MY LOVE ENDS WITH YOU

I WAS CRYING

DANIEL POV

 

I helped Narita walk from the toilet back to the cafeteria table. I saw that he was very weak, wanting to feel like I was just carrying him, but Abel strictly forbade. Although Narita only had a very weak bit of strength, it seemed like he was trying to be able to walk.

During the trip to the table, I called him several times, but he did not reply. It seems he's not okay. I asked Abel what had happened to Narita. Abel told me that when he went into the toilet, Narita almost fell. Abel knew that Narita had been vomiting, Abel also said that this morning Narita was vomiting.

When we reached our table, Abel, who was on the left side of Narita's body, sat on his left side and I sat on the right. Seeing her frail condition, I could not bear to, without me realizing I was embracing her shoulder hoping that she would be able to rest on my strong hand. When Narita realized that my hand was holding her, she moved away, and I was forced to give up my embrace.

If You will, I want Na to embrace you, to hold your body, to be the focus of all your burdens.

But it seems you are moving away.

My heart aches, Na you treat me that way.

I don't know what's going on with him, but I see that eyes that usually look bright and cheerful are now sad. Didn't see her for a few days, but I know she's lost a lot of weight. His face was pale, his eyes were faint, his body was getting thinner and weaker. What's wrong with you, Naritaku?

All this time I've known him I've never seen a face like this. Was he the one you had chosen, disappointing you? Is he the one who made you sad? Are you unhappy with him?

If you give me a chance, I will give you all my love and love. I gave you my whole life, took care of you, shared your burdens, made you happy forever. I'm not gonna let your eyes drip a drop of water. I won't let you be lonely. I always make sure you have a cheerful, bright and glowing face as always.

When the wheelchair was ready, we had finished eating, I helped her up the wheelchair and pushed her.

“Niel, let the wheelchair push me!” Abel was about to take over the position behind Narita, but I didn't budge from my position.

“Let me aja Bel!” reject me.

“Do you not want to keep the image of a Director?” whispered Abel in my ear, then I just smiled still looking ahead.

“Gak” my answer is short and steady.

When the elevator door opened on the 5th floor, I pushed the wheelchair out of the elevator.

“To here, Niel!” Narita looked back.

“Let me push it deep!” reject me.

“I want to get off!” Narita was about to get out of the wheelchair, but my hand immediately restrained his back to stay seated.

“If you are desperate to get down, I'll just carry, want!?” it was my bully that forced Narita to sit back. I saw his face pouting I was snapping like that.

"Eat it if told! Don't be strong but later the edges bother people" I see him more unmoved when I talk. I just a little smile.

Now I'm taking her to her desk while Abel was in the toilet.

“Still, Niel!” Narita had moved to sit in the back seat of his desk.

“Sama-sama.”

“You brought a car?” Narita replied with a nod.

“Later me anter you. Your car lives in the office!” my voice was already in order and it was as if no one could refute it.

“No need, Niel. Thanks though. I'll have to pick up my girlfriend!” my heart aches to hear him say the word ‘lover’, only this time my order was denied by someone.

“Ok. Take good care of yourself! Do not delay eating. I go first” there's nothing I can force anymore, I better go to keep my sanity.

Narita answered him with a slow nod.

When I came out the door, I saw Abel heading towards the entrance, I immediately approached him.

“Bel, since when does he look weak rich?” without further ado I asked while looking at Abel.

“I'm not so careful, Niel. But these past few days she often suddenly vomited!” answer Abel.

“Did he ever tell you?”

“His love?” answer's short.

“Tadi.”

“What did he say?”

“She said her lover is dines out of the country, their communication is not good like”

“What? Dines out of the country?” as if I couldn't believe my hearing, Abel nodded steadily.

Then why did he lie to me by saying that he will be picked up by his girlfriend? – this question is only able to say in my heart.

“Bel?” calling me back made Abel turn to me again.

“Can't Narita do that before marriage?”

“You mean?” ask Abel again.

“Vomiting, his pale face, his current weakness, it's impossible because he------?” I cannot continue my words.

“Sssstttttt” Abel puts his right index finger in front of his lips.

“Never doubt Narita, Niel. If we are just his best friend doubting him, what about the others!” Abel was getting upset about saying it.

“Not what I mean, Bel!” I looked right and left to see the situation so that no one would hear our conversation.

“But if until the man dares to mess with him, then go out of the country, look out!”

“I'm sure Narita won't be that cheap!” abel said quickly.

“Among us, only he has the most firm stand!”

“Trust me, Niel!” abel's eyes seemed to be trying to convince me, and I nodded in confidence.

 

NARITA POV

 

I was still thinking about Abel's question back in the cafeteria. Then I opened the browser and typed information about the characteristics and signs of pregnant women. Some of the websites I opened, showed that----.

I scooped my face rough. A feeling I can't express. There is a feeling of happiness but also of being worried about being one. I sent a message to my beloved husband.

I: Mas….

Me: You are busy, right?

Me: Why don't you return my message?

Me: Mas, I missed you 🤗😭😭😭

Me: Mas,,,

Me: There's something I want to tell you. Please answer me or call me as soon as possible!

 

I was again weakened to realize that my message only ticked 1. Is it so busy that he can't return my message?

What is he doing until he reneges on his own promise.

Mas, I'm as good as you. I'm angry with you.

My unstable emotions made me suddenly shed tears while looking at my phone.