MY LOVE ENDS WITH YOU

SHE WAS?

3.2 Years later

The clock shows at 21:00 WIB, in a night club is crowded boisterous voices of men and women who seek solace amid flickering lights and the sound of disco music that is quite jarring.

“Come to pesen any drink, I who tract” shouted one of the men among a group of 4 men and 4 women.

They started ordering the drinks they wanted.

“I order drinks that do not contain alcohol” said the woman right next to the ear of the club steward. The waiter nodded his head and opened a menu sheet of drinks that did not contain alcohol. The woman chose one of the menus she offered and the waiter took note of it.

While waiting for orders, they casually nodded their heads to the rhythm of the music.

“Hayuk temenin I floated!” exclaimed one of the women to one of the men at their table. They both moved from their seats.

Soon after their order came, they drank it. Then the two pairs of other men and women followed to join the floor. Now there was a man and a woman at their table.

Men of mixed Australian and Middle Eastern blood, with a tall, sturdy, handsome, handsome face, looks smiling and a little closer to the seat of a woman who is none other than Narita.

“You're not dancing?” ask the man.

“Now!” answer Narita.

NARITA POV

I don't enjoy being in a place like this. I came here because rather than being lonely in the apartment, mending I have the same fun office management. Yeah, I'm here with my office friends. Four girls and four boys. Since 3 years ago, I moved office and worked for an international company.

I have employed many foreign workers in my office. We also used to use English to communicate in everyday life (but in this novel I tell you still use Indonesian only yes).

It is not difficult for me to be close, familiar, and friendly with them even though they are multicultural. It is precisely with me that unites our gang, 4 pairs of men and women. Of the eight of us, only 2 are indigenous people, the rest are foreign nationals.

I know a place like this (night club) after hanging out with them. Yeah, honestly I don't like this place. I prefer to be in a beach cafe or in the mountains where there is live music. Still equally nuanced music but with a more calm and peaceful atmosphere, not frenetic like this. Fortunately, there is a choice of halal drinks.

The eight of us were pretty solid. Whether it's pure friendship between a man and a woman or someone who plays feelings in it, I don't know. But for myself I can make sure only consider them as friends. Sometimes I follow their hobbies by accompanying them to come to the club, but not infrequently we also accompany other friends' hobbies such as shopping, ngafe on the beach, hiking, cycling, etc, and other.

I can't deny, since I lived in Jakarta, I've changed quite a lot. It was my work environment and association that changed me from an innocent girl to a braver girl in many ways. I've dared to wear clothes that are slightly open both the top and the bottom. I dared to come to a club that I know a lot of mischief here. I dare go home alone tonight. And positively, I am more courageous to express opinions, dare to argue at meetings, courageous and confident in many things.

We went to the club after the office. We girls of course alternate clothes so as not to saltum. This time I wore a long-sleeved transparent balloon top and combined with a short skirt about 15 cm above the knee.

How dare I wear this shirt in the village.

My six men have floated, Daniel did not come to the floor, maybe he intends to accompany me.

“You if you want to go down, please Niel!” me telling him.

“Gak. I don't like ngedance” he replied as he downed his drink.

“Don't drink too much, not good for health” my advice made Daniel chuckle and stare at me.

“Ashh,,, tombal tangled” I hit his arm hard and he laughed even harder.

“How do you feel a week as a Financial and Project Planner” Manager takes it more seriously.

“Happy. Sure.” I drink my orange juice again.

“Don't be too ambitious career, you women also have to think about building a household” remember it is still attached to look at me.

“Ck,,,” I just clucked bitterly.

“Lho really right?” continued.

“Males I dengernya” elakku.

“Ah, don't talk about me. How are you yourself? Is it just women my age who have to think about building a household? Remember Niel, even your age is 3 years above me!” I sneered at him later and only he answered with a laugh.

“It's smart to reverse the situation yes now!” he lamented while rubbing my hair.

“Ishhh, messy tau!” I immediately pulled his hand out of my hair.

“After I gemes with you. If you remind me of age, I feel like you're your sister. But if I remember you're a woman who's ready to get married, I feel so-“ soon I cut her shit.

“Assyik yaaa music!” I interrupted Daniel when I saw the six of them walking back to our table. Daniel turned his eyes to the six of them.

“Iya dong's. You guys nie always compact do not want to chain!” I only returned a smile.

The more the night the atmosphere gets crowded. I've finished 2 glasses of orange juice and 1 can of fizzy drink. I'm tired of it.

“Go home!” take me to them, but they laugh out loud.

“Beach before 12 pm, Say” strangles Anabelle one of my office.

My friends are strong drinkers, although they drink more than a glass but they do not mabok. While me? although I dared to enter this place, but even once I never touched the illicit drink. For one thing, I always keep my commitments.

There's not much talk about us being at the club. We just enjoyed the frenzy, the drinks, and the crowd. I also looked in any direction more often. Observe the gurgles of those who have lost consciousness. Switching towards people who are engrossed in ngedance. Move again towards another table where men and women kiss friendly.

Ahh, do not know the shame they kissed in public place – muttered me while throwing a glance elsewhere.

“I go to the toilet first yes!” my permission was on them and Daniel stood up.

“Kutemenin, let's not stray” he said while holding my arm.

As I walked towards the toilet, from a distance I saw someone I seemed to know. I squinted back at my eyes that I was wearing softlens at the time. I'm trying to sharpen my view. Not yet able to see clearly, he disappeared into the room of a room.

Like,,,, it's not. Maybe I just mishandled my mind.