MY LOVE ENDS WITH YOU
HEART FORTRESS
DAVIS POV
As if it had become an opium thing for me, the morning after taking a shower and breakfast, I sent him a message.
Me : Morning 🌺
Narita : Hi.Morning.
Me : Busy?
Narita: Not so
Me: Can I call you for a second?
Waiting, 1 minute, 2 minutes, and not reciprocated.
I rushed to my room and opened the book to study. Ahead of lunch my phone embroidery “Narita calling”. I'll grab my phone and I'll press the green button, “Hallo”
“Sorry slow response, just wanted to call what is it?” The question made my eyebrows wrinkled, hufh why sie would call there must be a reason.
“E is nothing, just want to hear your voice aj” I replied rada stammered.
He heard her laughing across the street.
I can only take a long breath.
Why should I feel like I always want to see it, hear its voice, feel strangely my heart thump that is irregular like today?
And he's there? Laughing at the restlessness of my heart that has gone so far.
“What's up, Boy? Have you had lunch?” tanyanya.
“Not yet, still feel full.”
“Later to eat before leaving bimbel” explained me while laying my body on the mattress.
“Yaudah I closed yes, want ishoma” he said again.
Lah, how is this. Just started talking, he wants to close again. Hufh. I took a deep breath, neutralized my heart, tried to keep control of my voice to seem ordinary, but in my heart was disappointed.
“Ok. Eat a lot and if you pray do not forget to doain me yes!”
“Okay, bye!” the end ended our conversation.
With my heart broken, I went back to pick her up at the office. From a distance he was smiling looking at me.
“Hai, Boy!” sapa patted my shoulder.
“Vis, you are no longer pedekate with Narita right?” asked mbak Sriti to investigate, making me round my eyes as if in disbelief to get a question to the point like that. I saw Kak Na just nudging Madam Sriti's arm.
I didn't answer Sriti's questions, just smiled.
Honestly, I'm inferior, Sister Na is kind, her thinking is mature, smart, and I think all men will feel comfortable to be by her side,, do I deserve her?
I am still an installer, spoiled, not serious, and still like to mess around spending time with something that is not clear. Hufh.
“Yaudah there, ati-ati yaa in jalan” Mbak Sri patted my shoulder and Kak Na alternately then went away. I saw some friends who knew Kak Na observing us both, as if asking the same thing as what was asked by Mbak Sriti.
I took the helmet for Na. He put on a helmet and got on my bike.
“Kak, I've bought meatballs, we will eat together ya!” I said while we were on our way.
“Wahhh,, nice nie. Okay sip” her voice was so loud beside my ears, making my hair stand up, my heart was vibrating a little tighter. Ehem ahem, I pulled my heart back, and concentrated again on the jammed streets of the capital.
--- - Kos Narita------
“Vis, here's the drink and the bowl. I take a shower first. Sultry. If you want to eat first also gakpapa!” without waiting for Davis' approval, Narita immediately returned to his boarding house after his drink and bowl turned into Davis's hands.
“Kak, saturday tomorrow join the tour to the island a thousand kah?” ask Davis while eating the meatball.
“Insyaalloh” replied Narita.
“You?” ask Narita again.
“Kak Na want me to come along?” ask me with a spoiled tone and tease her.
He just laughed chuckles “Ya ter-“
“Sorry Brother, I picked up my phone first” hasn't stopped Narita commenting, Davis interjected to ask permission to answer the phone.
Before picking up the phone, Davis walked away from Narita. Narita noticed Davis' expression on the phone. Sometimes it looks serious, then laughs, widens the eyes, uh suddenly laughs again. Narita smiled small, funny and also friendly with abege guy like Davis. They talked for a long time, almost 1 hour. Davis occasionally beckoned Narita to say as if wait, but this moment was too wide. But it was not finished, until the meat is finished, the drink runs out 2 cups.
“Sorry Brother, old yes?” davis said after hanging up the phone and sitting next to Narita.
“Ahh, gakpapa, I understand kok”
“The name of the same phone girlfriend does not like to forget the time” Narita piled up empty bowls and dirty glasses.
“Your taxi is cold, want me to heat again”askan Narita again.
“No need Brother, just go in my stomach!” davis replied.
That's the Narita and Davis days of the week. Morning before activities, noon before Ishoma, and night before bed always exchange messages. The afternoon after Davis went home, he picked up Narita at his office.
-- - Office Narita-----
“Cie cie, can you order from whom Na? happy smiles then?” sriti asked Narita and then pulled the wheeled chair and sat on it.
“This from Davis mbak” replied Narita briefly.
“You're done?” tanya Sriti pressed her head forward, trying to stare and find the honesty of Narita's eyeballs.
Instantly Narita chuckles holding back his laughter “No way, no way mbak”
“Davis is still abege mbak, I consider rich my own sister” replied Narita explained with full confidence.
“Ya he is still young, but even though he is a grown man also you know Na”
“Handsome face, macho body, yes you are not interested in it?” tanya Sriti full search.
Honestly, I admit, who can resist its charm. God created a face and posture as perfect as himself, how could I miss it to admire him. But I don't understand what I'm feeling. Is it just a sense of awe, or.—batin Narita.
“For now sie is not. I'm serious about being a husband not just a boyfriend. Make tired doang” explained Narita firmly.
Sriti.
“Although like, also not papa really. Never fight and lie to your conscience Na”
“But even if you don't like it, I think it's better to keep your distance. Poor Davis. He seems to have put his heart on you!” sriti.
Narita sighed deeply and replied “Iya mbak. I'll remember your advice”
“Saturday tomorrow join the tour to the thousand islands right?” ask Narita later.
“Iya dong's. Davis coming?” ask Sriti.
“No tau mbak” replied Narita briefly.
“OK deh, let's work again” Sriti standing from his seat. Narita nodded his head in agreement to work again. Sriti enters her room and Narita returns to work.
