Not Ordinary Love

Normal

Prov Shahdan.

I came home from Airin with a happy heart. We were together almost all day. I took her out to eat and shop. Mother Airin also came along and of course also Syfa, a beautiful little baby. As beautiful as Mother. Mashay Allah, the more the day the deeper this taste becomes for him. Airin, I really fell in love with you.

Your tenderness, your simplicity has captivated my heart. Especially now that Airin really closed his aura perfectly. A long, wide hijab wrapped around his body. Increasingly adds to its grace.

Still imagined when shopping earlier. Tearin's eyes rounded in shock as I took some syar'i gamis for her. When I took whatever I felt she needed and Syfa needed. Airin almost canceled all our groceries when we heard our total shopping.

In fact, I don't think about the nominal. As long as being able to be with her and staring at her face it makes me very happy. Aaaahhhhh.. This is how he fell in love.

"hmmm. come home instead of saying hello. Smile smile laugh at yourself." Suddenly Luna was behind me. Yeah, so happy, I didn't say hello at the house. And don't realize that there's Luna.

"Mas why? it hurts ?" He said again as he approached and held my forehead.

"What the hell are you." I clap Luna's hand.

"Where's mom." I asked Luna. I followed ya who walked towards the kitchen.

"Loohhh, not that Mami wanted to go to Airin's house as Shahdan." Answer Luna.

"A, what ? Mommy's at Airin's?" I'm shocked. Did I hear wrong ?

"Yes, my mom said she wanted to go to Airin's house. Because mas is still in the office so Mami goes first. Trus Mami nanya the direction of Airin's house to me. Yes I love shareloc who yesterday I sent when I first went to Airin's house. Said Mami, have made the same agreement Mas Shahdan. I'll meet you there." Luna's Story.

I was silent, really shocked. What's up Mami came to Airin's house. Mama wants to insult him again. Oh God. Don't let Mami tell you who hurt Airin again.

"Hayoooooo,, there's a need for what Mami's house to Airin's. Don't propose to him for a while. Hahahhahha" said Luna, looking at me who was still silent.

I didn't wait long to hurry away. I'm going to Airin's house. I don't want Mami to cause any more trouble. It's enough that Mami made Airin hurt yesterday without my knowledge. "Lord, please servant. Don't let Mami slip away. I don't want to be angry with Mami. Servants don't want to be disobedient children." Hope anxious.

"Hey maaaassss.. Just got home too." Shouted Luna. But I don't care. At a high enough speed I drove my car. Hope you can hold Mami.

Prov Airin's.

"Mom's kidding, I'm not serious." I am still in shock at what Mom said.

While I don't believe it either. When did someone propose to me. Until I said I had accepted my proposal.

"You don't just talk about the Goddess. Who proposed to Airin. Why do you play accept it. Without asking him first. Did you forget that I forced Airin to marry too. You saw his life. You want your son to suffer again." I'm really angry.

"I don't accept it. I'm sure the man who will marry Airin is now a good and responsible man." Answer Mother.

"tock.tok..." The sound of knocking on the door.

I don't know who else is coming. Really, at a time like this I don't want any guests. Immediately I put Syfa who was asleep on my lap into her baby box and walked forward to open the door.

"Mas Shahdan." I was shocked by the arrival of Mas Shahdan. His face was emotional and worried.

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat. Ai" said.

"Wa'alakumsalam. mas" Jawbku.

"What do you do. Mom said what else is going to happen to you. Mami didn't hurt you, did Ai." Mas Syahdan. He looked like he wanted to hug me, but I backed off. The look on Mas Shahdan's face was worried.

"Alhamdulillah.." Said relieved.

"Oooo,, there's shahdan. Come in, son, her mom just came home."Mother also went out to meet mas Syahdan. But why Mother even told him to come in again Moreover this already wants magrib.

"No aunt, I went home. I thought Mami was still here." Answer the Shahdan.

"No pa pa , go in first. Anybody wants Aunt to tell you." Said Mother. Especially this, do not do not want to say the same as Mami Mas Syahdan. Do not let this happen, God. Hopeful.

Shahdan looked at me, I just smiled. And the Shahdan came in and sat on the guest sofa.

"Look Syahdan, previously Aunt wanted to say a deep thank you, for the kindness of Shahdan so far. Starting from being Airin's lawyer until this afternoon invited us shopping. May the good of the Shah and be rewarded by Allah." Said Mother.

"Ah ngk need to thank aunt. All that I do and give sincerely from my heart." Answer the Shahdan.

"Yes Aunty knows son, but not everyone can think the same way with kak Syahdan."

" So Mami nak Syahdan came, along with his future wife nak Syahdan" said Mother. The shocked face of Shahdan.

"Mommy came with Fiona ?" The master seems to believe.

"Yes to Shahdan. Aunty understands why her Mommy invited Fiona to be a Shahdan boy here. Maybe do not want there to be a misunderstanding between Nak Shahdan and mba Fionanya later. Therefore the aunt also needs to convey it now to the son of Shahdan." Said Mother.

"Mother, stop..." I'm trying to stop Mom, because I know what you're gonna say.

"Aunty should not worry, there is no misunderstanding between me and Fiona, because we,,," said mas Shahdan immediately dputong Mother.

"No to Shahdan. Aunty no longer wants to go ahead Airin insulted and demeaned. So it's better to also want Syahdan know to want Syahdan understand and can keep his distance with Airin." Mother said cut the word mas Syahdan.

"I mean aunt,,?" Ask Shahdan does not understand.

"Mom,,," I hope you don't continue the lie.

"Nak Syahdan, aunt asked Shahdan no longer need to find Airin and Syfa. It is better for Shahdan to focus on marriage plans for Syahdan with Mba Fiona. Airin will also be getting married soon. Airin has been proposed by a good and responsible man. And definitely not someone else's future husband or girlfriend." Finally the words came out of my mother.

I saw Shahdan surprised, he looked at me. As if asking for an explanation whether what Mother said just now is true. For some reason, my tears fell. As if I was hurt. And I can feel it from the look in his eyes.

"Airin has suffered enough, son, that he has been humiliated and humiliated enough. Aunty's son is not a destroyer of other people's relationships nak Syahdan. Aunty please son Shahdan understand ya." Continue Mother. Mother's voice shakes withstanding the taste. Mother held back from crying.

I understand my purpose for lying like this. Because I don't want to be insulted anymore. But I also could not see the Shahdan mas who seemed to fall with the word Mother said.

"Good aunt, I understand. I apologize for all the words said Mami who had hurt Airin and the family. I also hope the Man who will marry Airin is a good and responsible man. If the man hurts Airin I'll make sure I take Airin and Syfa. Although forced. Excuse me aunt." Said the Shahdan..

I now understand, even though he once denied that he loved me. I can feel great love from the words of Shahdan. We had the same feeling but had to lose because of the circumstances.

"maaohar..." I can't say any more words... My tears have flooded. I tried to resist the departure of the Shahdan but I was also confused.

Mas Shahdan stopped for a moment, then looked back at me. Mas Shahdanpun approached and immediately grabbed me in his arms. I was silent, only my tears would not stop. There's a tightness in my chest.

"I'm sorry Airin hugged you. Forgive this cowardly fellow. Forgive me for being too stupid to admit to all these feelings. I love you Airin, though it may be too late. But I want you to know this feeling, hopefully the man who will be your husband takes care of you and Syfa. Call me if he hurts you. I'll pick you up." The Shahdan was sobbing no longer thinking about boundaries. Kubalas. I hugged Shahdan. I can't say anything either. I hope you understand that I love him too. And I'm helpless with all these feelings.

Inside the house, the Dewipun cried looking at the two people. He had to separate the two. Because he no longer wants to see his eldest daughter humiliated and humiliated. Maybe not seeing each other again is the best thing for everyone.