robbed his little angel. Again. For the second time. He felt the same wound.

**

"I can still get pregnant again, right Than?"

"We can still have kids, right?"

"Doctors don't say macem stuff - macems, right Than?"

"No, Honey. The doctor didn't say anything." Ethan looked at the woman, his hands tight. "You can get pregnant again. We can have kids, you don't worry."

This is day four where Zoya is at the Hospital. Tomorrow he will be able to return home after a four-day recovery. Zoya must rest in the hospital after having a miscarriage.

"Patience, yeah, honey. You and Ethan have two little angels in heaven. God loves them more." Zoya hears the phrase coming out of the mouths of Freya, Grrycia and Anna to calm her down. Likewise from Mama Selin who had visited this afternoon.

"Sir Zoya, eat now?" Naina enters with the girl's porridge because Zoya refuses the hospital's food. Zoya nods after the daydreams on her head are gone, for three days she hasn't talked to Naina, nor has she talked to anyone. Zoya knows this is God's fate that was supposed to happen without anyone being able to prevent it.

Naina sits on a chair beside the gurney and is ready to feed the woman. It just so happens that Ethan hasn't come home from the agency building until Naina takes over the assignment.

"What's Naina?"

"I haven't had time to thank Zoya for saving me." the girl said weakly, making a movement of Zoya's lips increasingly swallow. But then the woman just sighed.

"I'm just an intermediary, Naina."

"I'm sorry, because - because I –"

"I was wrong. Just try if I let my wedding ring stay in my wallet. I definitely won't fall down that ring and make you have to take my ring."

"Despite all that. Everyone's already nagging Naina, and we can't bargain." Zoya looked stiff, Naina forced her smile with glazed eyes, until the door of the room that arrived just opened to make the girl immediately wipe the tears that had fallen down her cheeks.

"Zoya–" Arasy stretches out her arms and immediately hugs Zoya. Zoya welcomes the embrace of her sister-in-law, the woman did visit often during her time in the hospital even though only briefly.

"Where's it going to be more intense, right?" ask the woman after breaking the hug. Zoya nodded, Arasy smiled happily. At least, if Zoya's physical and psychic condition is safe, then Ethan will also be fine.

The beautiful woman's eyes then caught a bouquet of flowers sitting on a table beside Zoya's gurney. "Oh, yeah. Forget it, please throw it away, well." said Zoya to the sister-in-law, Arasy grabbed the bouquet of flowers and took the note that was there.

...Get Well Soon's...

...Nicolas Edrin....

"Edrin was here?"

"Mbak Selin's the one who brought me."

Arasy nodded - a nod of the head. "Dispose now before Ethan comes, later –"

"Why?" instead the man had already appeared at the door of the room that was not previously closed back by Arasy. Arasy and Zoya exchanged looks.

"Fansku love flowers, like he's a guy." Arasy opened his voice as the man was already standing before him.

"Continue?"

"Zoya told me to throw the flowers away." dustanya after glancing at the sister-in-law.

"good. Throw it away" tell the man. Arasy nodded, knowing Ethan did not like it when a man approached him. As soon as Ethan sat on the edge of the gurney, the two women winked at each other. Easy walking towards the trash basket available there. Ethan grabbed his wife's forehead.

"Well eaten?" ethan asked, Zoya nodded after previously staring at Naina. Ethan rubbed the top of the woman's head.

"I'm still in the hospital. Go home" said Zoya. It was just the two of them there. Naina went home first while Arasy had already passed since a few hours ago.

"Patience, it's only a few hours away." tomorrow you can go home." Ethan relaxes. The woman finally just kept quiet and nodded, there was nothing she could do.

"What if I take a walk - a way out. Search for the night breeze," his instantaneous invitation made Zoya sparkle and nod in agreement.

The Hospital Park becomes Ethan's choice to take his wife off tired. He pushes Zoya's wheelchair along with a simple chatter that shifts the grief in their lives.

"Udah, just here!" sahut Zoya who made the husband stop pushing a wheelchair. Zoya's eyes were focused on a couple of young children playing fireworks with their parents.

Ethan saw that too. That made him hold the hand of the wife, step in front of the woman and bend the knee with the hand that holds both hands Zoya.

"Zoya,"

"Hm."

"Thank you,"

"Thank you for what? I even made us lose the ke–"

"Thank you for holding on for me" the man interrupted quickly. The two just kept quiet after each other. Slowly Zoya's eyes warmed and glazed - glass, then water melts soaked her cheeks. Ethan's fingers were moved to remove the water that had run its course on his wife's cheek.

"Thank you for holding on for me, Zoya. I don't know what would happen if something worse happened to you and made me lose you."

"I'm –" Ethan's voice faltered, the man's eyes looked flushed.

"I don't want to lose you, Zoya."

Zoya nods repeatedly, bringing Ethan's head to her chest. When was the last time Zoya saw the man drop a tear? It feels so long. Long time.

While from a distance, Naina who had just arrived back at the Hospital stared at the sight of pity. He knew the love between those two people. But once Naina realized, if there is no perfect happiness.

TB