
"For what if Mr. Ethan gives you permission to take the film. What is the wind?" Selin immediately raises the question once Zoya informs the woman if Ethan gives her permission to take the film that the man had rejected and Zoya is ready to shoot next month.
"I also don't know the ales, probably because Naina's insemination failed."
"His insemination failed?" Selin certainly felt very surprised to hear this because Zoya had just told him about the results of the failed insemination, Zoya nodded her head even though Selin could not see it.
Zoya again felt a tightness in her chest recalling this, but soon she wiped away her falling tears, then carve a smile remembering if Ethan has given him permission to take a film that greatly makes Zoya interested in starring in him. At least Zoya still has a reason to continue to survive, by pursuing the field he likes.
"Zoy," Selin's voice sounded weak at the other end.
"I'm fine." Zoya immediately replied with a smile as cheerfully as she might have noticed Selin's worried tone at the other end.
"Zoy, you are not fine. You know who you are."
"Udah, Ma'am. I don't want to talk about it. I just called to tell you, Ma'am, if Ethan gave me permission to take the movie. So Ma'am just confirm the same producer again." at length Zoya. He immediately decided to stay with Selin and cut off the phone. He does not want their conversation to widen and goes back to discussing Zoya's failure as a woman.
"Where?" Ethan asks after the woman disconnects the phone call, since then he just listened patiently.
"What a hell, anyway. But Sister Selin is also my rich smile." said Zoya with a million smiles on her lips. Ethan smiles back, grabs Zoya's hand and kisses her back.
"Why do you always do what I want?" Zoya asks as soon as the man drops his head on Zoya's thigh. Both are still in Ethan's secret room, or maybe they will spend the night there considering that the atmosphere is very comfortable and warm.
Zoya looked at the man deeply. Waiting for Ethan's answer who seemed to be thinking. "Because I love you. So, I will always do what you want, Zoya."
"whatever?" ask Zoya. Ethan nodded.
"Yes. Whatever as long as I can."
"Even if I don't think about your feelings?" asked Zoya again, Ethan smiled at the question that came from his wife's lips.
"Have you ever thought about my feelings?" the man asked back. Zoya nodded slowly, then replied.
"I don't care for you to me. I'm not as concerned with me."
"I can't answer your attitude to me anyway." Zoya honestly. Because all this time, he felt something like that. Even if he was watching the husband but it would not feel the same as Ethan was watching him.
Ethan smiled at what his wife said. "I want something to do." Zoya's face changed immediately after seeing Ethan's serious face, she nodded, inviting him to ask her a question.
"Are you really love or are you not the same as me?" ethan's spontaneous question made Zoya nod without thinking a bit. If you are asked about love, make no mistake. Zoya loves the man very much, but she can't fully show it to Ethan as she often does to him.
"Love." the woman nodded after a while.
"I love you." continued when he saw the uncertain look of the husband. But Ethan kept his eyes on her.
"I'm serious." the woman assured, this time Ethan laughed. He rubbed the top of his wife's head.
"I believe." Zoya nodded faintly. What happened between the two people was silence. Ethan's hand rubs Zoya's head.
"I don't need anything Zoya, I just need a confession from you that you love me. That's more than enough, the rest I don't care."
***
In the end, Zoya seems forced to be able to adapt again to whatever is happening around her, in her life. Although disappointed he still felt, and despair often unsettling feelings. He tries to think positively. Be kind to the Almighty and try to return as much as possible. But in case the odds are high, Zoya hasn't really had any preparation to get back broken and hurt.
For the umpteenth time.
Today, Zoya and Ethan accompany Naina to re-inseminate her once again for a second try. Zoya accompanies the girl to perform artificial insemination from the first stage to completion.
Once the artificial insemination process is over, the two just smile at each other. Likewise with Ethan, there are no words that can come out of them just saying 'good luck.' does not exist. But his third heart only wishes him the best for the results of his insemination later.
***
Zoya's days go through the same situation as when she waited for the results of the first insemination, every day she saw the calendar on the date she had circled where later they will do a pregnancy test. Zoya is always anxious about the results they will get later.
**
Zoya has already said that she will follow Freya, but the woman insists on not listening and instead invites Zoya to the set.
"Mother. Zoya, 'have told you not to bother." said the woman as she approached Freya as one of the staff informed her that Freya was waiting in the parking lot.
"It's okay, honey. Mother deliberately, so that you can go directly with you." said Freya, making Zoya carve her smile. But then he took his eyes off. Sweep corners to find where his assistant is.
"Who's it from, honey?" asked Freya who was watching her daughter-in-law.
"This, Mother. Nyari Naina Bun's. It was like she was there." said Zoya, her eyes nailed to a chair near the makeup room where Naina was sitting there when she was about to meet Freya for a while.
"Naina can come, Mother." Zoya asks Freya for her approval. Zoya is afraid that her in-laws might object if she invites Naina among them, but Freya nods with a smile. A response Zoya expected.
"No, no dear papa, if you want Naina to come, Naina let's come with us." said Freya who made Zoya nod enthusiastically, then leave to her in-laws and pass by looking for the whereabouts of Naina to invite the girl to join her and Freya take a walk.
"Have you seen Naina?" Zoya asked some of the staff she had met who were cleaning the filming equipment.
"There!" one of them replied and pointed into the make up room. Zoya nods and says thank you then goes into the makeup room to meet Naina.
"Mother Zoya." Naina immediately turned her body as soon as she saw the reflection of Zoya's face inside the mirror. Naina was cleaning up Zoya's personal makeup equipment when the woman decided to meet her mother-in-law.
"Where is it done?" zoya asked to see the girl who was busy cleaning her makeup equipment.
"It's going to work out soon" Naina said. Zoya nods her head and helps the girl clean up her makeup.
"Sir Zoya, don't." Naina prevents the woman, but Zoya just smiles while continuing her activities.
"Let's get it done quickly. This Abis we're leaving immediately."
Naina frowned. "Lifted. Where's Ma'am going?"
"We go for a walk with Mother."
**
Once finished cleaning Zoya's makeup equipment, then the two women approached Freya who was waiting for her in the car. While Selin has come home first, Zoya after filming since a few dozen minutes ago.
"Are you ready?" ask Freya to Zoya. Zoya nodded. The three immediately entered the car. Zoya sits beside the wheel while Naina is on the back bench.
Before long, Freya began to drive her car through crowded streets by vehicles.
"Where are we going, Mother?" zoya asks after the car has driven for quite a while.
"Where do you want it? Mother, anyway, follow me."
"Mother be your personal driver today." said Freya with a seductive look Zoya. The woman looked at her mother-in-law, drowning in the magic of her mother-in-law.
"What if we had lunch first, Zoya laper." Zoya suggested that she remembered that she had not had lunch.
"May." he circled his eyes forward then pulled over the car at a seafood restaurant.
"What if you're here?" freya asked as soon as she parked her car smoothly.
"That's okay, Mother. Zoya where you can." The woman said no problem. He turned to Naina who seemed to put a palm in her mouth with the other hand holding the abdomen.
"Why Naina?" Zoya asked in a panicked tone. Making Freya turn her head and look in wonder at Naina.
"Drink?" bargain Zoya. But Naina shook her head. Instead, he quickly opened the car door and immediately got out of there. Zoya is just in the car. Staring at the back of Naina who was away towards a public toilet.
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