MY LOVE ENDS WITH YOU

FALL ASLEEP

DAVIS POV

After Ashar time, all tour participants are ready on the bus. Brother Narita has been sitting sweetly beside me. Not tired of me telling him, because besides the cool guy, he is very cheap smile, sweet. Suddenly my phone that I made vibrating mode, vibrated for so long. I feel lazy to pause my conversation with Kak Na just to pick up the phone. I pulled out my phone and I saw - Lin calling-. If I don't lift it right now, I can say for hours and worse if he complains to Mommy. I finally picked up my phone.

“Ya Lin? What?” ask me to the point.

“Gue join nie Say, temenin I chat ya?” alin's voice is across there.

“Hm.” My answer is short because I am lazy.

And finally Alin told me long enough, I responded. Actually I'd like to linger receiving a call from Alin, as if ignoring Kak Na. I saw Brother Na turning his face to the window. On the way home, I let Brother Na sit on the edge of the window deck. Although I tried to make a quiet voice, but occasionally Kak Na turned to me to smile.

I don't miss Alin, we meet every day, but he always bothers me with his phone at night before bed and on weekends like now. Even if I'm home this weekend, she'll be right to my house. How can I get a boyfriend if it's always taped to Alin like this.

Alin, it's beautiful. I don't know why my feelings for him are normal. From childhood we were always together, even his parents ever leave him to both my parents, as if to match us, even though my Mommy and Daddy never mention the word matchmaking.

Perhaps more precisely, my feelings for Alin were like a sister's affection for her Brother. Honestly, I love Alin. I'm not sincere Alin hangs out with someone who's wrong and there's even someone who has openly invited him to someone's party at the club. I strictly forbid it, even though I have no rights to Alin, I am not his girlfriend, nor his sister. I'm not sincere, if there are girls who are hostile to him or blasphemy him because Alin is too picky friends. I can't bear to see Alin crying.

I let him call me “Sayang”. I let her hug me when she needed my protection. I would offer my shoulder if he needed a backrest to vent emotions because of a sometimes trivial problem in my opinion, but that's how Alin is.  Her heart was too fragile and gentle despite her attitude and actions, she was famous as a bar-bar, centile, and aggressive chick. Whatever Alin's request, I will definitely fulfill it. He was used to saying and being spoiled to me. And I'm used to it.

Maybe that's what makes our friends misperceive our closeness. They think we're dating, even though strictly speaking I always deny it.

I saw Brother Na stumbling his head at the window, he seemed to be drowsy. Can't bear to see him stumbling against the window, can bang his head then continue. With all my courage, I grabbed his head and slowly thrust it onto my shoulder. Little sister Na, very comfortable asleep resting on my big shoulder.

Every now and then I smile to see how peaceful Kak Na is in her sleep. Not only smiling, even in sleep he looks very sweet. Yes sweet Indonesian girl.

Wow, is a girl like her my idol criteria?

Could I be as appetizing as my Daddy? who considers Indonesian girls with mature brown skin like she looks prettier than girls in class like Selena Gomez. I don't know.

I felt like I had a hard time seeing other girls because I was always faced with Alin. It's hard to have a crush on a girl because she doesn't have that chance.

NARITA POV

I saw Davis staring at his vibrating phone. “Thank you Vis” I said later because I saw he was hesitant to answer. He finally lifted up.

I saw him chatting with someone with his fun. Even though he tried to make a quiet voice, maybe he hung out with me. Finally, instead of hesitating, I turned my gaze to the scenery in the window. Ahh good thing we changed seats, I sat on the window deck.

Looks like Davis called his girlfriend, because they called long enough. If I see him, I want to go back to my youth. Being able to get to know the opposite sex through the courtship stage. Do not think in a hurry to find a mate because the introduction period is still far from their target age.

I never dated either. Always focused on school. Father and Mother always advised that I should not date if I can not be independent. Fancied a guy once, but just admiring, and never let that feeling linger in my heart. Fancied a guy once too, but again I'll try to avoid because I'm afraid of being shot. I always remember the advice of my Mom and Dad. If I'm reckless to date, I'm afraid to be a bad boy who ignores the advice of parents. Finally I can only endure the Passion and turmoil for courtship.

There are also teny guys, but because he knows that I don't want to date, our status is only limited to friends. Even after they graduated, they never exchanged news again.

Oh my God, how is this? I want to get married at 25, can I? Is 2 years of searching time enough for me to find my soul mate?.

I can't just think of a soul mate, I have to have other desires. I want to find the luck of working elsewhere that is more promising both in terms of salary and career level.

I saw Davis smile at me every once in a while, either because he was responding to someone he was calling or because he was returning my smile. This flocked is a handsome kebangetan. God created it so perfectly. When viewed from the looks of it, it seems like he is from the upper class, unlike me. The bag he was about to sell at the most luxurious mall in Jakarta, which if I ever get into the boutique the price could be worth 5x my monthly salary. Surely a salaried person like my salary can buy that brand bag. Ahhh,,, lucky to be a Davis, handsome, rich, young, girlfriend anyway.

I don't feel sleepy. Too tired to walk all day and no friends talking. I finally fell asleep in my sleep.

Sayup-sayup I heard the voice of Sister Silvi announcing to us immediately down. My eyes are still hard to open, I feel like I just fell asleep and my body feels so tired. I still opened my eyes and moved.

“Narita, Davis, come down!” I heard the voice of Sister Sriti. Bummer. I forced her to open her eyes. How surprised I was when I found my sleeping position. My body rested on Davis's body, my head stuck to Davis's shoulder, as well as Davis's sleeping position, his head stuck to the top of my head. Immediately I positioned myself away from him. I see Davis still gnashing his eyes forcing him to open. Juju Raku misbehaved mbak Sriti with such a sleeping position. Is that the position that makes me feel comfortable and difficult to wake up earlier?

“Vis, wake up vis!” I shook his arm because it seemed like he was still in a position not fully conscious from his sleep. After opening her eyes, she smiled.

Geez Vis, that sweet smile of yours. Lucky to be your girlfriend. I also smiled wryly, could think of this one in droves.