Not Ordinary Love

An adoption?

That day, Zoya must again feel disappointed when she found her pregnancy test showed a negative result. The woman's face seemed to be bent, while Ethan who was still lying on the bed only smiled, knowing what was happening. Grabbing his loving wife's body as Zoya takes it for granted, it doesn't take long for Ethan to feel wet on his chest since she's drowned him in Ethan's chest.

Ethan said nothing, only clutching the woman's body tighter with one of the hands rubbing the back of his wife's head. Zoya is sobbing great.

"It's okay, sweetie." Ethan relaxes. But when will he lie to Zoya and make her stupefied by his own expectations?

"It's okay, everything will be fine." comforted but still unable to calm Zoya's feelings, the woman continued to sob. Repeated disappointment when her pregnancy test showed a negative result.

Now Zoya really feels that God is no longer giving her a chance because Zoya is unable to keep what has been entrusted to her.

He failed.

**

During these few days Naina noticed Zoya more silent than usual, even while filming the woman was completely unfocused on what she was working on, zoya is known as a professional artist.

Even at home, Ethan's interaction with Zoya is bland when Zoya ignores her husband, who continues to treat her well.

Later he knows one thing that makes Zoya's condition becomes more moody, a pregnancy test that always shows negative results is very influential on Zoya. Naina understands Zoya's feelings about wanting to have a child with Ethan, but God still does not allow that to happen in her life.

Naina thinks this is not because Zoya failed because she could not keep the deposit from God, two at once. But maybe because the happiness that Zoya has is already perfect.

He is a famous artist who has a lot of money and connections, has a kind husband affectionate and understanding, and, he has a brother-in-law and brother-in-law who love him so much and is surrounded by good people.

Actresses, fans, even the film crew.

Maybe God feels that it is more than enough for Zoya so that nothing else needs to be added to her life.

Even so, Naina was quite confident that the woman could choose. If anyone asks him if he chose his career or a child, then Zoya would definitely prefer a child.

Today, this day, the woman was preparing with Ethan to stay at Freya's house because she was living alone in the house after Agyan flew overseas this afternoon to take care of some company affairs there for some time day.

In addition to accompanying the mother, Zoya has also not stayed at Freya's house for a long time. He should have visited often when Aras was no longer there and accompanied the mother. Freya must be lonely in her house alone.

"Naina, you don't know if you're home alone?" asked Zoya still had time to worry about the state of the household assistant. Naina smiled then shook her head.

"That's okay, Zoya, I'm safe here" she said. Zoya only nods as soon as Ethan comes down from the top floor and takes him in his arms, the two immediately set off towards Freya's residence just as the clock's short hand points to the number five.

Naina stared at the departure of her two employers where Etan took Zoya with a friendly even occasionally landed a kiss on the woman's cheek as the two joked .

Naina said that Zoya has a perfect life. Maybe God kept her for that woman soon had a baby

Naina sighed, it felt like she understood Blhow Zoya felt. But what can the woman do? There is absolutely nothing.

**

The car drove under Jakarta's afternoon sky which looked so bright, the slightly jammed streets made Ethan's journey with Zoya towards Freya's house a little hampered.

Zoya just looked out the window of the car and saw the motorist who pulled over next to his car when stuck in traffic, the sound of a horn was also heard. So noisy but does not seem to bother Zoya in the slightest. The noise was as if it was just a wind past for him, not a big deal.

Ethan who was rubbing the handle of the steering wheel occasionally turned to his wife, honestly he wanted to invite the woman to talk important things, he said, discussing what Ethan wants to say lately but still can not he say to his wife

Ethan spontaneously carves a smile as soon as the woman turns to him. "I want to talk." said Ethan then ventured, however he could not continue to procrastinate.

"Speak what?" zoya asks as Ethan is speechless, seemingly composing the right diction so that Zoya does not feel offended or even angry because of what she will tell the woman.

Zoya is impatient for a few seconds and Ethan is silent.

"What, Ethan?"

"What do you think if we adopt a child?" sahut Ethan, managed to make Zoya frown deeply.

"Adoption for what?" his question was clearly a wonder about Ethan's question.

"Yes .., make us handle it. Make us take care. Make us raise our children."

"I'm not kidding, honey. I'm serious." Ethan replied with a face that was really serious.

"What do you think if we raise a child?" she continued in hopes that Zoya nodded her head.

"You mean, tuh, what, anyway? I don't understand. Why do we suddenly have to adopt a child?"

"Yes, because I feel you look so eager to have a child soon."

"Yes, but I want a child born from my own womb, not an adoption!" Zoya spoke in a high tone, suddenly feeling arrogant with the discussion that had just been raised by her husband.

"Yes, I understand. But there's no harm, don't assume you practice before we have kids." Ethan was still with his gentle tone and a pleasant-to-hear manner.

"No. I don't want to!" Zoya replied with an annoyed look in her eyes without considering Ethan's question. Whatever it is, Zoya doesn't want to adopt a child. Taking care of the adopted child and his own baby is clearly different.

Ethan grabs Zoya's hand, grasps it, rubs it gently and kisses her as she tears her eyes. "I don't understand, why do you think you're this good, anyway?" sahut Zoya with sobbing.

"Because let us childfree, now you propose for us to adopt a child. What do you want, Ethan?"

"You want me you're happy, Zoya." Ethan.

"You really don't want to have a child with me?" this time he looked at Ethan with wet eyes.

"Dear, please don't misunderstand me. I mean not so. For God's sake I have no intention of not wanting to have a child of yours."

"Yes, what does that mean?" zoya asked, still with a strong stuffing.Smaking off Ethan's hand that was still holding his hand, then wipe away the tears with the back of his hand.

"Adoption is only for people who cannot have children. But we can have kids, right Than?" Zoya's whispers are getting louder, making Ethan immediately nod his head then reach Zoya's body in an embrace, but the woman immediately pushes her chest, rejecting Ethan's invitation to embrace her.

Ethan can only resign in his place, maybe he should not say it now, maybe the time is not right if you have to talk about it to Zoya. Lately, the matter of the child is always the reason for the two to argue strongly.

Along the way to Freya's house, until she arrives at the woman's house, Zoya does not talk to Ethan at all. He gets out of the car before Ethan opens the door. Freya had already welcomed them on the porch of the house. The woman's lips carved out a smile as she looked at her son and daughter-in-law.

"Mother." Zoya quickly steps up to Freya who immediately stretches her arms, welcoming Zoya with a warm embrace that makes the woman immediately embrace Freya, he subconsciously did so with water pouring out of his eyes. Even with the sobbing that left Freya astonished at what was happening with her daughter-in-law.

While Ethan who followed the woman's footsteps only shrugged when Freya looked at him gesturously asking the reason why Zoya was crying suddenly.

"You cry Baby?" freya asked while wiping away the son-in-law's tears as soon as they reduced the embrace. Zoya just shook her head, unable to tell Freya.

"What's wrong?" Freya asked again and Zoya still consistently shook her head. Freya fell silent not understanding, confused what to do while her daughter-in-law did not want to tell a story.

Freya chose to carve a smile and gently rubbed the back of her daughter-in-law. "Yes, go in, rest inside." Freya finally did not want to urge her daughter-in-law. Invite Ethan to Zoya to get inside the house.

Zoya honestly feels so familiar to the husband who lately often provoke him to make a scene. What the man said was always beyond his expectations, looking sudden and senseless to Zoya.

Zoya tries to avoid her husband and apparently it does not go unnoticed so that she knows something is wrong between the child and her daughter-in-law.

As soon as Zoya decided to rest in the room, she asked her son.

"You guys are fighting?" ask Freya. Ethan shook his head slowly. "So you guys really won't tell the same story Mother?" freya asked once again what made Ethan unable to cover up what happened on his way here.

"I proposed to Zoya for us to adopt a child. He's angry." said Ethan, concisely solid and clear. Freya was silent for a moment.

"Why do you have to say something like that to Zoya?"

"What if he suspects?" Freya is worried if her son-in-law knows what is underlying Ethan to do so.

"I don't know Mommy, I think Zoya will agree because she likes children.

"Yes he likes children, but it will be different when compared to his children or not, Zoya likes to just like it, but to take care and raise obviously he just wants his own child." freya's light makes Ethan lean his back. Massaging the base of his nose and sighing.

After this, what should he do?

TB