MY LOVE ENDS WITH YOU

HEARTBREAK 4

AUTHOR POV

 

Suddenly Narita's heart skipped a beat, how could what Davis thought be the same as his thought all along. Narita's eyes stared fixedly at Davis, their gazes meeting for quite a long time. Although not talking to each other, their eyes seemed to give each other questions and answers.

 

“Sorry, because I have been hesitant to step. After learning that you had a child, I was heartbroken. I thought that I had loved an inappropriate woman” Davis said with teary eyes.

 

Narita's eyes also glazed over. Davis' words were able to leave him swept away in deep sorrow. Had Davis known that she was her husband, if Davis had known the children were hers, if Davis had remembered her past a little, they might not have been in as difficult a situation as they are today.

 

“If I were a little more reckless and struggled to melt your heart, maybe you would be able to feel how great my love was.

 

“Or if I had just found out about your partner, maybe I would have bravely approached you. Even though the wound in your heart hurts a lot because of that jerk guy, even though you find it hard to open your heart, and even though I have to go on and keep fighting,, maybe right now you will be looking at me too”

 

Narita immediately looked to the side, trying to hide the water that began to drip from the end of his eyes, but immediately wiped it with his hands.

 

He's not a jerk. He is just a guy who is in a difficult situation. She was only given a test in her love and life—batin Narita.

 

“Na, can I treat the wound in your heart? Can I be a father to your son?” Davis asked in a pleading tone.

 

“Where do you know what I've never told anyone?” Narita is astonished to learn that Davis seems to know that Narita has been abandoned by her partner/son's father. Narita did not respond to Davis's question at all but asked another one.

 

“Na, you're so funny,,, ” Davis laughs, I don't know what makes it funny when Narita thinks nothing funny at all.

 

“You've been living at Dave's sister's house for almost 3 years, how could you not know us? What do we not know, Na?” continued Davis.

 

“Do you know who my husband is too?” Narita asked with wide eyes.

 

“I don't know and don't want to find out! The important thing is that I know you're an untethered woman” heard Davis' words, Narita is back on edge, so he expects Davis to know who the father of his children is.

 

“But unfortunately,,,,” Davis hung up her sentence, Narita still looked at her and waited for Davis to continue.

 

“Unfortunately I just expressed my feelings now” Davis continued.

 

“So what is the purpose of your love statement?” Narita finally dared to ask.

 

“As I said earlier. I want to heal the wounds in your heart. I want to keep you company to take care of your son. I want to make you happy. Na, are you ready?”

 

Narita shed her tears again. Davis, who catches the backup, immediately gives his handkerchief to Narita and Narita receives it. Davis himself did not understand why Narita was crying, did he also have feelings for her? Then why are you crying?. Davis was still patiently waiting for Narita's answer. He continued eating. Narita, like Davis, continued to eat.

 

Although it is difficult to swallow her food, Narita tries to enjoy it. Davis still did not dare to open his voice. They ended up eating in silence, until both of them finished eating their meals.

 

 

Davis nodded in knowing the consequences.

 

“I'm not out of thought, how could you loudly say love me, whereas you-you-” Narita's sentence was stopped because her eyes were back in tears. Davis was still waiting for his follow-up sentence.

 

“when you can by**fsu her kiss another woman” continued Narita by occasionally wiping the water on her cheek.

 

DEG

 

Like a sharp dagger. Davis' heart ached at Narita's words. What did Narita mean? Is it possible that Narita was jealous to see her kissing Jess? Does that mean Narita has the same feelings as her? Was the water a proof of his jealousy?

 

Davis this time strongly condemned his actions. How did this happen? How could he possibly have a relationship? How could he possibly fix it in front of Narita.

 

“Sorry,,” is all Davis can say.

 

“Did you not think at all about how Jess felt?”

“So easily you turn from one heart to another?”

“Is there any guarantee if we are together, you won't turn away too?”

 

Narita's words really make Davis speechless.

 

“My feelings for Jess are different from how I feel about you. From the beginning, I just assumed that he was someone Opa had arranged for me. I can't resist it, but my heart can't accept it either. I,,, I, I was wrong because I could not control n*su ku”

“Na, was there a feeling of resentment when you saw me with Jess--”

 

“Not” Narita answered quickly what Davis meant.

“Sorry. I'd just like to say that you have to be a real man. You have to be firm with your feelings. You have to respect and appreciate the feelings of others too! Instrospect yourself, Mr. Davis” Narita immediately stood up and left Davis.

 

Davis stared intently at Narita's departure. He seemed to get an answer to his statement. His hand held his left chest. I don't know how many times he has felt heartache, but it feels like this time it is the most painful he has ever experienced.

 

-- - The gate of the house Dave-----

 

Narita has arrived in front of Davis' house. Today he didn't board the car that Dave had lent him, but he chose to ride on public transport. After he entered the gate of the house, he stepped into the spacious courtyard of the house. Several cars still parked in the yard showed that the cars had not yet been loaded into the garage.

 

As he passed by one of the cars, he suddenly heard perverted voices. Narita initially wanted to pass him by, but somehow when one of the car windows opened a little, it made the sound more clearly heard.

 

Without intending to peek, Narita was again surprised by a scene they did not deserve in the car. It looks like a pair of men and women are kissing with heat as if the world belongs to both of them until they do not realize that there are others who see their scenes. Realizing who they were, Narita immediately ran away from the place. Tears just escaped from his eyes.