MY LOVE ENDS WITH YOU

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NARITA POV

 

It's been 1 month Davis left without leaving me without any message. His promise to formalize our marriage in an official state-recognized bond did not materialize. Likewise with Rio, they disappeared like being swallowed by the earth. No one knows where they are. All matters of office affairs have been taken over by some foreigners who were deliberately brought in by the head office in England here. As if nothing had ever happened, a change of leadership was very common.

My second pregnancy has not shown any significant physical changes. Morning sickness still happens a lot but I don't really care what people say. I just thought I should have a backup plan on my situation this time. If I had announced myself that I was married, they would have asked me who my husband was. When I tell you the truth about who my husband is, I'm not sure they'll believe it.

I have to make a decision for my future. I can't keep working here until my stomach grows.

As with the usual days, during the day after lunch, I brush my teeth. And as always, if the toothbrush will definitely trigger vomiting. After I spewed some of my stomach contents into the toilet, I came out with shaky steps.

“Na? Are you okay?” Abel had suddenly stood in front of the toilet door watching my face. 

“Hmm,, it's common for a toothbrush to easily make vomiting” I replied slowly.

He immediately pulled my arm and led me to the meeting room across the toilet door.

“Sit!” I followed his orders and he closed the meeting room door. Now he is watching me intensely.

“You've tested?” I was shocked to hear his question trying to show a casual expression.

“What do you mean?” I was about to stand up but my arm was immediately restrained.

“Na, you don't have to be ashamed. I suspect you are pregnant” I also sat back and smiled a little smirk heard his words.

“You're married, right?” he lifted my ring finger from my right hand as if showing a diamond-studded ring embedded there.

“I can keep it a secret that you really don't want people to know about your marriage” Abel reassured me again, and I finally nodded. 

“Who is your husband?” tanyanya.

“Sorry, Bell. Actually, my husband and I have no intention to cover this for too long. She's taking care of our wedding files, I'll let you know that we've got her wedding book.

“I don't need proof. I just need you to be honest. Ok questions are replaced. Have you tested?” I answered him by nodding.

“Result?” Abel asked again and I replied “positive”.

“You've checked the contents to the doctor?”

“But”

“Why not?”

“I'm waiting to check with my husband!”

“Na, you should be able to make your own decisions. Unless your husband is here. I'm sure your husband isn't here. You guys are LDM right?”

“Iya” I replied slowly then lowered my face.

“When I anter you to the doctor! We are friends and I want to be your brother too. Don't feel bad or anything. As long as I am in Indonesia, you are the best. So I assume that we're brothers. How?”

“Thank you”

“When? I'm interminable!”

“Thank you bell. You are my best friend!” I got up from my seat and hugged her. Crying a little sobbing makes me feel a little lighter. I who initially kekeuh not want anyone to know about my pregnancy, finally told Abel. Plus, his attention made me more excited.

“Cry if it can lighten your load, Na. I don't know what your problem is and your husband's, but I'm sure you can get through it with a strong” Abel pats my back gently.

I'm still crying.

“Is it because of him, you rejected Arnold?” I broke my arms and nodded.

“Sorry bell, I can't tell.” yet

“Iya gakpapa Na, I get it.”

“Now what's your plan?”

“Bel, I will most likely resign in near”

“Hah??? Because of your pregnancy?”

“Not. I have received a scholarship to continue my study S3 to Australia”

“You want to fly to Aussie pregnant like this?” I was forced to answer him with a lie with a nod of my head.

“Indeed his departure cannot be delayed Na?”

“It's in agreement, Bel. I have to leave in 3 months”

“Then your husband?”

“Maybe he will come with me too” I replied lying.

“Thank God it was. The important thing is to be with the husband so it will not feel alone in raising children in the country of people. Especially in a western country that is not as warm as an eastern country, Na.” I nodded at his advice.

“Hmm, who is your husband? Scratch me!” again and again Abel asked the same thing.

“Udah ah, don't kepo. You don't know either! Come out” I do not want to extend our secret chat, I immediately get out of the room first.

---- At home -----

I have reached the house and the main door is opened by bi Jah.

“Assalamu’alaikum bi!”

“Wa’alaikum greetings nyah!” he immediately grabbed the 2 bags that I was carrying.

“Thanks bi”

“Sama-sama Nyah” bi Jah followed my steps towards the room.

“Bi, did Davis or Rio call aunt?” ask me as we walk together.

“Neither. Didn't Den Davis call the young lady?”

“Nggak.”

“Bi, did auntie have Davis's sister's phone contact in Aussie?”

“No, nyah. Aunty just knows how to take care of the house. If the madam or the big master wants to come, they call here. Never phone to aunty's personal mobile phone, Nyah” he explained.

“I'm afraid something happened to them, Bi. The position of the President who had been occupied by Davis had been replaced by someone else bi. Davis couldn't have called me if not why”

“Where is Nyah? A confused aunt couldn't help. Aunty knows a lot of brothers den Davis but our communication is only by home phone.”

“Still bi. Information from aunty is enough to help me kok.”

“Thank you”

“sama-sama” aunty closed back my room door after putting my bag onto the sofa where I used to put the bag.

I'm disappointed, apparently there is no track record that I can trace to find Davis' whereabouts. Even though I was at his house but it was as if there was not a single clue here. I should be able to determine the attitude before it's too late. Juju raku is sad. His sudden and unannounced departure from the news has scarred my heart and my family who trusted him so much.